It was cold. I had a kiss for a long time, but I didn't move away.
"If you want to come back. I'll tell you. " He hugged me. It's in his arms. He'll be waiting for me all the time.
I didn't answer, just rely on his arms, greedy to the last warmth all in his arms.
We didn't go back until dawn. He took me to the door of the ward. Shen zhiang just got up and opened the door to watch us.
Zhuo Feng nodded to him. I went into the next room.
Shen zhiang pulls me in. I didn't look very well. I hit my forehead with my finger.
"What are you thinking? Do you still want to tangle with him? "
I shook my head. "No, I just went out to watch the rain. I couldn't sleep."
Shen zhiang doesn't believe it. I don't believe that either. However, this is the last time I lied because of my feelings. I laughed at him. He rubbed his forehead with some pain. "I want to lie down again. Are you going out? It's raining less. I don't know if I can drive on the road. Why don't you take a bus? "
He followed me in. Help me cover the quilt, look down at me.
The floor has been cleaned up. He's well dressed and hasn't washed his face yet. A little tired.
I gently pushed him, "if you go out early, be careful on the way."
He was stunned for a while before nodding, "do you care about me?"
I shook my head. "Maybe, just a little worried."
He laughed and pinched my face. "I'll be back early."
Not long after Shen zhiang left, Xie Jingjing called and said that she couldn't come back. The car broke down in the middle of the way and is still out of town now. I told her to be careful and don't rush back. I'm fine. It's just a good time to have a holiday.
Although it's a message, I can still feel Xie Jingjing's worry. She really cares about me.
Gu Chengfeng also sent a letter, "we had a fight. She had to go. Something happened on my way to see her off. Fortunately, people are OK. The car is useless. We are looking for a car. Don't worry."
It turned out that this was the case, but how could I not worry? I asked them the specific location. Gu Chengfeng said that near my brother's home, I called my brother to pick them up. Half an hour later, my brother called me back, and he knew that I was in hospital. He was extremely worried and asked me if I was serious and must come.
I couldn't stop it, so I agreed.
But today's heavy rain, the last Zhuofeng accident is also such weather, I fidgety, is wandering in the room, Zhuofeng pushed the door in, his left hand covering his stomach, right hand carrying things, see worry, eyebrows also wrinkled up, asked me, "what's the matter?"
"My brother is coming here. Gu Chengfeng and Xie Jingjing have a quarrel. Their car is in an accident on the road and the car is broken. I asked my brother to pick them up. But my brother knows that I'm sick and I have to come here now. I'm very worried. I've been afraid of rain since your accident last time. No, I'll call my sister-in-law and ask them to stay at home until the rain stops. That's OK It's too dangerous to come here at this time. "
I was dialing the phone, Zhuo Feng snatched my phone, "it doesn't matter, the rain on the road is not big, just Li Ge came, the traffic is smooth, heavy rain is also last night, now the weather is clear, the sun is so big, for a while there will be no water on the land, you don't worry. Be obedient. Give it to me
I grabbed the phone and looked at his face. He didn't sleep all night. His eyes were red and he looked very embarrassed. The rice porridge in his hand was very fragrant. I smelled it. At this moment, my heart was quite stable. "OK."
Zhuofeng pulled me and told me to sit and wait. He poured out the rice porridge and said to me, "brother Li made it. He's better than me."
I laughed, "men can cook."
"Well, it's more convenient. Let's eat. I'll go back."
I am one Zheng, "did you eat?"
He looked at the rice porridge bucket in his hand and shook his head. "I didn't eat it. There's still a little. I'll go back to eat it."
"Then I'll toss back and forth. I'll eat here before I go."
Separated by a wall, we are thousands of miles away. Now I feel that our relationship has been alienated to a very strange place.
I know, because of my reasons, I may not be able to accept it for the time being, and it will be better in the future.
I refused to eat. I didn't want to clean up with him.
I snatched the VAT to wash it. When I came out, he was standing by the window and looking out. The window was open and the wind came in. It was fresh and slightly cool.
Hearing the sound, he turned to look at me and laughed, "the weather is good, the tail of summer, the beginning of autumn, it's still a little cold."
"Well, you wear too little. Isn't it cold?" He is also wearing a thin shirt. A thin sweater has been put on the outside of my clothes. It was bought by Shen zhiang. It looks good. I don't like the color, but it's very comfortable. I never take it off.
He looked at me and praised, "in fact, you are very suitable for this kind of clothes, very good."
I looked down and knew what he meant. I didn't say anything more. I put the counter jar well, cleaned it and put it on the table. I asked him, "is the wound better? Is the wrist injury OK? You were still wet before. Do you need a dressing change now?"He looked down and shook his head. "It's OK. I'm discharged today."
On?
Heart inexplicably sad up.
He raised his hand and gently rubbed my head. Without saying anything, he went straight away.
I stare at his back, reluctantly call their disordered breathing calm down, take a breath, no longer have the strength, head down.
Zhuo Feng's wife picked him up when he left. No matter what combination it was, it was harmonious to outsiders.
I can't help but think that if my child didn't have an accident and we didn't separate, would we be very happy now?
Take a deep breath, chest pain, chest tightness incomparable, pain I shed tears.
Tired of crying, I fell asleep.
When I woke up, my brothers were all there, and Gu Chengfeng was also there. He moved faster than his brother. He held down my struggling shoulder and looked at me anxiously, "have you had a nightmare?"
I hesitated to nod, pushed away his hand, embarrassed to the side of Xie Jingjing smile, "you come really fast, I said don't have to come."
My brother got up and stroked my forehead with his big hand. "Silly sister, why didn't you tell me when I was sick? You've had anemia before, and it's OK in front of Zhuo Feng. Why is it so serious now? "
I
I don't know.
I shake my head, sit up straight, head dizzy, still immersed in the previous nightmare, nightmare only remember a shadow, Zhuo Feng holding my neck asked me what I don't love him, I was about to suffocate when I was awakened, now palpitation.
When I glanced at them, my sister-in-law didn't come, so I asked my brother if they were still making trouble. My brother said that it was OK. Recently, he didn't want to get married. I'd like to listen to it one day, as long as he was kind to the children and his sister-in-law.
Just think about it. There will be many changes and contradictions after marriage.
I nodded and the room was quiet.
Everyone was embarrassed.
My brother wants to ask me about Gu Chengfeng, but they are all here, so it's not convenient to speak. Gu Chengfeng wants to ask me about my illness, but Xie Jingjing can't say it directly. Xie Jingjing wants to take care of me, but also because of seeing Gu Chengfeng look at me and heartache, do not want to say more.
I know everyone's mood clearly, but I can't do anything.
Silence for a long time, my phone rang, completely broke the peace.
"President Shen."