I'm about to fall apart. I don't know why he still has so much energy at his age. In the morning, before I opened my eyes, he forced me to have breakfast.
I couldn't get up, so he carried me downstairs.
He sent the milk to my mouth to feed me, I looked at him with a helpless smile, "brother-in-law, you are iron."
He snorted and laughed, "yes, I'll be as strong as a cow when I see you. Drink it quickly, go to sleep after eating, and we'll go out at noon."
After eating and drinking enough, I went back to sleep, and he accompanied me to sleep for a while. However, he got up early, told me to get up and sent me to the company. He said that he would go to find out about Ms. Liu.
I didn't ask much. I went upstairs.
Xie Jingjing has been here for a long time. She is talking to Liu Dou about the statement. She seems to know what's wrong. They are busy in the accounting department. When I come, they say hello to me.
I want to separate everything before going abroad and take charge of a project. Even if I'm not here, I can go on smoothly and do a good job here.
I temporarily recruited the supervisor to hold a meeting, which was only half of the meeting, because the phone call of the tutor had to be terminated.
I almost forgot that I was still a student, and I still had one year to graduate.
Xie Jingjing said that one year of her rereading is almost over. It's not a matter for me to have a rest all the time. She told me to go back and have a look.
I think so. At least there must be an explanation before going abroad, right?
We drove nonstop to the school and went straight to Zhao Wanli's office, but not only my tutor but also my mother was sitting here.
At that time, Feng Ke brought my mother. I didn't recognize her and she left without saying a word. Then Feng Ke sent her to a nearby nursing home. My mother recently went to find Sanzhu.
She used to take care of Da Zhu when she was rich, but now she goes back to San Zhu when she has no money. The big girl in the family grows up and understands things. That night, she quarrels with my mother, and my mother goes back to the nursing home.
No, she's here.
She looked at me and knew she was wrong. She bowed her head and said nothing.
I walked past her without looking at her. I sat opposite the tutor and felt that things were not very good.
Where my mother appears, it's not easy.
The tutor is reading a newspaper. It's a very old newspaper. The black words on it have taken off a lot. Only some simple strokes can be seen vaguely.
He probably put it down after reading it. He took off his reading glasses and put them on the table. First he took a breath, then he looked at me, and then he looked at my mother.
"Drow." My mother looked at me with tears in her eyes. I didn't answer her.
She has been getting old recently, with deeper marks on the corners of her eyes, rickets on her back, old-fashioned clothes on her body, and a row of buttons on her chest.
When she saw that I didn't answer, she lowered her head to wipe her tears and said, "Zhuo Er, it's mom who's sorry for you."
Yes, she is sorry for me, because her selfish desire ruined most of my life. If I didn't meet Zhuo Feng, my life would be over.
I used to sympathize with her a little, at least psychologically, I could accept her as a mother. I longed for family affection, ownership and care, but I excluded her from my side. She really didn't admire her.
At this time, the tutor said, "Zhuo Er, what your mother did was suffered by people in that era. You blame her and complain that no one interferes with her. But I want to ask you something. You should tell me truthfully, OK?"
I nodded. There was no need to impose the hatred in my heart on others. In front of my tutor, I was able to restrain myself decently and keep the final silence. "Tutor, you say it, I listen."
"Yes. The thing is, at that time, your mother signed an agreement with an old teacher, but at that time, IVF was underdeveloped, but your mother still accepted it. Naturally, the sperm is your father, but the egg is not your mother, so... "
I was shocked and asked incredulously, "what?"
What he means is that my mother is only responsible for giving birth to me, but my body is not my mother's?
I can't believe looking at him, shaking all over. If so, what is my hatred for, and who are my parents? Did you give me away because I was a daughter?
I breathed excitedly, and my palms sweated out. I couldn't believe looking at my tutor, "tutor, this is not true."
"There is no way to say whether or not. Your mother knows this very well, but I don't know if you were born to her, and your biological parents are no longer here, so it's hard to confirm. In fact, there is no way, but I need your agreement."
What do you mean, why does the tutor want my consent?
Who am I and who are my parents?
I was born in that mountain village. My brother can testify. So why am I brought to the mountain village by my mother? Is it because my biological parents regret that someone gave birth to me, so they come to recognize me now?Why is that?
The mother I always hate is not my mother, but it's just a carrier to cultivate my baby in my stomach.
I can't accept it, I can't accept it, I yell out loud, flustered to my tutor and mother, "I don't believe it."
I can't accept such me. I'm not an abandoned child. My mother is that woman. I'd rather be expected but disappointed when I was born than be hated from the beginning.
I screamed out of the office and ran all the way to the middle of the road. Suddenly, the car came whistling, and I knew how to dodge.
I couldn't believe I was stunned on the spot, watching the traffic rush from my side, scolding me for being a fool looking for death, but I just stood in the middle of the road with tears on my face.
I don't know how long I've been standing here. Zhuo Feng dragged me into the car, and then I knew my panic.
He helped me dry my tears, hugged me tightly and told me in a low voice, "don't think about it. It's not what you think. Let's go home."
I finally cried, hugged him and begged him to take me home.
All my life, I long for a home of my own. I used to follow Zhuofeng, but now it's Zhuofeng. I only have him in my life.
Even the brother that I want to take care of is not my own brother. I'm a man nobody wants.
I cry to Zhuo Feng hold me, don't leave me, I long for all the good can only rely on him.
He constantly comforted me, told me not to think, all this is an illusion.
It's not. It's not.
I clearly remember every word that the tutor said. Why does he know so much? Why does my mother say this to him?
Since my mother knew, why didn't she tell me for so many years, just because she could get money from me? So that's the main reason why she didn't recognize me? Because I'm not her own child?
I can't believe lying in the quilt, covering my head, just like a little turtle in the shell.
I didn't go out of the room for three days in a row. As soon as I turned around, Zhuo Feng was beside me.
That's good. I still have him.
I nestled in his arms, clutching his sleeve, imploring Him not to leave me.
"Brother in law, don't leave me."
"I'm here, all the time, and I won't leave you."
Suddenly, someone knocked at the door. I was startled. Brother Li said outside, "Mr. Zhuo, is a teacher. He said he is Zhuo Er's tutor. I want to meet him."
Without waiting for Zhuo Feng to reply, I said in a loud voice, "no see."