I laughed. "I thought you'd hate it."
"No, I will not dislike what I become. I'm just afraid you'll hurt. Many times. When do I have to wait to really have you, but once I touch you, I'm worried about your pain here. It hurts here, too. "
Shen zhiang witnessed the whole healing process of my wounds. He was there when every scar got better. Scab slowly. Close, smooth. Become now light red seal, can have some is how all cannot be good.
Ugly outside only shocking dark brown scars, lying on the body one by one.
He stroked gently. The body under the shower is covered with water beads.
I've been standing. His hands are also honest and regular. After scrubbing, help me dry them. Help me put on the Nightgown again, he is still wearing the big grey blue pajamas. After washing, pull me out and press my shoulder. Blow dry my hair.
I suddenly hugged him.
His hand was stiff in the air, and I folded my arm. It's like an invitation.
I decided not to go, something had to happen between us.
But he didn't move.
I can see the tension in him. Gradually loose down.
He put down the bellows and squatted down to look at me.
"Have you decided?"
Look me in his eyes. No words.
"Drow, I don't want you to regret it. Although we are not young people who have to be responsible for physical contact, it's all your love and my wish, but I still want you to think about it. "
I'm still silent.
"If you don't go to him, I know why you are, but I don't want to control you. I want to, um..."
I took the initiative to kiss it, just like he had suddenly kissed me a long time ago.
It seems that I'm a little strange, and I know how to ask for it. He has already responded.
Lips and teeth intersect, each other for each other's taste in the mouth, until his body pressure, I gradually relaxed, "Shen zhiang."
"Call me husband."
I laugh, "husband."
"Well, I am. Have I got you at last? Don't you leave me? "
I nodded, "don't leave."
He laughs, rips off my clothes and says with a smile, "I knew I didn't put them on just now."
I blushed and looked up at him. He tore open his clothes excitedly, revealing the strong muscles inside.
I gently touch, startled him trembling, a sudden pressure down, some can't wait.
"I've been waiting for a long time. I can't help it."
He bowed his head and kissed me, sparsely, every skin, every wound.
I can't help but let out a low voice.
Clothes down, we sincerely meet, his strong and powerful heart beat in front of me, endure the flame of the body, the last time asked me, "is it OK?"
I nodded and pursed my thin lips. "Yes, please."
He moves gently and slowly into the room.
Body heart has been enduring for a long time, the desire at this moment finally released, with him again and again into, as if to wash me away.
"Drow."
He clearly called my name. I held his shoulder and clenched my teeth. Before the last trace of consciousness was occupied by turbid thoughts, I was completely occupied, "ah, husband..."
At this time, I really don't know who my husband is, is he, Zhuo Feng, or Feng Ke, who is deposited in my heart?
I can't tell.
In front of the man is very handsome, very good-looking, feminine beauty, he has a lot of people can not match the good-looking skin, will be the beginning of many people fall, but when all the real existence, I am sober.
The man I love is always Zhuofeng.
I lied to myself. I lied to everyone.
Several peaks will soon pull me into the cloud, slowly down the body temperature still has each other's taste.
He took me to the bathroom, circled me in his arms, and lowered his head to play with the duckling swimming in front of my chest.
His hand is also very good-looking, on the wrist and a red birthmark, very clear, very special style, like a flower.
I confused frown, how to feel so familiar, as if where have seen?
After playing for a while, he threw the duckling away. After a while, the duckling swam back.
I looked at it with a smile and felt as if I was a teenager in a moment. "Shen zhiang, do children have these things now?"
He said, "do you want children after marriage?"
Suddenly asked this question, I do not know how to answer, I have not thought well, it is too far away.
"I don't want to have children. After knowing that you are not fit, I thought, if we are really together, we will adopt a boy or a girl, as long as you like."
I looked up at him with joy, and the pretty eyebrows were full of charm when talking about serious affairs. "At the beginning, the doctor said that I was not unable to have a baby, but I had to wait for several years. I really didn't have a good health in recent years, but I got better after the accident, and the child was still born by myself."He didn't say anything, but he didn't continue to talk about this topic. We washed out and he held me to sleep, but I couldn't sleep again and again.
Turn over, outside is a big round moon, turn over again, in front of his sleeping eyes.
Insomnia lasted until dawn before I was forced to sleep.
In the morning, he got up very early, came back from exercise and made breakfast before he called me.
I sat up and rubbed my eyes. He looked at me with a smile and gave me a glass of water. "Drink up, salt water. It's good for your health."
I didn't hesitate. I drank it up. It tasted strange.
I used to get up in the morning with a cup of milk, but now I've changed it to salt water. I just feel strange, but I don't feel uncomfortable. Life is changing slowly? I think I'll forget Zhuo Feng, right.
After breakfast, he told me to continue to sleep. Knowing that I didn't have a good rest, I didn't put off. I went upstairs to continue to catch up. In the afternoon, I went out to the bookstore for a while, and then went back to school.
Xie Jingjing has been very busy since she became a graduate student. The dormitory is just the place where she sleeps. Now she is the only one who doesn't come back. She doesn't like to clean up. The mess is the same as the pig's nest. I'll clean up and go back after meeting her.
Before Shen zhiang came back, I bought beef to make meatballs, rubbed them one by one, steamed them, and then made them into soup. Delicious dishes were put on the table, and Shen zhiang's car went into the yard.
He seems to be in a hurry. His steps are all in a hurry.
I'm curious to go out and have a look. We just met.
At the same time, "what's the matter?"
He said with a smile, "I'm afraid that something will happen to you. I'm a little worried."
I said, "I'm ok. I'm cooking. I'm worried when I hear your anxious footsteps."
We looked at each other with a smile and hugged each other.
Today, I went to wash your forehead, and so on. I went down to wash your head
I, um, untied my apron. He took two steps and stopped to look at me.
"What's the matter?" I asked curiously.
He laughs very bad, a hug me, "wash together."
Sitting in the bathtub, I leaned in his arms and played with his fingers. Several pictures jumped out of my head. I stared at the flower shaped birthmark on the back of his hand in amazement for a long time. I looked up at him, the eyes, the birthmark, which I knew at the beginning, and yelled, "it's you."
He is very clear nod, "know who I am? I gave the apples back then, remember? What a pity not to eat? "