Jiajia stood at the door with a pillow in her arms and looked at us. Her eyes were full of love, but how could she do it? Love and not love were just in a moment. She was tortured for many years, and she was tired.
Dawn, I just lie on the bed, sleep a dark, Zhuo Feng came back, I didn't sleep.
Very late when I woke up because of a nightmare, sweating, looking at the dark sky in front of me, shaking my head powerlessly, I felt uncomfortable all over.
Music came from outside. I know Zhuo Feng is back.
I didn't rush out, but took a bath, put on a light makeup, and changed my clothes before I came out.
Zhuo Feng is chatting with Lu Shao downstairs. The sound of music is like small notes jumping in the room.
When I went downstairs, I heard Zhuo Feng say, "peach has gone, and no one can be found. Later, boss Xiao received her message, saying that she is married. Don't disturb her. This is the same thing. I also experienced it. My sister-in-law was sent away, and I gave her a sum of money. As for the future, look at fate. The child has been sent to school. Boss Xiao said that he would be abroad all the time He won't come abroad. He has already taken over the company. It's not bad now. On your side I didn't think of it. "
Lu Shao didn't speak. He looked at the ground with his head down. After a long time, he whispered and said, "in fact, I'm to blame for this. Ha ha, I deserve it."
Zhuo Feng didn't answer. He just nodded. After a while, he continued, "I know what happened to Feng Fei. In fact, I doubted it at that time, but I didn't investigate it."
What about the investigation? Liu Dou's words are very correct. Should Feng Fei, who was more innocent than us at that time, be held responsible? He is very sad.
"Husband!"
I don't want two people to continue this kind of topic, walk over to interrupt their conversation, barely smile, sitting beside Zhuo Feng.
He hugged me, bowed his head and kissed my forehead. First he took a breath, then he said, "I can't help you. I'm so impulsive."
Zhuo Feng has really changed a lot. In the past, he would have told me that he did it right, but now he has learned to think in another position and is more calm than before.
I smile, did not answer, just look at him.
Leave a week, as if he lost a lot of weight, some did not rest face full of fatigue. I heartache of say, "husband, go back to rest early, have a thing to say again tomorrow."
"It's still early. I want to talk to Lu Shao for a while." Zhuo Feng said.
I think it's late. It's nine o'clock. Isn't he sleepy?
But he said to tell Lu Shao something, so I won't disturb him. "Well, you'll have a rest early. I'll go out for a walk and go back to sleep."
"Well, tell brother Li to follow you. It's dangerous at night."
Shaking his head, brother Li also has a family. He can't always go this way. I said, "it's OK. I'll drive out and buy something."
"Be careful."
Lu Shao also waved to me.
I took a look at them and came out with the car key at the door.
I like the car that Zhuofeng sent me to that birthday present. It's a very ordinary but easy to drive Maserati, but I don't drive very slowly. It doesn't show the advantages of this car at all, but I still like to drive it open at night.
I don't know what happened recently. I like to go out for a walk at night. It seems that this will make my whole body relax a lot.
I can think about things that happened a long time ago and not be known by others. I can also sit in the car and cry with my favorite ice cream. It seems that such a happy life can only be enjoyed at such a night.
I even began to doubt whether I like such loneliness. People say that loneliness is not a good thing. How can things be absolute? At this time, I think loneliness is a kind of enjoyment.
Before I knew it, I drove the car to the door of Feng Fei's hospital. The car rumbled at the door. I was thinking about why I came here, but I couldn't think of any good excuse. Finally, I came in with the fruit I bought.
Feng Fei is lying in bed reading an e-book. His face is blocked by the big screen. I can't see his expression at this time. I'm sure he should be very uncomfortable now.
His clothes reached his chest, and the thick white medicine cloth on his stomach was like a rope around my neck, which made me unable to penetrate.
I couldn't lift my finger off the door a few times.
I don't know what to say when I go in, but since I'm here, can I just leave like this?
And I want to know, what am I doing here? Zhuo Feng is back. Why don't I stay at home with him, but I want to come here to see Feng Fei alone?
I hesitated, hesitated, my heart is like a knife stirred uncomfortable.
Don't want to, behind the nurse walked to talk with me, startled inside seriously see Feng Fei. I want to turn around and leave. He doesn't know when he has got out of bed. He holds my hand and half of his body relies on the door, barely supporting his body. His eyes are full of strong expectation, expecting me to stay.My heart suddenly a tight, the hands of the fruit are still on the ground, like a sika deer was too scared, fast away.
He called my name weakly behind me, still full of expectation.
I had already left in panic.
Restart the car, on the way back, my speed soared to 180, the roar of things seemed to vibrate in the ear of thunder, but could not cover up my inner panic.
I know that this is not right. I know that I am drifting away from Zhuo Feng. I know that I begin to shake my heart. I know that today, many years later, I finally begin to doubt whether my love for Zhuo Feng is true.
When I got home, I didn't dare to go in. The car stopped at the gate and looked at the electric door open and close as if I was schizophrenic.
I worry about looking at the direction of the house, there are my husband, my children, my mother, my good friends, but I always feel that there is something missing.
Zhuo Feng didn't know when he got into my car. He sat in the co driver's seat and looked at me.
I have been afraid to face his eyes, but I don't know what I am guilty of.
He said, "is Feng Fei better now?"
I frown, know a lot of things can't hide from him.
"Zhuo Feng, I'm sorry, I just A little confused, confused, I don't know what I'm doing. "
"I understand. I've had such an idea, but I didn't expect that it was a year earlier than you. You always said that Du Hong was your rival. I've denied it countless times. Ha ha, no matter how I deny it, I can't cheat myself. Indeed, I've been moved, just like you now."
In fact, I knew that at that time, but I didn't want to face it correctly, so I secretly forced Du Hong away. After she left, I was still daydreaming and worried. Later, because of something busy, our relationship eased.
In the relationship between husband and wife, it seems that there is such confusion. The person sleeping around is the most important person for him, but there is still a person in his heart that he can't ignore all his life.
In Zhuo Feng's heart, the important person is Du Hong. In my heart, the important person is Feng Fei.
Sooner or later, it will affect our lives because of this person.
But Zhuofeng's way of doing things is very different from mine. At that time, I drove away Du Hong and looked at Zhuofeng like a sticky dog skin plaster. He was always on the alert. But Zhuofeng was a sheep herding type. It seemed that he didn't care about such things and let me suffer here and swing around.