Chapter 1301

People say that adults have already lost the impulse of the past, calm like a cold-blooded animal, but I still like such us.

Feng Fei said, "from now on, you are my girlfriend and I am your boyfriend."

I couldn't laugh at his jokes. I just felt as if he had a heavy hat on his head, and the man on the hat was him.

A relationship full of ritual sense is so intricately established. I don't even feel guilty, but there are not so many complicated relationships between Feng Fei and me. I just want to stay here to take care of him after I leave hospital I didn't dare think about it.

All day, we are very quiet, as if each other is the air, he read books, read papers, call, video conference, I read books, read newspapers, listen to songs, by the way to buy him food, help him out for a walk, listen to the wind, watch the rain.

The silence lasted all night, and late at night, he finally couldn't hold back and asked me, "drow, don't you want the children?"

I did not look at him, continue to bow to cut the hands of the fruit did not answer.

He added, "I know you want to stay with me, you can not care about Zhuofeng, but you still have children, three children need your mother."

I know, just because I know they need me, I dare not go back. I'm afraid to see me in their childlike eyes. I know how unbearable I am now. A woman who wants to betray her marriage and her husband has established a relationship with other men. If it's in China, how many names will I get for such a thing?

I asked Feng Fei, "am I what people call a woman who is full of love?"

Feng Fei shook his head. "Everyone's life is different. You can't measure yourself with other people's point of view. You know what you're doing, and we don't have such a complicated relationship. It's just that you take care of me, I accept, that's all

Is that right?

I can't figure it out, but I've already done it. Does it mean that I'm doing the right thing if I refuse now?

Forget it. Let's go as we please. Anyway, what can I do?

I said, "have some fruit. I asked the nurse to add a single bed for me, so that I can help you get up at night."

He said with a smile, "I hardly get up at night. You can sleep at ease."

I nodded and ate a piece of fruit I ate. How could it taste so strange? I ate another piece, but it still had a very strange taste. I frowned at him, grabbed the fruit in his hand and said, "is it strange that I didn't eat it?"

He smiles and says, "it's coming out. It's the smell of your soap. You wash your hands."

I'm just worried that my hands are not healthy, so I have to wash my hands several times before cutting fruit. I don't want to taste so much. Then he ate a lot of you before, how can he go to his mouth?

I poured all the fruit into the garbage can and complained to him, "it's better not to eat it. Why didn't you say earlier, I'll cut it again."

He laughed so much that he told me, "because I don't think it's a big deal. If you don't mind, you can cut it for me. The fruit tastes good. Where did you buy it?"

I said what happened the night before yesterday. He jumped and told me, "in fact, you can come to me directly. I will accept all your requirements, but I can't agree that you and Zhuo Feng want to have a temporary cold war. It's not good for your relationship. You know, even if I long for you to be with me, I want you to be happy. Love is one thing and marriage is another. "

I understand. It's because I understand too much that I sway.

But this hidden in the bottom of my heart can not erase the feelings, I really can not live in such a quiet and happy home.

At least, I have to be happy to vent my anger and tell him where I can go before I leave.

I said, "at least until you're discharged."

He laughed, did not answer, handed me a tissue, lay down, side looking at me.

I drop my eyes, and my heart is full of flavors.

A sleepless night, I finally can not stand such a torture, up in the middle of the night.

The hospital is very big. The yard is full of artificial trees. Green plants are everywhere. There are all kinds of strange colors of flowers and plants. It's even more strange in such a dark sky.

I sit on a deck chair beside the swimming pool in the yard, looking up at the moonlight on the sky. The shining stars in the sky are like lights dotted with each other, illuminating many people who are confused and can't find their way home.

I subconsciously dialed Xie Jingjing's phone in confusion. She picked it up quickly and listened to the voice. It should be that she didn't sleep.

Before I asked, she volunteered, "I can't sleep, and you can't sleep, can you?"

I said with a smile, "yes, we are all fools who don't sleep in the middle of the night

"Well, it's not stupid. It's just wishful thinking. By the way, let me tell you something. The lawsuit has already started. It's very smooth. Now we have overwhelming key evidence. Zhang Chuan is sure to lose the lawsuit, but he will get a lot of money in the end, but he will face several years in prison."This is for sure. I knew it when I took out the evidence. It was just a matter of how many years I had been locked up.

I asked her, "do you regret it?"

"Ha She was very relaxed to ha tone, smile, "if the future will be useful, I should not have been together, then I now how much moisture ah, right?"

Yes, but things have come to this point, who can say no regrets?

She asked me, "is Zhuo back? Did you think of calling me at half-time or did you quarrel with me? I can't give advice on bed matters. I have no more experience than you. "

I have no choice but to laugh, laugh and cry, holding the phone crying for a long time.

Jingjing there has been no sound, only heard him sigh, after a long time asked me, "you and Zhuo brother to separate?"? Is it because of Feng Fei? "

I didn't speak, still continue to cry, I don't know how to explain this mood, I think I did the right thing, but in fact it is wrong, wrong is very outrageous, I gave up so good Zhuofeng, even the children don't care, ran here to take care of Feng Fei, I don't know what I want to do.

I asked her, "Jingjing, did you ever like Feng Fei?"

She sniffed first, then said, "yes. But I found that I didn't like him, I depended on him. In fact, if there is chaos, I still like people like Zhang Chuan, but he has a tendency of domestic violence. Otherwise, we will have a good life and come to today. But it can't be said that Feng Fei is not good. It's really good. If it's good, you can't find fault with any Mao bin. That's the main reason why I'm so obsessed with him. But in the end, it's suitable between us, so I will continue to choose Zhang Chuan. Of course, even without Zhang Chuan, I won't go to him. His heart is not with me. Even if I have complicated relationship with him, it's all over. I don't mind if you go to him. Really, I will sincerely wish that you can finally choose your own life. "

I was shocked and asked her, "do you think my life is not my own choice?"