Chapter 1327

One day after many years, life is plain and we are well, but it seems that life will not treat us sincerely.

I'm very ill. I feel that I'm going to die. I can see many people who have died. In this way, I can leave Zhuofeng who tortures me.

It's not the first time I've been taken care of by Zhuofeng, but this time, I don't think I'm unfamiliar with him. I lean on his shoulder, smell the faint smell of ointment on his body, and secretly look at the scar on his chin. I feel very distressed and want to touch it with my hand. But at this time, he has thrown me on the toilet. I look up at him, he seems to be walking To see if I was comfortable, I went forward and handed me some toilet paper. Then I went out.

I was holding the toilet paper in my hand and looking at the door of the closed room. I thought that I didn't realize it at that time and showed a smile on my face.

In fact, I didn't want to come to the bathroom. It was just an excuse. So I sat here for a while, pressed the button, and the sound of water came out. His figure standing at the door moved for a moment. Instead of rushing in, he asked me outside, "can I come in?"

I cleared my throat and nervously said, "OK!"

He gently opened the door, or hesitated, came in and looked at me, I know he saw it, I helplessly bowed my head and said with a smile, "I just want to go out to see you, not to come here. I'm sorry... "

He didn't speak, and there seemed to be no other expression on his face. He just continued to bend down and hold me up. I still held the toilet paper in my arms foolishly. When he put me on the bed, I was still in a muddle.

At this time, he said, "I've been to your sister's side. It's very good for the time being. You don't have to worry."

Ah?

I continue to cover, he ignored my words just now, just continue to say, "you just here to heal, other things don't care about me."

Oh, I'm in a low mood. I know that he is deliberately avoiding me, because of my confession that night or because of my behavior and my lies, but I really don't mean it.

"Zhuo Feng, I, I..." I said a few words, but I didn't know what to say next.

Zhuo Feng stood up and handed me the food on the table, which was put on a plate. After giving it to me, he went out. I looked at him foolishly and looked at him in surprise. He didn't care about my words and my abnormality at all. I felt uncomfortable for no reason.

Listening to his footsteps gradually go away, I know that my lie just now really made him angry, but I really didn't mean to, I just don't want him to know that I care about him so much. I looked down at the things in my hand, totally without appetite, looking at those light meals and a bowl of soup, reflecting my face, which was full of hypocrisy and vanity, and the sweetness that a man should not have when facing someone he loves.

I put things down, very discouraged to hang his head, I know, I did wrong.

Because I didn't eat, Zhuo Feng came in to pick up things and saw that my face was still not very good. I pursed my thin lips and didn't know what to say. I know that all my sophistry will become a kind of unnecessary burden, which makes him contradict between reason and emotion.

"Not to your taste?" Zhuo Feng said suddenly.

I put down the book in my hand and wanted to sit up. He suddenly stepped forward, pressed my shoulder and said, "don't move. You can't move now. What do you want? Just lie down

I was stunned for a moment, nodded, and continued to lie down, said, "Zhuo Feng, I have not had a good appetite recently, I don't know if it is because of the side effects of those drugs taken after ovulation surgery."

In fact, I'm in a bad mood. I can't eat when I'm in a bad mood. It's my fault for so many years.

Zhuo Feng nodded and seemed to be thinking about something. After a long time, he said, "my name is Shang Shiming. I'll try another medicine for you. You don't have to bear any burden. I It won't force you. You have plenty of time to think about it. "

I nodded, knowing that it was still a test tube thing. He didn't force me, but I hesitated, because reason and sensibility were constantly fighting with each other, so that I still hesitated. I didn't want to get deeper and deeper, and I didn't want to hurt our future children's health because of my persistence. Oh, no, it was his child, ah

Zhuo Feng went out with the cold food. Before dark, he came again. This time, he asked me if I need the bathroom. At the same time, he brought me some of my favorite western red egg soup and a bowl of rice. It was very light and would arouse people's appetite.

I nodded, supported the head of the bed, sat up straight and said, "I've just been there once. Now I want to go there. I can do it myself."

"Why don't you call me? I'm downstairs." Zhuo Feng came forward and bent down to stop me. This time, I took the initiative to block him with my arm. The arm between him and me was telling him that I didn't want to be held by him again. Zhuo Feng's action pauses slightly, nods, and only gently supports me. After I stand up, I step on some soft ground stalls and move to the bathroom.At the door, I turned to him and said, "I can do it myself."

Close the door, I looked at the door lock, a horizontal heart, will lock the door.

After thinking for a while in the afternoon, I know how to draw a clear line with him, and I know how to make him understand my previous confession. All these words are misunderstandings, although I still can't deceive myself. But I had to.

Everything I'm doing is telling him that I'm just an employer employee relationship with him. There's only trade and no emotion between us.

I don't know what kind of mood he is standing outside the door, but I can understand what kind of mood such a trusted person will feel when he is isolated. It only needs a door, a locked door, which is so simple.

I'm still sitting in the bathroom, quietly watching around, but my eyes still stay in the dark shadow at the door from time to time.

It seems that only in this way, I can boldly look at him, without scruple, regardless of the consequences.

That night, Zhuo Feng has not gone, accompanied by me reading books, I was a little absent-minded at first, but after a long time, I will feel that the people around me have been with me for many years, just like many years of husband and wife, cuddling up to each other, accompanying each other, in the side of the body will not exist, not in the side of the experience of missing. But I know better, from his constant looking at the hands and time, I know that the person he misses is not me.

At that time, Zhuo Feng's phone rang. He seemed very happy and quickly picked it up. He didn't even see who the person on the phone was.

My eyes have been carefully looking at him from the book, looking at his every action.

After picking up the phone, he was stunned for a moment. He also picked up the phone to confirm who the caller was. It can be seen that he was disappointed. His face changed quickly, "how are you?"

It looks like it's a call from an unwelcome person.

The voice on the other end of the phone was very low, I couldn't hear clearly, and the voice of turning books covered my panic and observation.

"I know I've done what you said."

After a moment's silence, Zhuo Feng said, "what else do you want?"

Then, Zhuo Feng went out. At the moment of closing the door, I heard him say, "what's the meaning of what you have said now? You have a family and I have a family. Don't disturb her life... "