Chapter 1303

"Feng Fei..." Zhuo Feng suddenly called his name, very impatient tone, which made me nervous.

Feng Fei didn't answer.

Zhuo Feng said, "if you can, I hope you treat her well."

Coax!

Suddenly there was a loud thunder outside. If it wasn't thunder, I think it must be my heartbreak. He said so easily, Zhuofeng, do you want me to go?

"You drove her away. Don't regret it." Feng Fei added.

Zhuo Feng took a breath, "yes, I don't want to control her. I know she is in a dilemma, but I know that even if I let her go, she will come back one day. I just don't want to make her feel sorry. You won't have a result with her. "

Feng Fei sneered, "so what? Your self-confidence doesn't mean anything. I won't let go this time. I said that we can compete fairly, but you like to manipulate her so much. It's a good opportunity for me to show up after your accident. But I gave up. I don't want to hurt her. You are different. You are always hurting her. Is Zhuo Er the one you love or the child you raised? Are you still not clear? "

I stagger back, can't believe listening to the end of this sentence, just like a big gun hitting my heart, a few loud sounds, instant tinnitus.

Later Zhuo Feng and Feng Fei came in together, two pairs of eyes staring at me, I looked at them in panic, some at a loss.

I don't know. Is everything I hear true?

Many years ago, I suspected that Zhuo Feng didn't have a simple relationship with me, but he denied it. Later, Lu Shao also said that he didn't control me normally, but Zhuo Feng still denied it.

I didn't expect that today, more than ten years later, such words would come out again in Feng Fei's mouth. I can't believe that all these things I heard are true, right? What does he think I am? Is it the woman he raised? What's the abnormal relationship between us? Is it the day when I found that I could not be controlled by him that I had thought of giving up on me, so that the current situation would come true?

Yes, he taught me a lot, but he didn't tell me how to love someone equally. Even if I met him, I would feel that it was a burden.

If not for Feng Fei, do I not know what normal love is in my life?

It's terrible.

I looked at him in horror, and suddenly I found that, in fact, for more than ten years, I was really strange to him.

I really don't know what kind of person Zhuo Feng is.

He wanted to grab my hand, and I immediately dodged and backed back.

Feng Fei came to drag me. I looked back at him blankly, and I felt quite comfortable.

Zhuo Feng stares at my face, and the expression in his eyes is something I've never seen in my life.

For a long time, he nodded, said nothing and turned away.

I just took a breath.

People say that because of love, he will care about all his actions, even a breath is tied to each other's heart.

Zhuo Feng's strangeness makes me very afraid. Even without Feng Fei's appearance, is it really because of Feng Fei in my heart that we have become like this? Or is there another face I don't know when I see his coldness and cruelty?

Feng Fei gently hold my hand, I nodded to him, want to say I'm ok, but the more I'm OK at this time.

"You should have heard what I told him."

I nodded.

"So I want to stare at me. We'll go to France. Don't refuse me. The children will come with us. I'll learn to take care of them. As for whether we will get together in the end, I think everything will be as it should be. I know you can't forget Zhuo Feng. I don't want to destroy you. I just look at you and think about it now I have to do something. We've known each other for so many years, but I haven't done anything. Now I want to do something for you and myself. "

He gently hugged me, but I always looked at the direction of the door, as if Zhuo Feng had not gone, and as if I would see him running directly in to open us.

Jingjing is right. I've been wavering all the time. I'm the root of the evil, which makes us three suffer.

But if you ask me to choose now, I don't know how to choose.

I'm afraid of Zhuo Feng's appearance that I don't know, but I begin to rely on Feng Fei.

In the evening, I went home, Zhuo Feng was not at home, maybe because I knew he was not at home.

Meow language far away ran toward me, a face flustered looking at me, she should know what happened between me and Zhuo Feng.

I hold her, some heartache, also want to tell her the unhappiness in my heart, but I don't know whether such a small child can bear such a fact.

She said that three of the six students in the class are divorced parents, but divorce does not mean that parents do not love their children. When she said this, she didn't know how she felt. I didn't even know whether she understood the definition of husband and wife. But that kind of words from her mouth really surprised me. Since then, she was relieved that I was at a distance from Zhuo Feng.I don't know whether to be happy or sad.

"Mom, I'll go with you." Meow said suddenly.

I immediately held her and burst out crying, the drive shell that I just built up in my heart was smashed in an instant.

I took all the three children away, only because Zhuo Feng wanted to go back to the company, he never went home, and I was busy at home and in the hospital. My company was always with Feng Fei, not together. It seemed that Feng Fei was even busier when he was together. Apart from his work, he had to enlighten me all the time, but I became his patient when I accompanied him in the hospital.

That night, when I came back from the hospital, I stepped into the door and saw the woman standing in the dining room.

How to say, over the years I have seen countless strange faces appear in Zhuo Feng's side, and then gradually disappeared, but such brave women will still emerge in endlessly.

Over the years, I am very tired, all tired.

At this time, I was not surprised to see a girl who should be five or six years younger than me at home. I didn't even have any mood swings.

She said hello to me with a smile and told me, "Zhuo always said that he likes to eat fried rice with eggs at home. I don't know what's the difference between home and the company. I came here to know that it's really different. There are quite a lot of things at home. These are bought from China, but there are none here."

I didn't answer, holding Zhuo fan, coaxing Zhuo hang.

Meow language squatted on the ground to play with his toys.

In such a home, it seems that Zhuo Feng has been used to it. He promised me to retire from the company, but only a few months later, the children asked him every day if I was not going to work. Now they go to work again, and no one asked why my father didn't come back.

When something goes wrong, Zhuo Feng is always the first to give up his children. On the contrary, I don't care much about children. Once something goes wrong, the first thing I care about is children.