I suddenly feel that I am so mean, like a dog, who is good to me with whom to go. I'm not a good woman.

"Don't blame me. I said nothing happened to him. Because you're better, I'm afraid you can't withstand the blow, so I keep it from you. But you know, people are selfish. When I know he's settled, I don't want you to know. I don't want him to disturb our lives now. I'm just deceiving myself. In fact, you always have him in your heart. You can't forget him. "

I shook my head. Eyes are full of tears. But it can't fall down.

Blocking the sad heart is about to explode, breaking through my body, I forced to hold back crying. Negatively, "it's not what you think."

"Drow. I can feel your mood, you are so outstanding. Kindness, innocence. No matter how much you experience, still keep the original intention, you love simple. You're really good for everyone around you. It's because of you that you shine. Many people around you love you and treat you from the bottom of my heart. I knew about you and Gu Chengfeng at the beginning. I thought that even if that person was me, you would be so intolerant to me, so I used your heart to get you back, but what I got was a dream. "

This dream comes so suddenly that we can't distinguish reality from dream.

"If you want him, go find him. I know where he is."

I yelled, "no, I won't go. He told me. Don't contact him. I won't go."

"Do you want to go? You just yelled so nervously that you were worried that I said he was there. Did you run away regardless of everything? Zhuo Er, you can't lie all the time, and you can't cheat your heart. There's nothing wrong with following your heart. He's in Europe, where you visited before. Remember, that island, the whole island is yours. I am not great enough. I have only one broken company. Even if I give it to you, you are not rare. But what he gives you is all, including your own life. "

I looked at him in shock, Zhuo Feng paid enough for me, and I also paid a lot for him, but Shen zhiang only denied all of himself.

I can't bear it.

"Shen zhiang, what if I don't go?"

He looked at me for a long time and laughed. He came to me and rubbed his high nose against my cheek. He said with a smile, "then we'll live our own life. If you miss him, go and have a look. I'll wait for you here."

I look up, tearful, his eyes are also with tears, but he still chose to give me freedom.

I shook my head. "I'm not going. I don't want to go."

"Let's go home and I'll figure out what to eat today."

He took my hand, I stood up, carrying a bag to go, he suddenly stopped, turned around, hugged me, suddenly the breath came over, scared me, "thought you were going."

Just take back the tears and gushed out, I firmly said, "no, I accompany you."

Just like he was with me.

By chance, we always shuttle in the river of fate. No matter we go uphill or encounter thorns, we can make ourselves roam in the torment of such fate and find it difficult to get out.

From the moment I agreed to his proposal, it was doomed that I would never forgive myself in my life.

If you can, I will be divided into two sections, one person in general, is it OK?

A few days later, I went back to the hospital for reexamination, and the doctor said that my body recovered well. The original young man was a sports student, and his heart was certainly OK. The key is whether I can use it or not. If I am told to exercise properly, I will get better quickly. But my brain still reacts very slowly, and my language function also degenerates. On the contrary, I speak English very well, and occasionally I get used to jumping out a few words of English, Shen zhiang, who has been living in the United States, was also surprised.

He often looked at me with a smile, provoked my chin, praised me as a language genius, "you really surprised me."

I said, "it has both advantages and disadvantages. My brain is a little late now, but I'm not stupid, do you think so?"

He laughed, stepped on my shoulder, hugged me, turned back and gave me a kiss. He was very happy to say, "that's, I picked up a baby, left baby, we went to eat hot pot, I found a very good hot pot shop."

Xie Jingjing also likes to eat, Liu Wei is able to eat spicy, our hot pot will be a spicy pot, after eating a sweat, come out in the cold winter wind, fresh all over.

In the wind, Xie Jingjing's voice asked me vaguely, "when are you going to get married? I'll be your bridesmaid. I don't want any profit."

I was stunned and looked back at Shen zhiang.

He smiles, squints his eyes together and says, "come on, I need to ask my baby." With that, he hugged me and gave me a kiss. Then he frowned with chagrin, "Oh, a mouthful of hot pot, go home and brush my teeth, we have a good taste for each other."

Xie Jingjing burst out laughing and ran down the steps, dragging Liu Wei, "abuse single dog, we go back, don't disturb you two world, thank you for your hot pot, go."

After going back, Shen zhiang really went to brush his teeth. He even took a bath. He wore a big Pajama and looked around me. He played music and made an invitation. "Would you like to show me your face, my Zhuo goddess?"I giggled, "OK, my handsome Shen."

He also followed me giggle, close to a few minutes, pulled me into his arms, chin against my head, just fell on my false skull, I looked up a little uncomfortable, frowned and asked, "this head will not be bad?"

He said with a smile, "no, it's better. It's harder than my skull." He raised his hand and knocked, "just listen to the sound."

I'm going to knock on my own, too. He grabbed it. "Don't knock around. What can I do if I become smart?"

I laughed for a while, satisfied to his arms.

When he finished playing a song, he let me go, hugged me and said, "don't you sleep? Let's sleep together. "

The word "together" is very hard to bite. Look down at me.

There seems to be a light in his eyes. It warms my whole body and burns my cheeks.

"I haven't bathed yet."

He nodded. "I'll wash it for you." Then he picked me up and went straight into the bathroom.

Many years ago, it was normal for Zhuo Feng to help me take a bath. At that time, I didn't know whether I was a little child or a woman he cared about. When I was 18? There's a wound on his body. I used a little conspiracy to get him into the bathroom.

He was very careful and didn't let me seduce him. Later, he told me that he had endured and endured. He repeatedly told himself that I was not old enough. At least I would have to wait until I was 20 years old to make it more painful.

But the pain I left him, will never forget.

Now, I am a 25-year-old woman with mature body. I have given birth, got married and divorced. Today, I am the other half of this gentle man, sighing that things are changeable.

He slowly untied the button on my body, as if to open a rare treasure he had been waiting for for a long time.

But the layers of scars exposed, his eyebrows wrinkled up, fingers trembling, gently covered in my scars, and finally fell in the heart.

"Does it hurt?" He asked me.