Yeah, what am I worried about?
I choked and said, "I've never been confident. I'm flustered when I see a woman around you. I want to kill you. I want to cut off your hands and feet and tie you to my side. I'll never be seen."
He was stunned for a moment, and then laughed, "silly or not, I'm a human, not an animal, but if you worry so much, I won't go out. I'll accompany you all day. The most women can see is that their mother and their second aunt have meow words, OK? Jiajia and Jingjing are gone, OK? "
I burst out laughing, but there were still tears in my eyes. I nodded, "OK!"
He laughed, hugged me and laughed with me.
Jiajia said that there is no overnight worry between husband and wife, and it's not so bad between us. I think the man I know is the boss of a underworld. He is more cruel than Lu Shao, but he is the exception to me.
That night we hugged each other and slept. He told me that he couldn't sleep these nights. He thought about how to comfort me all day, but he didn't think of any way. Now, because of his stupidity, he implicated poor meow.
We all blame ourselves for meow.
That child has been wronged with us since he was a child. Up to now, he has not been spared the fate of being tortured by others. Now that his life is better, he has to be tortured by both of us. It's strange that he doesn't get sick.
"Meow language, I'll enlighten him. If you have something to do, just come and see her occasionally. Although children don't know much about her, they know how to look at her face. When they see the disharmony between you and me, they will also think and be afraid. Now when they see that we are reconciled, they will know. Don't worry too much. The main thing is to make them happy. Lu Shao's side can also explain it, you see In fact, Lu Shao is still concerned about being happy. He just doesn't want to be so obvious. He doesn't want to lose Jiajia. In fact, I don't understand. Do men always have one in their heart, but their bodies are given to others? "
Zhuo Feng chuckled, "no, it can only show that before he meets the person he really cares about, he is just making a scene. If he can't let go, he can only say that he meets someone who tells him to forget the past. As for Lu Shao, en, that's a gavel. If he doesn't know who's important, he'll be single all his life. It's good."
I smile and gently pinch him, "you are still his brother, brother Lu did not say bad things, but you always say bad things about others."
"It's not bad words, it's evaluation. I don't think my evaluation of him is high. He only knows how to make money by fighting and killing. This kind of character is affected by the environment of his family. He met his mother and saw his father often bring back home by changing women when he was young. Later, he knew that his mother committed suicide because of depression. He was more repellent to his family and he always ate The main reason why the one in the bowl looks at the one in the pot is that he has no sense of security, which I think is worse than you, but he is very confident. You are not confident, and you are always so cautious because you have no sense of security. "
Zhuo Feng patiently analyzed it for me and said a lot of misunderstandings before. At last, I found out that I didn't love him enough. The main reason is that he said that I was always afraid of being abandoned and hurt, so I would always keep my hand in my heart, like an infinite shrinking shell, to keep myself.
"Thank you, Zhuo Feng."
Bring me out, we will entangle for a lifetime, so many years, I still so not worry, he should be very tired, right?
If it's someone else, I'm afraid I don't know how many times I have to get married and divorced to find someone who can make me stable.
One night, a good dream, our bodies entangled with each other, is the most unsafe embodiment of me, for fear that a wrong will lose each other's shackles.
The next morning, Zhuo Feng went out very early. He had some inside information about the cult. He said he wanted to go out and have a look. He had already arranged for someone to pick him up and come out the next year. He would be home in the afternoon.
Jiajia is very nervous and fidgety all day. On the contrary, Lu Shao is very calm. When I think of what Zhuo Feng said to me last night, I want to ask if Lu Shao can't be happy. Is it out of ordinary care or inner feelings.
But Jiajia needs company, so I don't have time to question.
At noon, meow language drags Jiajia to take a nap. I finally have time to talk to Lu Shao alone.
I pulled him into the study. As soon as the door was closed, all the voices could not be heard.
Lu Shao was a little embarrassed and frowned and asked me, "are you really happy? Exactly? Is nothing wrong? "
I looked at him and looked at the expression suspiciously for a long time to analyze the reason why he was worried at this time.
He turned to look at me, reluctantly exhaled, sat down and asked me, "what do you want to ask me?"
I smile, "brother Lu, can you tell me the truth?"
He didn't respond directly. He just frowned and looked at the bookshelf in the distance, with a hollow sigh in his eyes. Then he told me, "do you want to ask me if I still have feelings for happiness
I nodded, "it's good to know. You are so calm. In fact, you are more nervous than anyone. You have been happy for many years. It's impossible to say that you don't care about anything, but you have one after another in your heart. Don't you think about Jiajia? Are you worthy of her?"He laughed, shrugged and shook his head, "if I say I don't know, will you scold me to death?"
I nodded and didn't speak.
He rubbed his head, "but I don't worry about it. I don't like her any more. When I think about the detour I took in those years, I have special consequences. But she is a living person after all. It's still my early stage. We don't have any hatred. She has helped us a lot. I can't have no conscience. Now I don't know if I'm right to worry about it, but I just don't think it's right. I'm afraid. I'm afraid that if I show a little enthusiasm, Jiajia will be more attentive. I'm afraid that he misunderstands me and leaves again, then I'll really be single all my life. "
"Poof, brother Lu, no one misunderstood you after you said that? I told Zhuo Feng about it yesterday. Since you have forgotten her, you should admit it. You don't have to hide it. It's true. "
He said, "but I'm not timid. I'm afraid that Jiajia will misunderstand me before I leave. I'm really afraid. You don't know that sometimes I'm nervous. I don't care. I don't know how to express it. I'm very happy that Jiajia can come back. Really, I can do anything, so I'm very careful."
He said so, and I feel relieved. After thinking about it, it's still necessary to make it clear to Jiajia, otherwise there will be no regrets.
"Well, brother Lu, let's make it clear to Jiajia now, so that she won't misunderstand, or she will be happy for a while, and she will be jealous."
Lu Shao bowed his head and nodded, "OK, I'll say it."
I don't want to. I haven't found Jiajia yet. I'm happy.
Jiajia and Kaixin have been sitting in the living room for a long time. It seems that the atmosphere is not very good.
When I came out with Lu Shao, I saw two women sitting opposite each other, with bad faces, few words to each other, and forced to smile. Only Jiajia showed some timidity, but happiness was still magnanimous.
I know that Jiajia always thinks that she is a junior, so she thinks that she is a dwarf in face and identity. But in fact, it is Lu Shao who is wrong about this.
I gave Lu Shao a push. Then he went over and sat down beside Jia Jia. He grabbed her hand and asked happily, "when did you come back? Why didn't you call us? I said something to drow in the study just now, but I didn't expect you to come now. "