Chapter 1320

I was only sixteen that year, and I fell in love with my adoptive father.

He is gentle, kind and brings me everything.

I regard him as my God. Every time I see him, my heart is beating. But I know it's impossible, because he is my adoptive father. I have a mother who loves me more. She has worked hard for me and this broken home for a whole youth.

But this feeling is deeply engraved in my heart, I can never forget him.

One day, I came up with a way in school. As long as I attract Feng Fei's attention, he will come to see me at all costs. Knowing that he appears, I can get the best result in the school. What if I don't have friends here? As long as I have Feng Fei, I will be very satisfied.

However, I don't want to let my mother know, so every time I secretly call Feng Fei, he is very gentle to comfort me and encourage me. I really can't stand it. I want to carry out my plan to the end.

I don't take a bath every day, so that I have fewer friends. I don't contact people every day, so I will become a freak. Feng Fei came to see me. When I rushed to his arms, I knew that my mother was also there.

My mother took me home and wanted to send me to the psychiatrist. I was very angry. I clearly had no problem. I just used some small skills to ask Feng feiduo to take care of me. I began to call him more often. Even, I thought of using my body to keep him. Every time I wanted to take the initiative to stick it up, just like I had a lot of drinks in the rental house Like drunk men, I know I can.

I took a bath and hid Durex under the pillow. Taking advantage of Feng Fei's return, I summoned up the courage to stop him and deliberately pulled down the shoulder strap. He saw why his face was not very good, but I didn't care. I still went forward and called him with my most moving voice, "Feng Fei."

He seems to be very tired. His eyes are black and blue. I think his mother must be bad to him to make him work so hard, but I won't. I'm very sensible. As long as Feng Fei wants me, I'm willing to do it secretly.

He wants to push me away, and he says very strict words to me. I hold him and take off his clothes in front of him. I dare not look up. At this moment, my heart is beating fast. I know I must be very nervous at this time, but I am beautiful. I am sixteen years old, and my shriveled body has developed. I know how to do it in bed before, I know, I know all about it. I bowed my head, eager to touch me with Feng Fei, but he said to me in a thick voice, "what are you going to do? Put it on

I was startled by his appearance. His eyes were on fire. He stepped forward and put my clothes on the mountain with his crude strength. I was in a hurry. I looked at him with tears and asked him, "Feng Fei, don't you like me? I love you, I know you are good to me because you love me, don't you want me? Don't you want to? "

He frowned and looked at me. He couldn't believe it. He pushed his hand away and said, "you're my sister, and you're a child, so I won't tell your mother. I hope you know what you're talking about."

Of course I know, I know all of them. I was flustered and wanted to reach out to catch him, but he retreated a few steps. The retreating step was like a poisonous needle that pricked my new house. I was shaking all over.

Tears came down, my heart hurt, Feng Fei didn't want me, even my body, I said in a panic, "Feng Fei, I can give you a baby, a lot, really, my body is very good, my mother can't give birth, right? I can do it. Feng Fei, please accept me, OK

I went forward regardless of everything and hugged him tightly. My arms encircled him like a pair of pliers. I didn't want to ask him to leave. I begged and said to him, "Feng Fei, sleep with me. I'll give it to you, OK? You're not happy with your mother, are you? "

He was very angry suddenly. When he was about to push me open, the door was pushed open. He was very anxious to push me open. I staggered back a few steps and saw my mother come in with a surprised and sad face and asked us what happened.

I don't want to see her. She blocks the sensibility of Feng Fei and me. Feng Fei leaves without looking back.

My heart is very painful, from this time on, I study harder, pretend to be a good child, listen to the doctor's words, support the teacher's words, but I can't control my own feelings for him, but I can only bear it.

It's a long time. When I went abroad, Feng Fei came to see me for the first time, just like when I was in high school.

he took a lot of things. The perfume on his body still smells like that. The faint fragrance smells on my face.

By this time, he had separated from his mother, and I knew my chance had come.

I took the initiative to invite him to school lunch, took him to school, and finally brought him to my dormitory. I sent a message to my roommates to tell them not to come back. I was beside Feng Fei. When I looked at him askew, it was like looking at a treasure I had lost and recovered.

The faint aroma of his body attracted me, but I noticed that what he said to me all the time was about my mother."Feng Fei, you are separated from my mother. She is Feng Fei's brother's woman now. Are you still determined? Why don't you give me a chance? "

"You have Chanin now, and..." He tilted his head slightly and said to me, "you have always been a child in my heart."

My heart cooled down, but I still didn't give up, "Feng Fei, it's impossible for you and my mother. Why don't you just give up? I can break up with chaning. My mother came some time ago. I know brother Feng Fei is very good to her. You always know that, don't you? "

Feng Fei just nodded, but said nothing.

After he left, Channing and I were crazy rolling on the dormitory bed, and I would never get the love for him.

This matter was hidden in my heart for a long time. Later, when my mother disappeared, Feng Fei came to me and asked where my mother had gone. He looked very haggard. I was very soft hearted at that time and almost told her about my mother. But I couldn't. looking at Feng Fei's back, I just exhaled and drove chaning's car to find Feng Fei.

Feng Fei has locked up his mother. Her mother has been very good. Feng Fei said that she seems to be pregnant, but she has never been touched. So the child is Feng Fei. He will try to get the child to leave. Even if his mother can't be pregnant in the future, he doesn't care. Having three children is enough. Now he wants a child's mother, that is my mother.

When I heard such a thing, my heart ached and my breath trembled.

But I can't do anything.

I can only watch Feng Fei and his mother torture each other. Even when they die, Feng Fei will not let her go.

I was lost walking in the street, chaning called and told my mother that she was looking for me. It turned out that Feng Fei's father had passed away. Feng Fei knelt on the ground of the hospital with tears hanging down from his cheeks. I just looked at him with a pair of plain eyes. For his sadness, I hid this matter in my heart. I don't know if I really love Feng Fly, since can't get, then complete.

After a period of time, Feng Fei disappeared. People in the company were looking for him and his mother, but Feng Fei's phone was able to get through, and everything was shelved.

At home and abroad, Li Fei's mother, Lu Shao's brother and Feng Fei's brother are all looking for them.

My mother occasionally sits beside me and sighs, tears can't stop.

I looked at my mother's tears, and I didn't move.

I love Feng Fei more than anything else.

On this day, I couldn't bear to go to find Feng Fei. He was drunk and the door of his mother's house was opened. I walked in worried and saw Feng Fei kneeling on the ground, holding his mother's clothes, and the pathetic silent tears fell down his face.

My heart was aching violently. I held him and yelled, "Feng Fei, you want me. I'll do whatever you want, as long as you don't feel so sad."

He pushed me away, tears falling down like a fire ball falling in my heart, burning my whole body powerless.

I fell to the ground, but Feng Fei only looked at me with a pair of angry and hateful eyes. We are speechless, but I can hear the heart dripping blood.

He pointed to my nose and said to me, "even if it's a hundred, you're not as good as your mother. Do you know what your shortcomings are? You don't know what love is

He even scolded me. I suddenly got up, ran into him and said, "you know what? Your love is just possession, it's not emotion, you don't know what is love. You wretched wretch, you will never get my mother again in your life, never again. "

Feng Fei was out of control, like a trapped animal driven mad. He walked back and forth like crazy in front of me, smashed all the things, and finally slammed the door out. I knew that he would not give up my mother.

Many years later, when I graduated from Cambridge University in the United States, my mother and Channing accompanied me. I read the speech of the graduation ceremony, sat down on the stool and watched Feng Fei's figure flash away from the door.

With the phone rang, my mother happily called my name, but always can not say what happened in the end.

But inside the phone, Xiaoqing's milky voice has been calling dad. Dad, I asked in amazement, "is brother Feng Fei back, right, right?"

At this time, I think, my heart is not half guilty, Feng Fei will become my husband