Chapter 1319

It's still dark outside, full of stars, but the moon in foreign countries is not rounder than that in China, and the white light is still so dim over the earth. I don't know where to go, just along a straight road full of street lights.

I walked for a long time, tired I squatted on the curb, looking at the quiet street, here sparsely populated, population gathering places are also in the city center, but here is a suburb, around only low villas, doors and windows closed, it should be midnight now, all places are quiet sleeping, only I decadent sitting on the ground, waiting Someone can find me.

Chose a direction, I continued to move forward, went a long way.

At daybreak, I broke a car and asked that person to take me to the center of the city to make a phone call for me, but Feng Fei's phone was turned off.

I don't know how much Zhuo Feng shut me up in that house. Looking at the time on the phone, my heart suddenly jumped. At this time of more than a month, have many people and things outside changed dramatically?

I asked that person to send me to the police station. After many contacts, my father-in-law's bodyguard came. I knew that my father-in-law had passed away and Feng Fei was missing. Later, zhanyan and chaning came to tell me that Feng Fei had been looking for me, but they didn't know where Feng Fei was.

I'm in a hurry. I scream out of control and ask them to find Feng Fei.

Jiajia told me that my father-in-law's heart had been bad all the time, and his condition became worse after he came back. Two weeks after my accident, he suddenly fainted because he was too tired, but he didn't come back.

I can't accept the fact that my cry in the quiet police station is like lightning and thunder from the sky. She even began to complain about meow language. Why did she hide it from Feng Fei? She told him that if I was captured by Zhuo Feng, my father-in-law would not have an accident. No, Zhuo Feng said that he had a drink with Feng Fei yesterday.

I really have no way. I directly report to the police and say that Zhuo Feng is illegally imprisoned. After repeated questioning, Zhuo Feng says that he doesn't know. Later, someone said that he found Feng Fei and finally appeared by the river. We got on the police car and went away quickly.

Looking forward to the quiet river, my legs were trembling, and many people around me said they didn't know.

Feng Fei seems to have evaporated from the world. There has been no news.

When the police said they wanted to salvage the river, I squatted on the river and watched the salvage. One day, two days, and the third day, I looked at the familiar coat. I fainted.

In the hospital, Zhuo Feng, sitting beside me, came to see me with three children in his arms. He told me in a low voice, "you are pregnant!"

A year later, I came to the river with my little daughter and watched the workers salvage the pollutants. The wind came and fell on our side, which made my little daughter happy and yelled.

At this time, a man came up behind us, and stood beside us with a smile. He looked down at his little daughter and said, "child, what's your name?"

I suddenly turned back, looking at the familiar face, familiar figure, some thin cheeks, tears flying on the cheeks, he came forward to hold the little daughter's hand, said to her, "daughter, mother is still so crying."

I stare at the river and cry.

If I could, I would rather not be born in my life, so that I would not come to Zhuofeng, be taken out of the mountains by him, and many things would not happen.

This is our story, from the beginning of my memory to this time of my life, after a full 17 years.

The people I have loved are still there. Those who love me leave me and those who are not are not.

But my life has to go on, struggling in the deep sea.

I named my little daughter Feng Duoduo. She came unexpectedly. I didn't have the same bed with him, but I was pregnant.

At that time, I always wanted to leave a little bit of his things, memory will disappear, people will leave, but this heart can never be restored.

I heard from his ex-wife that he had left sperm in the sperm bank abroad. I inquired about it in many ways and finally found it.

I made a test tube baby, secretly for a long time, the doctor told me it was difficult, but it was not hopeless.

I kept it from everyone, including my lost mother and my best friend Xie Jingjing.

After his accident, I learned that he was pregnant, and Zhuo Feng was there at that time. He threatened me with divorce. Later, he surrounded me, but I still kept the baby.

as like as two peas, I still can't imagine whether I am right or wrong. At least, now I look at this guy as if he were the same. I know I did nothing wrong.

Feng Fei came back and stood beside me. Even if I look back at that time many years later, I can't understand what I felt when I saw him. No matter what it was, there was only mutual respect and no passion between us.

After he came back, he started the business of the company, withdrew all the funds, split the company and shares from Zhuofeng. Although they met, they didn't have the same feelings.

Every time he saw me, he said to me, "has Zhuo Feng changed or have I changed?"I looked at the four children who were playing in front of me with a smile and said, "they have changed."

as like as two peas, she has ten years old. She knows a lot. Her big eyes are exactly the same as that of Zhuo Feng. Whenever she looks at me, she will ask me curiously, "why don't you divorce your mother, daddy?" what's wrong? Isn't it good for you to marry father Feng? Are you so tired? "

I smile, don't know how to answer, for many of her questions I can't answer.

Feng Fei said, "because love is not yet here."

Meow language will continue to ask, "what is love?"

Yes, what is love?

We love each other and kill each other. That's me and Zhuo Feng.

We respect each other. This is Feng Fei and I.

We are all adults. We have done so much, missed so much, and pursued so much, but in the end we still don't know what love is.

So what are we doing?

Sometimes I want to get a divorce. Let me get out of the house. I only want children, but I can't do it. I can't even see Zhuo Feng.

Every time, Feng Fei would stand at a distance and look at me.

It seems that no matter how close we are, we are separated from each other for a long distance, standing far away, watching, never approaching.

Who knows how I will choose in the end?

At noon, Feng Fei came to me with a dumpling from a Chinese restaurant near here that I used to like very much.

Put it down, he opened the box, pushed it towards me, and then said, "I think it's better for us to separate."

But I refused.

I handed him a ring and a divorce agreement, and I said, "I'll divorce him and propose to you, OK?"