Oh, it's Shen zhiang's.
I nodded, not in any mood. Happiness or sorrow. Or relief? Is it sadness? I don't have any. The result seems to be in my expectation.
He was surprised to see me so calm and took a breath. "I want to give her..."
I answered, "since I'm the one who was cheated. Then I'll take it. I understand the feelings between you for many years, just like the relationship between me and Zhuo Feng. Of course, it's me who hasn't separated. Zhuo Feng has left. ha-ha. I won't blame you for helping you. Go to her. There is a person who has been paying silently around us. We should cherish them when we meet them. On the contrary, I want to thank you. I took care of you before the accident. No matter what kind of emotion you are out of, I don't blame you. I wish you the best
I sincerely say.
He looked at me with wide eyes and couldn't believe it.
I laugh. He gently pinched his face and rubbed his eyes. "Shen zhiang, childhood memory is very important. At that time, innocence and staying in life are things that can never be forgotten. But at that time, we were all in a confused time. I was only seven or eight years old at that time. What do I know? I believe you don't want to, do you? "
His hands trembled with excitement, and he held my wrist with great force.
I eat painful frown.
He asked me in a dumb voice, "are you going to break up with me?"
Yeah?
I frown, stare at him for a long time, don't understand said, "is not you want to break up with me?"? That woman is pregnant. I don't blame you. She has been with you for so many years and has paid so much. You... "
"Drow, don't you believe me so much? So we don't believe it's because of her during this time together? "
Isn't it?
I stressed, "it's not that I don't believe you, it's that you've been hiding from me. If it wasn't for the day I called you and heard someone call you zhiang, I almost forgot the woman I met in the club before. Women know women best, and I know the feelings in her eyes are true. Am I wrong? "
He couldn't laugh or cry. He grabbed my hand and said sadly, "that woman has been with me for many years, but we have no relationship at all. At most, we have been ambiguous for some time. I have never touched her. I haven't even met my wife. Will I touch her? And she was my father's eye liner for me. She kept looking at me. I didn't keep it away. My relationship broke down. How can I get the company back? Drow, do you think I'm so angry with you because of her? You didn't believe me because of her? Now that I've explained it clearly, you still don't believe it? "
I
I was speechless for a moment. Is that what happened?
He continued, "yes, she was there because she told me that she was pregnant, so I went out in the evening to deal with this matter. The child was a regular customer of her, a driver, and had been with her for a while. I didn't know about this matter. The driver had to take her away. I knew that once my father knew about this matter, some things on my side It was exposed, so I was dealing with this matter. Were you misunderstanding me at that time? Why didn't you ask me directly? I'd rather you yell at me on the phone than think about it
But I've never yelled. I'll just flinch when it comes to such things.
Until now, I have found that no matter who I am, I am shrinking.
I've never been brave with emotion.
I'm afraid of being hurt and losing, so I have to wait. I've been passive all the time. Once I find something, I'll run away.
For so many years, no matter with Gu Chengfeng or Zhuofeng, when I encounter something, I just curl up for the first time. I'm eager to be cared for, and I'm afraid of being ignored. Therefore, I never dare to question anything. Only in this way can I have so many misunderstandings and make me suffer from being beaten.
So, as long as people like me, the most injured is the other half, not me.
I figured everything out, and I felt lost.
Zhuofeng was lost by me, and Gu Chengfeng was also hurt. Now I met Shen zhiang, and I knew all this, so was he hurt too?
I am surprised of stare big eye bead son, tears revolve in the eye, is decline after all.
Shen zhiang looked at me heartache, holding my face, carefully asked me, "do you want to break up with me? I apologize. I was angry that day because I heard that you were secretly contacting Zhuo Feng behind my back. You promised that I would not go with him. I thought you were going, Zhuo Er Do you really want to break up
I whimpered, tears gushed out, and howled at him, "I'm sorry."
I miss one after another, do I want to miss the man in front of me?
No, never again.
"Sorry, it's my fault. It's always my fault. It's my fault not to trust you and care about you. I'll never do that again. I'm sorry. "
Shen zhiang laughed and patted me on the shoulder. "It's good to scare me to death. When I feel sad, I'll fight with you. The man who loves you won't care. I hope you fight, you know?"I nodded heavily. "I know."
I remember brother Lu said that I am just too sensible and rational, not like a woman. How tired a man is.
Now understand, in front of love, no one should be rational, make a fight will solve the problem.
The smile on Shen zhiang's smiling face is he long. He is very careful and looks like an injured child. How can I make a good man so embarrassed on me?
"I'm sorry." I repeatedly apologized, even if he repeatedly told me it was ok, I still felt guilty.
That night, he said that he would not go back and would stay to take care of me. The ground was too cold. I was worried that he would get sick like me, so I asked him to squeeze a bed with me.
He hugged me and complained, "the beds in the hospital ward are too narrow. I'll pay for a change here."
"Poof, are you stupid? It's all according to the normal proportion. These beds can be used for emergency treatment. Do you think it's a double bed at home?"
He giggled, I know he is to make me happy, but I still want to teach him.
He looks down at me and kisses me. There seems to be a sea of stars in his beautiful eyes, talking to me.
I responded with a smile and a kiss on his lips.
He said with a bad smile, "I can't control it. I'll take care of you here."
I giggled for a long time, "you show me the set in the club, I'm not afraid."
He pinched my waist, "it's all pretend, people have two sides, but it's a last resort. At that time, it was not superficial. The main room in my father's family, which wanted me to die, really had to do it. I was only 19 years old at that time, and I only knew how to protect myself. After four years, I finally withdrew all the people around me, and then my business got better."
I heartache to see his face, such a good bag is still in the pile of women can keep clean is not easy.
I said jokingly, "no one ate you alive at that time? What should I not eat? "
He laughed and asked me with a bad smile. His hand began to be dishonest. "Then try it? Did you eat me something I shouldn't eat? "
As soon as the voice fell, he came ove