His lips were coming, and the door was knocked.
We looked at the past at the same time, I subconsciously pushed Shen zhiang away when I saw that person.
"Brother in law."
Zhuo Feng hesitated and came in. I love cakes in my hand. Let me know when you put it down. "I only bought your share. I didn't know he was here. I thought Xie Jingjing was here. She bought some fruits and snacks she liked
I was embarrassed and said, "she just went out. Mr. Shen has just come. "
Zhuo Feng has a look at us. Nodding and standing awkwardly.
The atmosphere is a little strange. No one spoke. After a moment's silence, Zhuo Feng turned to go. His injury is not well. My hands were still bandaged, and I looked uneasy and stopped him. "Brother in law, are you better? Don't go out until you're good. "
"Yes. It's just something urgent. I'll go and have a look and come back. Don't rush to sleep after you finish eating. Remember to go out for a walk. I'm past. "
I was stunned for a while before I agreed, but he had already left. Only the swinging door swayed in front of my eyes.
Shen zhiang's hand waved in front of my eyes, "what do you think? Just go if you want to
I took a look at him. No response, in fact, I want to go in the past, but inexplicably, looking at Shen zhiang's eyes, I have no courage in the past.
Separated by a wall, Shen zhiang sits in the middle, but it seems to be thousands of miles apart.
After eating cakes, I went out for a walk. When I came back, I heard someone talking in Zhuo Feng's room. It was a woman.
I hesitated, this curiosity and uneasiness in my heart made me less and less hesitant. At last, I turned around and walked directly towards the door of Zhuo Feng's room.
Without pushing the door, I saw that the woman standing by the bed was a fake Du Mengru.
"Xiaofang, the child is so small. What can I do with it?" Zhuo Feng's voice can't say gentleness. I don't know if it's my worry. I always think Zhuo Feng is good for this woman. He looks at the child in that woman's arms and says gentleness endlessly.
I stood at the door, holding the door handle, my heart beating violently as if I was about to break through my chest.
No matter whether Zhuo Feng saw me or not, his normal performance was unexpected.
"Husband, the child missed you, so I brought it to you. By the way, I'll see how you are. I don't tell me when you have a car accident. I'm worried about it. You know, I can't live at home. I'd better go out for a walk. I'll come here when I get the news from you. Fortunately, you're OK. I'm at ease. Look at the baby. Have you grown up a lot?"
My heart choked, thinking of my child with Zhuo Feng, who had died before he was born. I didn't know how to get out. Since then, Zhuo Feng and I haven't had a quiet life. Today, we are all wrong. It's not that we don't love each other, it's that we don't love each other so strongly.
I stubbornly insist on breaking up to today, once again saw Zhuo Feng around his wife, I know, in fact, the most reluctant to give up that person is me, is me.
Tears into a line, I can't help but go in, behind a pair of arms will clamp me, I turned slightly Zheng, he almost said that the arm clip me to go, just returned to my ward.
Sit down, Shen zhiang silently help me wipe tears, a piece of tissue paper into a ball to throw out, my mind a blank, sat for a long time.
That woman left me to think.
Looking up, is Shen zhiang this good-looking face, I gently pinch a, "I thought I was dreaming."
He rubbed it in pain and asked me wrongly, "it's painful. It seems that it's not a dream. What you see is the truth. Separation will be sad, but I think you and I think the same, underestimated their separation after not give up. You still love him. Well, I still need to work hard. "
I took a deep breath, this sad and sad strong repression in my heart, no courage to mention, got up and went to the bathroom, washed his face out, a look at the time has been more than 10 pm, urged him to leave, I want to rest.
Shen zhiang picked me up and said, "I'll accompany you. I'll leave tomorrow. I'm busy in the morning. It's estimated that Xie Jingjing won't come. She just sent me a message and followed Gu Chengfeng to play outside the city. I can't come back, so I think I can only give you to Lu Shao for the time being."
Lu Shao has been very busy recently. He seems to have obtained a marriage certificate with Kaixin, but he didn't hold a wedding. Lu Shao means that he wants to do it abroad, so he has been raising money. He can't get away from it. "I'm OK again. I'll ask brother Lu not to come. I'll just read a book by myself. It's not a big problem for you to do your work."
Shen zhiang insisted, and finally I had to agree.
Not long after I lay down, I fell into a coma. At last, I took a look at Shen zhiang, who was sitting beside me, and quietly told him, "go back early." I entered the dream.
Dream, I still entangled with Zhuo Feng, chasing, tired I have no strength.
When I woke up in the middle of the night, Zhou Weier was in darkness. Shen zhiang was sleeping on the floor. I was really grateful. There was a strong wind outside. I didn't know when it began to rain. It rained heavily. It was really frightening that the autumn rain came so violently.After staring at the dark window for a long time, I couldn't sleep, so I wanted to go out for a walk. Without disturbing Shen zhiang, I dressed myself and stood at the door of the hospital hall, watching the strong wind outside. The nurse on duty came to remind me not to go out. I promised her before I left.
I'm not sleepy. Maybe I've been sleeping too much recently, and I'm full of energy.
Standing for a long time, I want to find a place to rest my feet. As soon as I turn around, Zhuo Feng doesn't know when to appear here.
I was stunned. I thought it was an illusion.
He reached over to wipe my cheek, a cold, I do not know when to cry.
I've been crying all the time recently, and I haven't noticed it myself.
He first sighed, then came near, reached out and hugged me, "can't separate, why do you want to separate? Don't you feel sad? "
I'm so sad that I've been torn a bone, but I have to.
I hate him. I also blame him in my heart. At the beginning, why did I want to marry others directly regardless of my feelings? What I saw at night told me that he was good to that woman, and I was even more jealous.
Once upon a time, his tenderness was only given to me by one person, but now it has been given to one woman after another. The feelings he gave up are becoming less and less to me, and I don't want them.
But I really can't bear it.
I hid in his arms and cried heartily. The grievance in my heart was heavier than that in my heart. I sobbed and asked him, "do you feel heartache when you see that I have given my love to others?"
He is a Zheng, tightly pursed thin lip, "is."
"But your love hasn't been given to me all the time. You have Xu Jiaojiao, Li Xiangxiang, and now your wife, as well as many people. I don't want such unequal love."
He didn't say a word. He just hugged me more tightly. After a long time, he said hoarsely, "I'm sorry, so I respect you and wait for you at any time. What do you want? I'll give it to you. "
I don't need, I don't need anything, he is such a person, I'm very tired, I'm alert all the time, he is not hiding who I am good to, I'm really too tired, I just want to talk about a simple love, finally into the marriage, nestle together, looking for comfort, rather than intrigue, together, but also worried.
"Brother in law, you always call me insecure."
He was stiff, looked down at me blankly, raised his eyebrows, and asked incredulously, "am I so unbelievable?"
I nodded and responded without thinking, "yes."
He looked at me for a long time, bowed his head and kissed me on the forehead.