Zhuo Feng there helpless sigh, heavy like falling on my heart stone, "Zhuo Er. I used to protect you so well. Only give you the result, don't give you through. Just because you can't accept it. Everyone who is eliminated by me will come to a bad end. My only purpose is to make you live a good life. I didn't expect that it would backfire. I've hurt you. I've been thinking a lot about this time. Indeed, it's time for me to let go. Let you choose, you should face it yourself, not rely on me again and again. I know you accepted Shen zhiang's proposal. I am sad and happy. I'm glad to know that you've grown up, but it's doomed that we'll miss it forever. Maybe it's a good ending, drow
"I don't..."
I yelled at the phone. Helpless like the 16-year-old me who was tied to the Kang by limp, but even so. I'm still struggling to change everything.
Now. But why not?
"Brother in law, I just want to be better. But I find that I can't live without you. I'm sorry. I'm the one who let you down. I'm doing stupid things from beginning to end. Sorry, brother-in-law What do you want me to do? I can't forget you. I really can't
"Brother in law!"
Touch!
The door was pushed open, and Shen zhiang stood at the door. His beautiful face was like the dark clouds outside. It was dark, and there was a storm immediately.
When I was stunned, the phone in my hand fell off. He snatched it away, turned around and fell on the wall with a bang. He looked back at me and said, "drow, you are too much."
I was startled. I was so excited that tears welled up.
He pointed to me and said, "who do you think we should be treated like this?"
Yes, I'm sorry for everyone. I'm selfish.
I sat down dispirited, silent.
He didn't speak any more, just hovered in front of me for several circles, and suddenly roared, "break up."
I looked up blankly and watched him walk away. The sound of slamming the door came from downstairs, like thunder piercing my heart.
When the car drove away, the small villa yard was finally quiet.
I huddled myself up in bed, staring at the ceiling, sleepless all night.
The sun in the morning is too dazzling. It projects on the wall. My eyes blink slightly. I don't know when it's raining outside. It's already stopped. It's not too cold at this time of the new year. The room is covered with dense fog by the sun, and I get hot all over.
I don't know if it's because I didn't sleep all night. I feel dizzy and uncomfortable.
In the evening, someone took me out of my room, and I knew that I was ill. I didn't eat for two days. With a high fever, I was in a coma when I was sent to the hospital.
I woke up the next morning.
My brother is sitting beside me, talking to the people around me. I follow the voice. Shen zhiang, sitting in the corner, lowers his head and holds the phone in his hand. He doesn't know if he has listened to my brother.
I called him softly, "brother!"
Brother suddenly got up, nervously looked at me, grabbed my hand, "I'm here, wake up?"
I nodded, "thirsty."
"Then drink some water and I'll pour it for you."
When his brother turned around, Shen zhiang had already handed over the water cup. His brother hesitated for a moment and didn't take it. He hung it in the air again.
Shen zhiang sighed helplessly and sat on the seat where his brother had just sat, carrying a water cup to send him, "I feed you."
Brother's voice came from the door, "no need, you go out, I'll take care of her."
I know my brother's hostility to Shen zhiang. Before, my brother said that Shen zhiang was not suitable for me.
Later, I had to accept it because he took care of me when I was in a coma, and I accepted the proposal, so he didn't say anything.
This time I had an accident, he must think it was Shen zhiang's fault. It's inevitable to blame him, but I don't blame Shen zhiang. After all, I made it myself.
It's me eating from the bowl and looking at the pot. It's me who's wrong.
"I'll do it myself."
I took the cup and took a drink. It was warm. The water came into my stomach and a warm current came in. I lay down again. My brother came to help me cover the quilt and said to Shen zhiang, "go back, I'll take care of her."
Shen zhiang had no expression on his face. He just looked at me with burning eyes.
I smile at him, "go back, I know you are busy, I'm ok."
"I'm not sure." He said.
I shook my head. "Let's go. What else can I worry about in the hospital?"
He had no choice but to take a breath and still got up and left.
Not long after Shen zhiang left, his brother told me that it was his brother who sent me to the hospital. At that time, he received a message from Zhuo Feng that I couldn't get in touch with him. He told him to go over and have a look, but he didn't see me after looking for a circle. Finally, he asked Shen zhiang to know that I was in my house. Because the door was closed, he called a lot, but no one agreed. The lights were still on in the room, so he couldn't help Yi jumped out of the window. Fortunately, he had a good skill. At that time, he was regarded as a thief next door and called the police. Only then did he finish recording his confession.I asked him, "are you angry with him? He's very busy
The elder brother snorted, "busy fart, when I went to find him, I was still in the club, doing this big ass woman by my side."
I can't help but think that on the day I met Shen zhiang, there was a big ass woman sitting beside him. He was a frequent guest of the club.
I smile, can not help but desolate, I know Shen zhiang really little, but also because of his kindness to me, I forget that he is actually an old hand in the dust. A man who hasn't had a husband and wife life for many years must be a master of love outside. You can tell from the love words he said to me. I must have told a lot of women, but I didn't care at all.
In the end, I know too little about him, and I have never treated him sincerely.
"Brother, I don't blame him for this. It's my fault. I called Zhuo Feng and he heard me."
The elder brother snorted, "that Zhuo Feng is still your benefactor. He has saved your life. How many times? Can you still be old and die without contact? Why do you call him brother-in-law? Can't you make a phone call after you break up? "
I didn't say a word, did I? Can't I make a phone call? But the purpose of my call is not simple. Anyone would be angry.
My brother took care of me all day. At night, because of the business of Lu Shao company, he had to go back temporarily. He said that he would hire a nurse, but I didn't agree. I lay in bed in a daze.
The phone didn't break, I didn't have to play, the book also each, bored oneself play fingers, really can't lie down, come out for a walk.
It seems that the weather is warm very fast, the year is not over, the figure of spring has been slowly approaching, the wind blowing on the body is not cold, I only wear a thin coat, standing in the wind, blowing the wind, I have been confused with the mind quiet a lot.
This period of time passed very slowly, which also made me think a lot more.
Especially think about the things between me and Zhuo Feng.
I did something wrong.