Zhuo Feng didn't speak. He only looked at me with a sad face. After a while, he said, "Zhuo Er, it's my fault to embarrass you. I should bear it. Don't embarrass you. I'll do it well. Don't worry. Go in with meow language. I think Just one moment. "
I know it's useless to say anything now. Persuasion is useless. I can only take my time.
I came in with meow language, looking at her pitiful appearance is also distressed, but the child is not like an adult, some words she does not understand, some words understand also can not say, can only slowly call her own feelings.
Lu Shao and Jia Jia took a look at me, but they didn't ask me how I was. They knew that the situation was not very good by looking at the meow language.
Lu Shao came into the room with meow, while Jiajia took me to the study.
My mother hid here before, but now the danger has been relieved, which is the same as before. But when the iron door was closed, the traces left on the ground are still very clear. I stare at the traces of rust and feel very sad.
Zhuo Feng and I are like this today. In fact, I have a big reason. I can't understand his difficulty. But when I think of his hands covered with blood, I feel that I can't really accept it.
Zhuofeng, Zhuofeng, it's for me.
"Sister Jiajia, I think I have no conscience, do I?"
She shook her head. "In fact, no one can accept it. Who can think that the man he loves will be a different kind of man. If that man is Lu Shao, I will not accept it. It's just that you are husband and wife now. I think husband and wife should tolerate each other. Zhuo has done a good job. He has to see the relationship between you husband and wife go downhill As I told you, it's also good to know earlier, so as not to make you feel more sad. If I find out this between you after more than ten years, there will be more problems. "
It's hard to accept the truth.
I wish I could accept him safely. It's good for meow.
"Sister Jiajia, I think I went to live with Zhuo Feng in the evening. I'll move away from you. "
"Well, OK, at least two people can talk quietly together. No, I won't get involved in your business. I haven't made clear what happened to Lu Shao. Now that I know that happiness has become like this, I'm even more sad. Ah, how can you say that it has become like this? I'm sorry to think that happiness is so good that I'm brainwashed by the cult. Lu Shao says Zhuo I'm sure Kaixin has been in contact with such organizations for a long time. It disappeared for some time when she was in France. It's estimated that at that time, it changed because of the cult. "
I didn't think about this. Zhuo Feng didn't tell me. Maybe Zhuo Feng found out something recently and didn't tell me. It seems that I haven't talked with him for many days.
After Jiajia came, I found an excuse to live with her. No wonder meow language sticks to me recently. Today's events directly lead to the bad influence of meow language on Zhuofeng River, which leads to the situation of not contacting Zhuofeng.
I took a breath and asked someone to move the things back immediately. Then I went back to our room. Looking at the photos of the two of us hanging on the wall, I felt as if we were separated from each other.
Only a few days later, I was so far away from him.
Zhuo Feng pushed the door and came in at this time. He was surprised to see me. He turned around and closed the door and said, "don't come back specially. I know you're sad too. I'll deal with it well."
I said, "it's all agreed that we should work together. I don't want to make you sad here. In fact, Zhuo Feng, I also have problems between us. We have been husband and wife for many years. I don't understand that you are my little hearted. As your wife, I...... "
He quickly came over, reached out and hugged me. I was stunned for a while before I hugged him and made a response.
His voice is a little low, stealthily hoarse, "drow, I'm sorry, I've been hiding from you, I'm wrong, in fact, I want to tell you what I've done many times, but I can't bear to break my position in your heart, it's my fault, I'm sorry!"
I choked, cried and shook my head. Zhuo Feng, my favorite Zhuo Feng, I love him so much. Even for the sake of children, I can't treat him like this. No matter he is a vicious person or because of me, he is my husband and a good man who loves me and children.
"I'm sorry."
We wept and hugged each other, held each other tightly, and felt the intimacy that we had never felt before.
Emotional department, he began to kiss me, my repulsive hand hard pinch, feel his tenderness.
People say that a woman's heart is connected with her body. I think that's true. At least I know I don't feel anything about her body now.
But I still try to cooperate, want to make their emotions up, a few times reluctantly to take the initiative to cater to all seem a little raw.
He felt that I was wrong, gasped to release me, lowered his head to hold my face, helplessly frowned and asked me, "don't you love me?"
I shook my head. "No, it just takes time. I love you. I just feel I feel that the person I love is another person, and I can't get used to it. "He had no choice but to smile, "fool! I'm still me. What you worry about won't happen. I said that the person I've identified in my life won't change. Even if you hurt me, I won't hurt you. You don't have to worry about my gun aiming at you. You're my wife and the mother of my three children. How can I hurt you? "
I think I should believe him.
I hugged him tightly and breathed softly in his ear, "husband, you want me."
He seems to have been inspired, the body has changed in an instant, warm kisses sweeping over, encircling my whole body, the flame of passion will burn me, in my body a little bloom.
I can't help groaning, in his sudden attack, enjoy the release of the desire inside the body.
"Husband!"
I kept calling to him to remind myself that the man I love is still the one I love most, not the devil with blood donation on his hand.
He picked me up and carried me behind him. He came in fiercely. It hurt a little. I called out.
He bit my ear and asked me, "you say, who do you love, say."
I was a little confused, but I still answered, "Zhuo Feng, the man I have loved for more than ten years is Zhuo Feng."
"Yes? Which Zhuofeng, eh? "
He suddenly forced, I cry in pain, but still said, "it's Zhuofeng who loves me, protects me, and protects me. It's Zhuofeng who only loves me and doesn't want to hurt me."
"Yes? So you still doubt that I will hurt you. Who do you think I am? "
He suddenly straightened my shoulder and looked at me.
I looked up at the face of the man in front of me, whose eyes were full of love and some injuries. It took me a long time to recover. I, I thought he was He misunderstood.
I relaxed, took the initiative to embrace him, "it's my fault, you will never hurt me, I misunderstood you, I'm sorry!"
"Do you still care that my hands are covered with blood? Are you worried that I will use these cruel methods on you? "
I shook my head and said firmly, "no, I'm sorry, never again."
"Fool!" He also breathed a sigh of relief, hugged me and kissed my forehead heavily. "I thought you only remember a person named Zhuo Feng, but I didn't know you loved me deeply. Your body is here and your heart is here. What are you worried about?"