Chapter 1326

He didn't say it. Maybe he wasn't drunk enough at that time. He kept a secret about Feng Fei, but only told Zhang Yan, who was released from prison. Zhang Yan said that maybe he wanted me to atone.

Knowing Zhuo Feng, I know that he doesn't want us to see his weakness.

Zhuo Feng, I've loved a man for half my life, but today I really know him.

From the very beginning he picked me up, we were doomed to a miserable life.

He said that he loved me, but if he rescued another person at that time, he would do the same. In fact, he didn't love me. The feeling that he just came out of love was not so much that I was the love he couldn't open all his life, but rather that he was in a kind of abnormal responsibility.

I look at him and think about everything in the past, but many times I can't think of the way he really loves me, so that I can't accept his kindness during my ambiguous period with Feng Fei. What is he to me and the family?

He always said that this is love, but I think it's control, a kind of manipulation. He turned my life upside down and depicted what he wanted again and again. He never considered my feelings, and never told me that this was his deliberate arrangement.

I didn't know that he was in control until I came back to him in time, because every time I saw him, I was still in control of his life and death The little girl, listen to him, love him, when he is all I have.

But when I was out of his control, it all became twisted. He would stubbornly continue to turn the situation around according to the original plan. Only after that, I fell in love with Feng Fei when I realized that all this should not happen.

But all the time, how much stronger he has been. A person who is eager to get true love, who has lost the last dependence, will do many extreme things. But in the end of doing bad things and taking every step without conscience, he will choose to compromise. In the end, the most sad thing is him.

He held my hand tightly, tears falling down his cheek, I saw him so sad for the first time.

He added, "I will be kind to every woman who marries me, but I can't be kind to a woman who has paid so much for me. I'm sorry, drow."

At that time, I thought he was really repenting!

But now, facing him two years later, I know that Feng Fei's work is done by himself, and I once again mention my hostility to him.

I asked him, "Zhuo Feng, do you really want to kill Feng Fei? You've already forced the relationship between us to death. Do you want to fight for someone's life before you give up? "

He didn't say a word, just quietly drooped his head and drank the wine, one after another, and then he was put down with a touch. The glass split in an instant, and the glass residue pierced into his palm.

With a sneer, he looked at me with an eyebrow. Suddenly he came up to me and said, "Zhuo Er, if I didn't want to give up on you from the beginning to the end, do you believe that I didn't have any weakness when I knocked Feng Fei out? I even threw a stick to leave, took his money, drove away his car, deleted all the evidence, and finally now I've found a ghost, I just want him never to turn over, because you are always my woman, always will be. "

I threw a slap on his face, and he was stunned, but he still looked at me.

"Zhuo Feng, you are crazy. Your wife is Enron, and I'm your sister-in-law. Feng Fei has come back. Even if he doesn't come back, I won't be with you, eh Well, Zhuofeng, you, um Well... "

His kisses were full of pungent wine, as if he had been drinking so fiercely just now, just to embolden himself. He must have been crazy. No matter how we were relieved in recent years, how he couldn't stand his emotions, I couldn't push him away with all my strength.

With his hand penetrated into my neckline, my body instantly stiff, randomly grabbed a thing on his head.

He snorted and finally stopped.

I gasped and looked at him, shouting, "if you really love me, you should bless me instead of forcing me. Are you still the kind and gentle Zhuofeng I know? "Ah?"

He lowered his head, raised his head for a long time and said to me, "I have always been, always have been. You can see clearly that my Zhuofeng has never changed. I have changed my heart for you."

I was silent.

We quietly looked at each other, for a long time, I pushed open the door, ran out.

Later, we went abroad one after another to attend Li Fei's wedding. His car was right behind us. I was always in a tight mood for fear that we would be exposed because of looking back. I was always uneasy about Feng Fei.

……

I thought I'd be old with Feng Fei.

But behind a lot of things has been called between us earth shaking changes.In the past five years, although the struggle between him and Zhuo Feng is silent and invisible, it is fiercer than the battlefield. We have quarreled and broken up for this, and because of this cold war, even if we meet, we don't talk to each other as strangers.

At the end.

I didn't feel touched when he put all the property division in front of me.

How many times I think we will support through a sad night, but we are mercilessly hurt each other again and again, tear off the mask of camouflage, see each other already scarred blood dripping appearance, frighten each other away from a long distance.

He said to me, "I know that you have wronged you for so many years. You don't love me. You are just moved by my kindness to you. You give me a baby, help me do business, run around, zhuo'er, you have done enough, but I can't see it anymore. Let's divorce and you come back to him."

I don't remember how I signed the agreement. I just got into the car with Xiaoqing in my arms. The car drove very fast. I don't want to see any of them any more.

But when the familiar extended classic car stopped again, I lay on the steering wheel and cried. Then I reached over with my hands and gently wiped away the tears on my chin. The sound was like the scene when we first met many years ago. He said to me, "how old are you?"

I didn't move, just looking at Xiaoqing stretching a pair of small hands constantly shaking me.

He took Xiaoqing out, sat beside me and said, "is it twenty-nine? Or so love to cry, like the first time we met, that time you hurt? How long have you been crying in bed? "