Behind is Xie Jingjing's sobbing, happy, she is also sad. She clearly knows that Gu Chengfeng doesn't love her. And I also know clearly that Gu Chengfeng just felt guilty. With despair.
I also covered my mouth in pain, but it was silent.
In this layer of relationship, I can't even cry.
The next morning. Xie Jingjing is no longer in the room. The empty bed indicates that she has been away for a long time. I sent a message asking where she had gone. She didn't reply. I was just about to make a phone call. She called and said to me with a smile, "drow. I'm having breakfast with Gu Chengfeng. Can I bring you some? "
I was stunned for a moment, forced to smile, "No. No, Mr. Shen is here. I was just about to tell you. You can eat it if you have nothing to do. "
"Oh. Well, Mr. Shen is here again. Ha ha, that man is very interesting. You have a good chat. I'm not in a hurry to go back. "
"Yes. You have fun. I'll hang up. "
The phone hung up, I sat for a while, head blank, no thoughts, just feel that this matter is not the end, but the beginning, the relationship between several of us, always complex chaos.
At this moment, someone knocked on the door, I lowered my head to tidy my pajamas, and went to open the door.
Shen zhiang stood at the door with a smile, with breakfast in his hand. "I know you didn't have breakfast. Am I in time?"
I don't know why, it's good to see him. I give him a little space. "Come in, I'll get up."
Shen zhiang's steps hesitated slightly, but he came in and glanced at the room. "Did you drink?"
"It's not me, it's my roommate. She's gone out. You can sit down. I'll go wash and come back."
After washing, I found my clothes and went to the bathroom to change them. After changing, I sat on the stool. Shen zhiang sat opposite me and looked at me.
I know what he wants to know. It's not between Zhuo Feng and him?
I said, "you should know everything about Zhuo Feng and me, and whether we make up or not will not affect my cooperation with President Shen, right?"
He was gracious a, the voice pulls open of old long, smile, "that I have a chance, have a meal!"
After dinner, he took me to see a person, his factory supervisor, who said that all the products this time were supervised by him. He told me to get to know him and contact him directly in the future.
I was surprised that there was someone that Shen zhiang could trust. I was even more surprised when I saw him. I know him, uncle Xiong.
I looked at him in surprise, but he was very warm. He shook hands with me. The old cigarette scar on my hand was still there, but the tattoo was gone, leaving an ugly scar.
He used to be very fat, but now he's thinner. He's a different person, and his temperament has changed. He wears a white shirt, and his yellow teeth become white and shiny. If he didn't introduce himself, he would be uncle Xiong, and I haven't recognized him yet.
Shen zhiang said with a smile, "to reform is a good comrade. Uncle Xiong's craftsmanship is very good. He can make a lot of things from the original factory according to the ratio of
to one. At the beginning, he just got out of prison. He had no job and no income. Working in my factory, I saw that he was relatively calm, so he always took it with him."
Shen zhiang's words show that he knows what kind of person uncle Xiong is, and he knows more about the grudge between Zhuo Feng and me.
I stare at Shen zhiang and want him to give me another reasonable explanation. The things here are not as simple as he said.
He's a smart man. He can see my face and understand what I mean, but he doesn't speak.
He didn't speak, and I didn't have to say anything, so the purpose of coming here today has changed. Originally, he wanted to introduce people to me and trust him. He can negotiate with Uncle Xiong about a lot of work behind him, but now it seems impossible.
After dinner, I'm leaving.
Shen zhiang didn't stop me. After I got out, I stopped a taxi and went to the place. His phone called, "Zhuo Er, can't this matter pass? Do you remember the grudges of those years? "
I remember, of course, that when Uncle Xiong asked my brother to have an accident, he started to intercept Lu Shao's car behind his back. I can remember all these things. Even though he was instructed by Zhuo Zhendong, his uncle Xiong also had personal grudges in it. Later Zhuo Feng didn't do anything hard and just told him to go to prison. Now he should disappear when he came out, but he was still around. I'm sorry I can't take it.
Naturally, we can't tell Shen zhiang what we think. Before we know what we can say, I just told him, "I'll think about it."
Back to the dormitory, looking at the vacant room, I didn't know what to do for a moment. There was no pressure for Xie Jingjing to take the exam. Now Gu Chengfeng has asked her out. I believe she will get along well. No matter how hard I feel, I'll be happy and I'll be at ease.
Don't want to, just intend to carry books to school, Xie Jingjing push the door in, full of anger, touch a throw hand bag on the ground, back to ask me, "Zhuo Er, do you know Gu Chengfeng won't marry me?"
It turned out that I did know about it. I thought Gu Chengfeng would tell her.
"Zhuo Er, since you know why you don't tell me, you should know that Gu Chengfeng and I are together not only to make friends, but also to do so much. I know he doesn't love me, but I don't care. As long as he is good to me, I will stay with him instead of being rejected directly. Now that I know I can't get it, I won't start. Now, I'm in a dilemma. Do you know how happy I am with him? I almost thought I was dreaming. I used to dream about becoming Gu Chengfeng's girlfriend many times. Now it's finally realized, but I'm told that we can't get married. Do you know how sad I am? "She yelled at me, and then she sat down on the ground and cried out.
As soon as my heart choked, I quickly went to hold her. I couldn't persuade her. She was sad. I know, but it's already the case.
Gu Chengfeng is not wrong in sticking to the principle. What's wrong is that love is not decided by one person.
I deeply know the helplessness of loving a person who doesn't love himself. No matter what he does, the other party can't see it, which will make the other party more irritable. Xie Jingjing just told Gu Chengfeng to be on guard everywhere at the beginning. After that, the negotiation will be deeper, the feelings will be deeper, and the harm will be more serious.
However, Xie Jingjing did not turn back.
She cried and told me, "I love him. I just love him. It doesn't matter if he doesn't love me. I don't care. I just want to be with him, get married and have children. It's worth my life."
Ah, in front of love, we are all tiny puppets, losing ourselves.
She cried for a long time.
Choked and asked me, "Zhuo Er, if, I mean, if you agree with Gu Chengfeng, will he suddenly break up with me?"
I shook my head. "I won't agree."
"Because you don't love him, he knows, but he insists, just like I insist, we are all miserable people. Ha ha, how ridiculous! I fell in love with my best friend's ex boyfriend. I asked for it myself, really. "
I shook my head with heartache, "no, no, don't talk about it. No one can say anything about feelings clearly. There is no one right or wrong about it. It's better to be worthy of drinking your heart. In a word, don't regret your decision now."
Xie Jingjing is incomparably strong patting chest assurance, "I absolutely do not regret."
If we all know that the fate will be like that many years later, I believe she will cry and say that I don't insist, but the world is unpredictable, we are all stubborn walking, only to the end, can we know how cruel and overbearing this matter is.