Chapter 1297

I haven't recovered from the shock for a long time.

People say that people speak the truth after drinking. I don't know if I do the same. Or is what they say after drinking true? But I really don't remember what I said at that time. Is that what I really think. But I don't remember.

Liu Dou added. "Mr. Zhuo, there are some things that only you know. You can think about them. You really don't remember at all? At that time, it must have been because Mr. Feng didn't control his heart that he wanted to take the initiative to pursue you, but Ah. In fact, Mr. Feng can't blame him for everything. You gave him hope, too

I didn't speak. I just feel that all this It's not realistic.

Unreal as if in a dream.

"Mr. Zhuo, why don't you think about it. When you see Mr. Feng, go and make it clear for yourself? "

Make it clear? How to make it clear? I said it. But I don't remember. Most of all, I really

I didn't dare to think about the rest. I just feel that if I meet him again. It should be embarrassing.

Coming out of Liu Dou, I was walking aimlessly on the street. I'm looking forward to a faster time so that I can see Zhuo Feng.

He should come back soon. Otherwise, my heart will be in a mess and many things can't be handled properly. I'm like a little fool who will never grow up, waiting to be taken care of.

I don't know. I got on the streetcar and still walked without an end. During that time, I received a call from Liu Dou. He told me to go back now. He asked me where I would come to meet me. I thought about it and looked at the routes around me blankly. Finally, I had to refuse because I found that I was sitting in the hospital where Feng Fei was.

Now that I'm here, I think I should make myself face it once.

After getting off the station, I took a taxi. The car walked slowly on the road for half an hour to get to the door of the hospital. Overhead, the name of the huge hospital swayed in the light, which made my heart floating.

After a moment's hesitation, I went in.

Through the glass window, Feng Fei lay quietly on the bed with pale face and closed eyes. He seemed to be asleep. Weak, he was not angry at all. At this time, I knew that I was afraid. If I really gave a hard hand at that time, what I saw at this time should be a cold corpse, not a fresh person lying here.

I hesitated for a long time before I pushed the door in. Feng Fei opened his eyes and looked at me when he heard the voice. He was stunned and laughed.

"Drow?"

I'm in a complicated mood, whether it's hate or love. I don't think it's very important now, but I think it's very important. At least we can sit together peacefully and talk. As for me to continue to stab him in the end, he won't use those despicable means to pay me many years ago.

I sat down and looked down at his hand.

It seems that Feng Fei has no shortcomings. He is not picky about his failure. His hands are very good-looking. I can't help holding them. I feel the temperature in my hands. My fear is getting worse. With him, how do we deal with our relationship to make us feel better?

He said, "what are you thinking, drow?"

I looked up at a loss, what I was thinking, I thought for a long time, a lot of complex ideas rolled in my mind, to explode, I saw his pale face at this time, but instantly blank.

I shook my head. "No."

"Say what you think."

I stare at his eyes for a long time, thinking that the good-looking eyes in every time to see me when the gentle is not wrong, but I always ignore, I do not know what I look at his expression at this time, but I clearly know that if I have to choose, I will still choose Zhuofeng.

This is an indisputable fact.

I said, "Feng Fei, I'm sorry."

He said with a smile, "what's the reason for your apology? Do you love me or do you want to kill me? Whether it's true or not, I've already remembered what you said. At that time, I was really confused. I knew there was still a glimmer of hope, and I wanted to take the initiative. But who knows you didn't remember it when you woke up. "

I didn't say a word for fear that I would shamelessly deny all the past as soon as I spoke, which would embarrass us all.

"Don't mention these, just I want you to know, drow, I love you, no doubt, whether you love me, you know, I won't go to explore, but I listen to you say you love me, next to Zhuo Feng, ha ha, if I'm dark, sometimes I really want Zhuo Feng gone forever, or he fell in love with other women, and I can take advantage of the situation."

In front of him, I was like a little fool who stole someone else's Fairy peach. I was embarrassed and didn't know what to do. He was magnanimous, but I was small and hypocritical.

I don't know when I will see clearly from my heart, but my reason tells me that I can only miss him.

Feng Fei, it's impossible for us. I am silent in the bottom of my heart, like a trapped animal, want to vent, but in the face of him at this time, I can't say.

He took my hand with a soft backhand and said with a smile, "what do you think? Drink alcohol? Where are you from? Didn't you go home? "My clothes are the same as yesterday's, and the blood has dried up long ago. It gives off a bad smell on my body. No wonder people on the road are looking at me and I'm so lucky that I haven't been taken away by the police.

I reluctantly pulled up a hard to see smile and said, "no, I, I went to Liu Dou and learned something."

He asked me softly, "what's the matter?"

"I, I know Liu Dou has been fond of Jingjing for many years. The information you have is sent to you by him."

Feng Fei nodded, "I know."

I Leng under, curious to ask him, "how do you know?"

"Well, I just know that like me, he has a secret love for someone, but he can't bear to say it. This is different from me. I like you, and I told you that even your husband knows it, but his love is hidden in my heart, but one thing is the same. We all have the other half of the people we like."

Is that right? Isn't that what we call sympathizing with each other?

I took a heavy breath. After all, it's our business.

I frown and shake my head, "we don't say they are all right. Is your wound OK?"

"It's all right. The rescue was timely. It's just that I lost too much blood and my life is still there. I was thinking, drow, if you killed me, would you regret it now? Wouldn't you feel lonely without a person like me in your life?"

I suddenly heartache up, staring at his face for a long time, see for a long time some water mist in the eyes, condensation in the eyes for a long time.

He flexed his fingers and gently wiped my cheek, blaming me, "silly woman, don't regret what you cry for. In addition, this is what I should suffer. At that time, I was dazzled by the benefits, so I didn't know the importance of doing things. I thought about it at that time and started to do it to you. I never thought about how much damage it would do to you. If I knew a little bit, maybe I would not do it. I'm sorry

Two lines of tears can't help flowing down, I to him, he to me, between us, really is predestined helplessness, but I still really don't know what I'm thinking until now.