Chapter 1302

She laughed and didn't say.

But the fact is obvious.

All people think that my life is not my own choice, just because I came out of the mountains, which has been under the control of Zhuo Feng for several years.

Even if he leaves me, far away overseas, I still can't do anything I want to do under his control.

I used to think that I like to be with Feng Fei, because he always gives me more choices, so that I am not very formal, so I like the comfort of being with him.

After a moment's silence, Jingjing said, "Zhuo Er, if you like Feng Fei, go after him. If you're not crazy, you're so sorry for yourself, really. I couldn't understand why people want to get married and be tied to one person all their life. Don't I think it's boring? Now I've figured it out and go after what I like. This is worthy of my life, isn't it. Don't care about those messy gossip, it's useless, really, as long as you have a good life

I laughed, choked and said, "OK!"

Hang up the phone, I still did not go back, just want to enjoy the quiet here in this night.

I always think that people, no matter where they go, should be worthy of the people around them. But people are not saints. How can they be worthy of the people around them? How can they love others even if they don't love them?

Zhuo Feng has been in my life for many years. I have thought about whether we are suitable, whether he is important to me, and whether he controls me. No matter which one I have considered, I still choose him without hesitation. Who would have thought about whether we are suitable for each other today after five years of marriage?

Zhuo Feng said that people may fall in love with many people, but the person they care about most is always hidden in their heart.

Feng Ke's favorite person is Xu Jiaojiao. Xie Jingjing says that Zhang Chuan is his favorite person. Xiao's favorite person is peach. Gao Keke's favorite person is Gu Chengfeng. What about Gu Chengfeng? He said he loved me most.

I know that Zhuo Feng's favorite person is me, but what about me?

If Zhuo Feng is my favorite and he is by my side, why do I have to go to Feng Fei?

I'm confused. I really don't understand.

"Are you going to sleep here?"

Feng Fei's voice came from his head. I sat up immediately.

He covered his stomach with a slight frown.

I got up and held him, looking at the edge of his knife, "how did you come out? I had my phone with me."

"Yes, but I couldn't get in just now. I thought you went back, but I came out to look for you when your position was still in the hospital."

I Oh a, pull him to say, "steady old woman to send you back!"

Feng Fei stood still and looked back at me. He frowned and said, "if you think you can sleep here, I think I can stay with you."

I shook my head. "No, go back. I just can't sleep well after changing the bed."

"Did you change the bed or was it because the person around you was not the one you wanted?"

I didn't answer. Maybe both. I don't know.

"Drow."

"Yes?"

He pinched my chin, looked down at me carefully, and then said, "go back. I don't want to see you so absent-minded. I stay with you, but the purpose is to see you happy, happy, not to see you pain, if my existence makes you so sad, I would rather leave

What should I do?

I clearly know who I love, but I don't want to go back, I can only stay with him now, I know it will be sad, but at least I won't face Zhuofeng.

Zhuo Feng asked me to make my own choice and give me a chance to live the life I wanted. Now I choose, but I find it so difficult.

Feng Fei said he wanted me to go back. He said he didn't want to see me so sad, but in fact, if I left, I would be more sad.

Where should I go.

I finally know what the palm and the back of the hand are all meat. It's hard for me to give up.

I am sad to cry out, recent tears seem to be more than a lifetime of tears, sad first to break.

I said, "Feng Fei, you are so good. I, I don't know what to do. Zhuo Feng said that he had trapped me for more than ten years. He gave me a chance to choose this time, so I didn't hesitate to come here. But I found that I couldn't let go. I seemed to forget how to choose by myself. I would rather be led by others, so that I wouldn't be so tired or so painful. It's really sad, Feng Fei. "

As soon as he reached out his hand, he hugged me tightly regardless of the knife edge on his body. His voice was low and hoarse. "Zhuo Er, what do you want me to do with you?"

I burst into tears.

Yeah, what should I do?

If I had been with Zhuo Feng so much in the past, I would have been desperate to be with Feng Fei, and I would never regret it.

"Shall we go back now?" He said.

I choked, "OK!"Back to the ward, he endured the pain of lying down, eyebrows have not let go.

I lay on my side and looked at him.

When I think of the man I love, sometimes he becomes Zhuo Feng, sometimes he becomes Feng Fei. I even feel that the person in front of me is Zhuo Feng, and I can't tell him apart.

I remember when Gu Chengfeng pursued me, I was not so confused. I knew clearly what I was doing and what I needed, so I told him to leave me.

But Feng Fei has been with me for so many years. I always remember his kindness to me, but I have never refused.

If from the beginning, after Zhuo Feng left me, I could leave and forget him instantly, then I think Feng Fei's position in my heart is far more than that.

"Go to sleep. Let's talk about something in the morning."

I nodded, closed my eyes, forced myself to sleep, fell asleep, but in my dream, the repeated appearance of Feng Fei and Zhuo Feng made me feel uncomfortable, I seemed to be trapped in it, how can not come out.

In the morning of dawn, Feng Fei was not in bed. He only had a folded quilt, and I was covered with his blanket.

I rubbed my eyes. My head ached and I felt uncomfortable all over. It seemed that I have a fever. I think I caught a cold outside last night. When I got up to look for water, I heard Zhuo Feng talking to Feng Fei outside the door.

"You should think about it." Feng Fei said.

Zhuo fengen said nothing.

Feng Fei added, "you've controlled her for 14 years. Now it's not impossible for you to let her go. Just think about her feelings. She's very painful. Now she doesn't know what she needs. You have taught her how to face difficulties, but not how to choose her own feelings. "

Zhuo Feng said again.

It was quiet outside, and Feng Fei said, "if you can, I'll take her to France. Don't stop her."

Zhuo Feng didn't say a word this time.

In fact, I want to hear his statement. Even if he says yes, I think it will make me feel better. But he didn't say anything. It seems that this matter has nothing to do with him.

After a while, Feng Fei said, "I'll take care of Zhuo Er. I just hope you don't interfere."