Chapter 1296

After I was drunk, I couldn't think clearly. Before I fell asleep, I just said this. I'm interested in Feng Fei.

It's a sleep. I slept the next night. Liu Dou is working in the kitchen. It seems that he just came back from work and the dishes he bought are still on the table. The little bell on the key is still rolling. The traffic on his side is very good. Not far away is the track. He said that he seldom drives and almost always takes the subway. It's environmentally friendly. Unless you have something to do, you can only drive out. But the sound insulation of the building here is not good. In the distance, the tracks were humming. I don't know how he got used to it.

I rubbed my swollen head and sat on the sofa watching TV, but I didn't change my clothes. It's just that the blood on the skin has been washed off, but I can still smell the smell of blood.

He came over. Pass me a box of pizza and tell me. "If you want to drink, get it yourself. It's on the shelf. I just bought your favorite red wine. "

I smile and shake my head. "No, I want to be sober. Zhuo Feng is coming back. "

"I know that you can still be drunk for one night. By the way, I inquired. Feng Fei is OK. He has woken up, but he has lost a little too much blood. They all said that he attempted suicide."

I nodded and didn't answer. I thought about Feng Fei's appearance. His beautiful face, beautiful lips, beautiful eyes, and clear outline flashed in my mind.

I had no choice but to take a breath. I had no strength to breathe when I was hungry. When I saw the pizza on the table, I took a bite. It tasted good. I continued to eat. After eating a lot of food, I felt less hungry.

Liu Dou made two fried rice with eggs, handed me a plate, and then said to me, "have some, have a hangover and sleep for a day. I know you don't want to eat anything now, and I'm lazy. I'm tired all day, so I often make do with fried rice with eggs."

I smile, the result of the plate, and learn to clip some of their own pickles to eat, taste good, I opened my appetite, one breath will eat all the fried rice before putting down the plate, patting his stomach.

Liu Dou laughs, and then he calms down.

We did not speak, just quietly watching the TV program inside, as if each other so quiet has been silent in a lot of things.

Suddenly he asked me, "Mr. Zhuo, do you understand?"

Do I like Feng Fei?

I don't understand this matter. I love Zhuo Feng. Although we have lost our passion, we are husband and wife. We can't exchange our feelings. No one can match our tacit understanding. If we want to say who I like, there will be. I like children, I like Liu Dou, I like brother Lu, and I like Jingjing. I prefer Feng Fei.

I don't know why. When I think of Feng Fei, my heart jumps a little faster, and it takes a long time to stop.

Liu Dou said, "Mr. Zhuo, I don't want to separate you from brother Zhuo. I just want to tell you that you are always different to Feng, otherwise you won't hate him so much. If it's me, brother Lu, or someone else, you won't care."

Because care will be very care about, such anger I didn't think of, at that time I didn't hesitate to stab the knife.

I

"Liu Dou, I don't know."

"Like a person how can say clearly, but we are adults, have entered middle age, the feelings are not as vigorous as before, such implicit and forbearance will be hidden in the bottom of my heart, as if I like Jingjing for many years."

Ah?

I look at him in disbelief.

Did I hear you right?

He said with a smile, "I'm several years younger than Jingjing. Do I have any ability? I dare say I'm better than Lu Ge. But I always feel inferior when I buy money from her. I don't dare to lose to ouha. I don't dare to look at her. Every time she looks at me, she teases me. I'm older and blush. I don't know what's going on. Later, I transferred me here and contacted Jingjing more. Slowly, I found out that I'm right Don't she like it? I don't know from when she likes it to become a deep love. It's because we are all adults. When we know that love is something we can't ask for, and we don't pursue so much, I will bear to suppress it. After knowing that she is going to break up with Zhang houhan, I'm happy all day. Feng Fei's information is that I gave it to me and I found friends My friend asked the lawyer that I could get along with him in this matter. Later, my friend said that Zhang Chuan had always been running around in business in recent years, but there were few real industries. He asked me to start from here. Someone reminded me and I knew the direction. The information was very easy to find. It was only when he sent it to Mr. Feng that I had the present thing. The reason why I didn't give it to Mr. Zhuo is that I still want to hide the fact that I like Jingjing. I know that I don't deserve her. How bright she is. Ralo is a woman. I have a criminal record. I'm a commercial fraudster. I don't deserve her. "

He said intermittently, but I still understand, this forbearance feelings I seem to understand.

Love can be like this.

Silent, not known by anyone, just need to satisfy their own heart.

This is different from the secret love when I was young and frivolous.I took a deep breath, some can't accept this fact, but I still said, "your matter is over."

He laughed, "what about Mr. Feng? Which is serious for you? "

From the legal point of view, he will be sentenced to at least seven years, but from the moral point of view, Feng Fei's case is more serious.

But I'm really attracted to Feng Fei. Only when I'm hungry can I hate him so much, right? Is it?

I asked myself repeatedly in my heart, but I couldn't get any answers.

The final result is only clear to you.

"Mr. Zhuo, I understand your feelings, but things can't be solved in this way. Mr. Feng has been single for so many years. What is he doing? He loves you and is atoning. Isn't it enough?"

I drop eyes, heart because of his words pain up.

"Mr. Zhuo, think about it carefully. What should you do? It doesn't affect the relationship between your marriage and brother Zhuo. It also tells Feng Fei to get rid of it as soon as possible. What should you do?"

Can you free him?

I don't know how to do it. If the reason why he has been single is because of self blame, I'll just forgive him. But is this the case?

I shook my head. "I don't know."

"You know, you already have the answer. You said it yesterday when you were drunk."

What did I say?

I looked at him in surprise.

He continued with a smile. Before, I followed you and after that, Mr. Feng went to work for Li xunhuan. The car I drove, you were drunk. Do you remember what you said? I think Mr. Feng must remember.

That's why he was so upset. What did I say at that time?

I asked him, "what did you say? Don't play it off."

"Well, you say, Feng Fei, I think I'm in love with you, but I'm better than Zhuofeng, but I don't think I can forget you in my life. What can I do?"