Chapter 683

Whenever I am quiet, I miss Zhuo Feng more and more. The more you miss, the more you miss.

How is he doing abroad?

I take a deep breath. Helpless to sit on the stool at the door. The stool was a little cold by the wind, next to the buttocks, all cold. I still didn't move, just want to see here has been to the end of the years. That would be great.

More people think. I think so much. I'm so tired.

I think about it all the time. At that time, I was a little girl who only knew how to work hard. Not much thought. Fighting and learning, backed by Zhuo Feng, I am not afraid of anything.

It's not like now. I'm afraid of everything.

I'm as timid as a mouse.

Fear of loss, fear of gain. If I lose, I long for it. If I get it, I'm afraid to leave. What a contradiction.

But I have agreed to Shen zhiang's proposal, he said that he broke up. That's breaking up, right?

I felt in my pocket to make sure. I forgot that I didn't have a phone, so I had to sit down.

When I got back, I borrowed the phone from the nurse. She asked Xie Jingjing to buy one for me. The phone number was the same as before. She relaxed the next morning and looked at me nervously and frowned, "Zhuo Er, what's the matter with you? You used to laugh all over your body, but now you're always sick. You're not doing well."

Yeah, I'm not doing well at all.

I barely said with a smile, "maybe I'm just this life. I can't pass without Zhuo Feng."

"Or Shen zhi'ang doesn't love you. If Zhuo, you will be like this. Ah, you regret it?" She asked me.

Did I regret it? It seems that I haven't, but I can't rest assured of Zhuo Feng. I don't care whether I live well or not.

I didn't answer her. I have to think about it carefully. Even if I separate from Shen zhiang, I won't ask myself to make some decisions without thinking, including Zhuo Feng.

I've made too many mistakes.

"Jingjing, do you still take care of Zhang Chuan?"

She shook her head. "No, his family came. I heard that his grandfather passed away, and the family were busy with it. It was because he was ill and suffered from myocardial infarction. At that time, he was still blowing on the balcony, and suddenly fell downstairs. It was very sad."

Huh?

I didn't speak for a long time in amazement. Is this ending good or bad?

It's said that good is rewarded with good, and evil is rewarded with evil. It's not that it's not time not to report, but lame Lao Zhang

Jingjing continued, "I think about it. When Zhang Chuan is ready, there will always be a result between us. In fact, he is good for us, but I didn't find it. I was bewitched by Gu Chengfeng at that time, so I thought he was good, but the feeling is really like you said. I can't force him to come, ah Forget it. I'm sorry. Ah, I'll tell you a good news. Liu Wei has been admitted to graduate school. Haha Are you happy? "

It's really good news. My course has been postponed indefinitely. I haven't graduated from university. It's been very hard all the way. I'm really glad to be alive.

"That's a good thing. Tell Liu Wei that we'll get together when we leave the hospital."

Xie Jingjing agreed with a smile, full of excitement, "we haven't been together for a long time, I can't wait."

After Jingjing left, I began to call my brother and told him that I had bought the phone. I told him to call if he had something to do. Don't worry about me. I will be discharged the day after tomorrow.

There is a lot of noise around him because of his kind promise. He should be very busy.

After I hung up the phone, I began to fiddle with the phone, read e-books and browse the news. After a while, I felt sleepy and fell asleep. I felt that there was someone around me. I didn't want to wake up. I had a long sleep. It was dark when I opened my eyes, as if I had been away from the world for a long time.

Turning around, Shen zhiang sat beside me, looking down at the information.

I nudged him. He looked up and laughed. "Wake up? Are you hungry? What did you eat today? "

I sat up and said, "I'm not hungry. Jingjing bought me a lot of food. I haven't finished it yet. When did you come?"

He looked at his watch. "It's been a long time. It's time to get off work."

I looked at the clock and said, "Oh," nothing.

He continued to look down at the information, I was holding the phone to play, we are busy with their own, no communication.

When it was dark, he put down his work. Ouch, he got up nervously. "I almost forgot. Is it so late?"

"Yes, you can do it. I can do it myself."

He shook his head. "No, I mean I forgot to cook for you. Why don't you remind me?"

My heart a warm, said with a smile, "it's OK, I'm not hungry, you go out to eat, I'll eat some snacks Jingjing bought for me."

Recently, I really don't have any appetite. I always feel that I can eat all day.

He shook his head, frowned at me, sighed first, and then said, "I'm sorry, I was a little It's impulsive. "

I put down the phone and closed the web page. Recently, he has done a lot of business. He has a big reputation. He has become more and more popular in the city. No wonder he is so busy recently. But I only know about him through the news. Just now I checked some information about his life experience. I asked Sean to help me find him. In recent years, he went west and settled down in the past two years. As for his wife, she has only one name. It is said that she is a long-term cooperative customer of the Shen family abroad. The relationship between the two families is good, so his father arranged this The second marriage, can also see that two people have no feelings for each other, insisted on three or four years, in the end or divorced.There is no report on this incident, and it has not affected the business of the two families. It seems that they are separated peacefully.

Sean also told me that Shen zhiang has been accompanied by a woman in recent years. I don't know what she's called, but she's a dusty woman. It's the big ass woman she saw in the club before.

I've seen that woman, and I can see her feelings for Shen zhiang, but Shen zhiang only makes use of her body.

People, there will always be needs, but he chose a woman who can't be seen, always keep the relationship, always with him, don't want him to come here, that woman also came.

But I don't understand why Shen zhiang doesn't give that woman a status. Even if she doesn't love her, she can also be given a safe environment to live the life she wants.

In this way, I secretly took a woman and proposed to me. I want to know whether he loves me or not?

I put down the phone and wanted to ask him.

No, he said, "I have something to tell you."

Is he going to confess to me? No matter whether we break up or not, there must be an explanation. Before angry words may not count, but now calm, say it.

I laughed, "OK, go ahead."

He nodded, sorted out the information, poured me a glass of water, and handed me the fruit.

I didn't answer. I just looked at him.

He began to rub his hands after defense. It seems that he was a little nervous. If I guess correctly, he should say the woman who called him zhiang, right?

"Drow, I'm sorry!"

First apologize, that is to do the wrong thing, and clearly know the wrong thing or do, in fact, he always pretended to be confused, poor was kept in the dark is me.

I'm stupid.

In the face of love, I always don't know the direction, I will call myself to miss the person who is really good to me.

I can't help thinking of Zhuo Fenglai again. Today, he left me.

All this is my own fault. I don't blame anyone.

"Go ahead, I'll listen."

He nodded, and after a while he said, "you've seen her before, she I've been pregnant recently