If brother Li had to say anything more, I blocked him.
Zhuo Feng gives brother Li a wink. Brother Li looks at me and nods.
I know Zhuo Feng wants me to meet him, but I'm not ready. I can't accept it.
I always thought that I was a disappointed person brought by my mother, at least let me know that I have a mother of my own, but not a redundant person who was despised before I was born.
I'd rather be born with the mission of metamorphosis and become a surrogate than accept the fact.
I tightly hold Zhuo Feng's clothes, don't want him to leave me half step, now I only have him, even my brother is not my brother, I only have him.
"Brother in law, don't leave me."
"No, I'm all here. Are you hungry?" Zhuo Feng asked me.
I shake my head, I'm not hungry, I'm not sleepy, I just want to see more of the world now, it's good to keep the status quo.
But I don't know, in fact, the fact is more brilliant than the status quo.
The next day.
I finally had the strength to get up, and the plan that Ben had agreed to go out with Zhuo Feng also failed, but I still wanted to deceive myself and not ask anyone to mention it. Even when I met my tutor, I didn't mention it.
The tutor should have known my situation. He looked at me strangely and didn't say anything more.
I go to class step by step, live in the dormitory and go home on weekends.
Zhuo Feng has nothing to do recently. He cooks for me at home all day.
I just came back from school, tomorrow is the weekend, want to go out with Zhuo Feng mountain climbing, I have planned how to arrange, with a happy I was still in a good mood, can push the door at this moment, all the good mood disappeared.
My mother was sitting on the sofa, holding her hands. Her clothes were still the same one, but she was a little clean, her hair was gray, her eyes were steaming, and there were some used tissues on the table.
I stood at the door looking at her, motionless, even trying to escape.
Zhuo Feng came out of the kitchen, holding a shovel in his hand, and called me, "are you back? Come in, wash your hands, and we'll eat. "
Let me see Zhuo Feng and my mother. This is a happy family. Do you want to finish your meal?
I was so repulsive that I wanted to get rid of her immediately.
But I can't do it. I haven't been cruel enough to drive away a person who used to be my mother.
The child without mother is really a grass, staggering in the world, can't find a harbor to rely on, even if found, still can't see the future hope, I always raise my vigilance, do enough to prepare for the worst.
I just don't want to talk. I don't even want to look at her again.
Into the kitchen, I helped to wash the dishes and chopsticks, sitting in the seat I used to sit on.
Zhuo Feng sat next to me, face to face with my mother.
My mother has been tearful, slow-moving, only to see my eyes when the rapid hand to keep the rules.
Zhuo Feng patted my hand gently to remind me of something.
I pick eyebrow to see him, helplessly took a breath to say, "have a meal."
My mother suddenly realized, "OK, ha ha, eat, Zhuo Er, eat."
I hate her calling my name. I used to hate her indifference to me, but now I hate her even more.
If my parents are cruel, she is.
October pregnancy, the purpose of my birth is to use me as a surrogate tool, such a vicious, I also used to be my mother.
I glared at her angrily, and I was furious at the meal.
After dinner, Zhuo Fengcai said, "Zhuo Er, there are some things you have to face."
But I don't want to, why do I have to face, so many painful people in the world have to face, why force me?
I shook my head, "no, brother-in-law, I don't want to face it. I'm innocent. I'm the victim. Why should I be so cruel to the victim? I don't want to hear any reason to tell her to go, go!"
Finally, I couldn't help my anger burst out and roared at them.
One is what I love, the other is what I hate, but at this moment I can't distinguish clearly, I just want to keep my world as it is, is it difficult?
"Go I yelled and ran up the stairs, slamming the door shut, separating the outside.
Zhuo Feng went upstairs very late. I've been sleeping.
He came out of the bath, got into the bed, leaned behind me, put his arm around me, and I suddenly turned back to his eyes.
I can hate, but see his face full of sadness, immediately put down the heart of vigilance, powerless encircle his body, cry about the tragedy of this matter, why is it so?
"Zhuo Feng, I thought I would be abandoned after I was born. I didn't expect that I was abandoned from the womb. I'm really redundant, am I?"
He immediately denied, "no, it's not what you think. Don't worry. When you want to know, I'll tell you that you should keep in a good mood recently, you know?"I nodded, "OK. Good
Zhuo Feng discussed with me and told me when I wanted to know that it was acceptable. I was very glad that at least someone could understand me, but he didn't continue to force me.
A few days later, in my company downstairs, met a strange man, calling himself Zhao Qi.
Liu Dou said that this person came to my company once, and I didn't come to my company before. At that time, I thought it was Shen zhiang, but now I know it's him. From his name, we can see that he should be my tutor's kinship.
In recent days, I think a lot. Although I know my identity clearly, I still can't face it correctly. I know it's my problem. I need time to digest it, but I don't want to calm down. Today, I haven't calmed down.
My excited hands were shaking. Looking at his hand, I couldn't hold it. I had no choice but to put it down and say in a low voice, "let's go to the coffee shop in front."
He looked back and laughed, "well, I don't know. The coffee shop belongs to me. Ha ha, go and have a seat."
I was stunned and couldn't believe it.
He's a bit like my mentor, but he's not.
"Sir, you..."
He quickly explained, "I didn't mean to open a coffee shop here. The coffee shop has been open here for ten years. At that time, the company was someone else's, ha ha."
I Oh a, is I think more, but fate this thing is really strange.
"I'm sorry, I think so much. Let's go."
I've driven here countless times, but I don't know that the boss here has such a relationship with me.
He said, "actually, I'm your brother."
How ridiculous! I have a brother, and now I have a brother.
I am stunned, head a blank, in the face of his words, I can only watch his face changing, but can not express, I should be happy or sad? I have a brother. He comes to me on his own initiative. Are my biological parents here? I'm not a fatherless child.
However, why did they abandon me and ask such a woman to take me to the mountains, which almost became a surrogate tool for others? Did they have no feelings for me just because I was not their own?