Chapter 66

On the way home from the company's downstairs, sang Yan's mood was particularly wrong. After entering the house, the purpose of the action is also very strong, obviously from whose mouth that this thing.

Wen Yifan followed his words and looked down at the wound on his leg. The struggle also stopped: "I was pushed and scraped to the branch. It's not serious. I've also taken the medicine. I'll be fine soon. "

As soon as he said this, the room became quiet.

Wen Yifan licked the corner of his lower lip and raised his eyes again. He looked at sang Yan again. He seemed to be waiting for her next words.

It lasted for a while.

Sang Yan seemed impatient: "finished?"

“……”

Sang Yan: "who pushed it?"

Wen Yifan told the truth The man who said it was my uncle. "

Sonyan asked one question after another: "how long has it been."

Wen Yifan: "ah?"

"How long has he been pestering you."

“……” Wen Yifan conditionally denied, "No."

Sang Yan, like not hearing her denial, continued: "since the last time he was" working overtime "pestering you? Or before

"No, I haven't met him very much. I didn't know he was in Nanwu before. " Wen Yifan explained, "and this period of time did not..."

"This time?" Sang Yan interrupted her and said, "so how long."

“……”

"Wen Yifan," what can I do for you? "Sang Yan laughed angrily." how many times have I told you this

After a long time, Wen Yifan was a little surprised to hear him call his real name again. She moved her lips. Suddenly, she was afraid to speak. After a while, she said, "I'm sorry."

Sonyan looked at her.

"I just don't think it's necessary because it affects the mood of two people." Wen Yifan said, "and I don't think it's any big thing. I can solve it myself."

"I don't think it's a big deal." Sang Yan repeated her words lightly, without any temperature in her voice, "what's the big deal then?"

Wen Yifan can't answer.

"You have to ask me before you answer, don't you?" Sang Yan stared at her, his voice was cold and hard, "even if something really happened, it's not a big deal for you, is it?"

“……”

"Wen Yifan," Sang Yan's Adam's apple rolled, "can you consider my feelings?"

Let him feel, the distance between the two seems to end here.

No matter what he does.

He couldn't get into her heart at all.

"I understand you have something you don't want to say, OK, it doesn't matter. You can say it whenever you want. But you don't even tell me this kind of thing, "Sang Yan released her confinement and finished slowly." do you think I believe it

"That's not what I mean." Wen Yifan didn't see sang Yan angry, but he was particularly upset at the moment. "It's just that you're going to Yihe soon, and I'm not affected by this, so I don't want you to worry."

Sang Yan didn't speak any more. He just looked at her.

After a long time.

The emotion in Sang Yan's eyes gradually subsided, and the anger seemed to be doused out, and then changed back to the usual state that strangers were not near.

He did not continue this topic, took out the car key from his pocket and said faintly: "I put the car key here. You drive to and from work these days. Remember to lock the door before you go to bed. "

“……”

Sang Yan lowered his eyes, slowly pulled her trouser legs back to their original place, and then held her down from the shoe cabinet. It's like nothing happened.

The quarrel between them just seems to be an illusion.

"I'm leaving," Sang Yan did not look at her, opened the door of the entrance, "you go to have a rest."

……

Staring at the closed door, Wen Yifan unconsciously wants to follow. But because of the tone and manner of Sang Yan's last speech, he seemed to have some hands on him. She stopped slowly, not daring to move on.

Wen Yifan is familiar with that appearance.

It was like the last time she saw him before they met again.

Wen Yifan doesn't know if she did something wrong.

Did she make the same mistake again.

She just wanted to be nice to him, just wanted to make those in her life far away from him, just wanted him to feel that it was a relaxed and ordinary thing to be with her, just wanted him to be with her all the time.

But she didn't seem to do it well.

She seems to have hurt sonyan again.

Wen Yifan stood in the same place, suddenly turned his head and looked at the wall clock.

It's almost half past seven.

Afraid that he could not stop the car, Wen Yifan took back his thoughts, took the key to the car, opened the door and went out. She took out her mobile phone and sent a message to Sang Yan: "I'll take you there. It's not easy to stop the car. 】Wen Yifan hesitated again and said, "we'll talk about it when you come back.".

Before sending it out, sang Yan just replied: "no need]

sang Yan: [getting on the bus]

her fingertips stopped in a moment, and her steps stopped. After a long time, Wen Yifan deleted the words in the input box and re typed: "then be careful on your way. 】

Wen Yifan looked down and said, "tell me when you get there. 】

from the downtown to the airport at this time, Wen Yifan doesn't know if he can catch the plane. She didn't have the heart to do anything else. She thought about the time and asked, "have you arrived at the airport? 】

sang Yan almost answers every question.

It's just that the number of words in each answer is very small, like I don't have much patience to type. It's not much different from usual. But in the past, he started to speak directly after a few words.

Words don't show people's emotions.

It seems to be able to pull apart the distance between two people.

Because of his indifference, Wen Yifan did not dare to ask too often until he was confirmed to be on board. She went back to the room a little tired and lay down on the bed, not wanting to move at all.

But thinking of the wound on his leg, Wen Yifan still got up to take a bath. She avoided the wound on her leg, simply rinsed herself, then sat down on the bed and began to apply the medicine.

Wen Yifan wipes off the water with a cotton swab and handles the wound carefully.

There was silence all around.

Gradually, the intense loneliness devoured her.

Wen Yifan's hand holding the cotton swab gradually tightens, and gradually comes to mind that night when they were together the next day.

"Will you help me with the medicine tomorrow?"

"Come and see me after you've taken a bath."

The red mark in front of my eyes gradually became mushy, and I couldn't really see anything.

Wen Yifan continued to give himself medicine, silent and quiet to the extreme. She forced to blink, bean big tears hit the wound, with a raw tingling.

She came back to herself, wiped away her tears with the back of her hand, and dried the water mark again with a cotton swab.

……

The next afternoon, Wen Yifan received a phone call from the police station, asking her to record a confession. It's a common practice for reporters to go to the police station. After finishing the manuscript on her head, she picked up her things and left the unit.

This time, I mainly asked Wen Yifan about the continuous harassment of Che Xingde.

The police station has adjusted the monitoring in the station. It is true that Che Xingde can be seen outside Nanwu radio and television station almost every day. But he didn't do any substantial harm to Wen Yifan, and he didn't make any radical moves.

Che Xingde attempted to snatch, but he didn't run away after he was found. The plot is not serious. Che Yanqin made a settlement with Wen Yifan that day. When he was refused, he yelled for a lawyer.

Wen Yifan did not know what the outcome would be.

She was absent-minded all day. She didn't have the heart to work and didn't care about these things. She only did what she had to do, and she had no energy to think about the rest.

Aware of Wen Yifan's state, Gan Hongyuan thinks that she is influenced by Che Xingde's affairs. In addition, she came to the company to work overtime because of unexpected events on several previous rest days, so she simply gave her three days off to deal with these things.

To get the holiday, Wen Yifan did not imagine happy. She even wanted to ask Gan Hongyuan if the three-day leave could be postponed to a week later.

After all, Wen Yifan has nothing to do at home.

Wen Yifan wants to wait for sang Yan to come back. She will take these three days off. But he was worried that if she mentioned it, Gan Hongyuan would think she had no problem and change her mind to take back the holiday.

After Gan Hongyuan approved the leave, Wen Yifan didn't go home immediately, and stayed in the company until six o'clock. She turned off the computer, habitually opened wechat and sent a sentence to Sang Yan: "have you eaten yet? 】

the fingertips stop on the send button, the palms close, and it takes a few seconds to press down.

This time sangyan didn't reply immediately as before.

After waiting for a while, Wen Yifan quietly put his mobile phone back in his pocket and got up to leave the company. When she got home, she opened the door with the key and stared at the location of the shoe cabinet for a while. I think of what happened when they quarreled last night.

The next moment, the ringing of her cell phone interrupted her thoughts.

Wen Yifan immediately picked up the mobile phone from his pocket and picked it up directly. That end rang out Zhong Siqiao's voice, hippy smile way: "how, do not have a boyfriend in the side, feel the world is refreshing a lot."

“……” Wen Yifan took back his eyes and walked in the direction of the sofa, only smiling.

"We'll come out for dinner when you take a rest. Isn't sang Yan going for a week?" Zhong Siqiao said, "well, after you fall in love, he takes up all your time. I haven't seen you for a long time

Wen Yifan said in a low voice, "OK."

"What's the matter with your tone?" Zhong Siqiao joked, "Sang Yan just left one day, you miss him, ah, I didn't see how sticky you were before."Wen Yifan still smiles and doesn't speak.

Soon Zhong Siqiao felt something was wrong and asked, "well, what's the matter. Don't you always have a few words to say to me? Why don't you say anything today? Did you quarrel with him? "

Wen Yifan was silent for a while. He didn't admit it. He just said, "he thinks I won't tell him anything."

"Ah, you really have a serious problem. You can't say anything." Zhong Siqiao said, "but lovers can't get along with each other in this way. This kind of thing once or twice doesn't matter, more times, you two will start to have estrangement

“……” Wen Yifan said blankly, "but I don't say nothing to him."

"Ah?"

Wen Yifan said seriously: "I just don't tell him bad things."

Zhong Siqiao laughs: "that is the same."

“……”

"If you don't say it, the other person won't know why you don't say it. I just feel that maybe it's the relationship between you two, which is less than the degree that you can be honest with him in everything. " Zhong Siqiao said, "if you know it from others in the end, it may be quite disappointing?"

Silence for a moment.

Wen Yifan's voice is a little floating: "Qiao Qiao, maybe he has been with Sang Yan for a long time. I've been thinking about one thing lately. "

"What?"

Wen Yifan spoke slowly: "I didn't tell you that I wanted to report to Nantah."

Don't know why she mention this, Zhong Siqiao Leng next: "yes, I still quite wonder how you finally went to Yida, also think we can a school."

"At that time, sang Yan came to ask me when he was volunteering. I promised him I would report to NTU. " Wen Yifan never dared to mention it to anyone, nor did he mention it in front of Sang Yan, "but I -"

"what's the matter?"

Wen Yifan is a little hard to say: "I finally changed my wish."

“……”

Wen Yifan whispered: "I'm very worried that he will care about this."

As soon as you have something you care about, you begin to become weak.

Everything you do is forward-looking and backward looking.

"So I don't dare to mention it to him any more, and I want to accommodate him as much as possible without causing him any trouble." Wen Yifan asked slowly, "did I do it wrong?"

After a long time, Zhong Siqiao asked So why did you change it? "

Wen Yifan didn't answer.

Knowing that it might not be a good thing, Zhong Siqiao didn't ask, "didn't you tell him?"

She whispered.

"I'm still saying that, no matter what the reason is, if you want to go on with him, you have to mention it to him." Zhong Siqiao said, "otherwise it will be a thorn for both of you."

“……”

"Diandian, it's not only said that can cause damage." Zhong Siqiao seriously said, "it's OK to avoid talking about it."

There was silence on the phone.

A few seconds later, Jones sighed, "don't make the same mistake again."

At eight o'clock the next night, Yihe city.

After dinner with Sang Zhi and Duan Jiaxu, sang Yan wanted to go back to Duan Jiaxu's house and have a sleep. He didn't plan to stay with the couple who were tired of falling in love.

However, Sang Zhi insisted on holding him together and arranged him and Duan Jiaxu to be lovers.

Sang Yan felt impatient and ridiculous, so he told Duan Jiaxu to go away, and then he leaned to his position to look at his mobile phone.

Sang Yan missed the plane the day before yesterday. He could only buy the plane the next afternoon, but he didn't mention it to Wen Yifan. When Wen Yifan sent him a message last night, he was still on the plane.

After getting off the plane, sang Yan saw the news and only received the news that she told her to go to bed earlier. After a whole night, his mobile phone did not move any more.

Today, even at dinner time, sang Yan didn't hear from Wen Yifan.

He stares at their chat interface.

I think of the fire that came to her before Yihe.

Sang Yan's fingertips moved and said, "did you go home?"

the other end didn't come back.

It happened that the movie also started.

Sang Yan waited for a while before he put his cell phone aside and stared at the screen in front of him. He didn't have the interest to see a movie. He couldn't concentrate at all. It took him a long time to realize that it was a 3D movie.

But also lazy to wear 3D glasses.

The sound of the stereo in the cinema was so loud that it hurt my ears. Sang Yan was not affected at all. He felt tired and his eyelids began to droop.

The sleepiness swept in, accompanied by the most gloomy dream.

Sang Yan dreamed of Wen Yifan at the age of 17.

In his dream, Wen Yifan, wearing the uniform of Beiyu united high school, walked along the lane where they had walked many times. I don't know who is following her. She looks scared and helpless.

The next moment, someone behind her pulled her.On her "Uncle" extremely obscene smile.

Her appearance is all defensive, subconsciously want to break away.

But I can't get rid of it at all.

It was so quiet that there was no one else in the world except the two of them. For example, no matter how much she calls for help, she will only maintain the current situation and no one will help her.

The picture turns.

Wen Yifan was sitting on the bed alone, and the light was extremely dim. It's like when she's alone in the living room after every sleepwalk. She wrapped herself in the quilt and lowered her eyes, tears dropping down.

The door panel was pounded heavily from the outside, making a huge crash.

……

The next moment, sang Yan was suddenly awakened.

He slowly opened his eyes, and Sang Zhi slightly unnatural face: "brother, go."

Sang Yan subconsciously lights up the mobile phone and looks at it, but there is still no reply. He was still in a trance. He made a careless hum and stood up.

The three got on the bus again.

Sang Yan sat in the back seat and looked out of the window. His mind was occupied by his dream. Although according to the various traces of this period, he gradually summed up an answer.

But he didn't want to believe it at all.

In that memory, what sang Yan remembers most clearly is the cruel words Wen Yifan said at the last time.

Those words that trample his self-esteem on the bottom of his feet.

He never thought there would be another reason.

But he would rather not.

He would rather be.

He liked the girl for so many years. At the beginning, just because he couldn't stand his entanglement, just because of such a reason, he would try his best to stay away from him.

Just don't like him.

He didn't want another reason.

I don't want to say that in those years, she didn't live well at all.

The car drove to the gate of ihe university unconsciously.

Sang Yan looked at the familiar school gate and slowly lost his mind. I think of what she said some time ago when she knew she was coming to see Sang Zhi.

"She's a little girl over there. It's really hard to let go."

Sang Yan murmured unconsciously: "I'd better go back."

Sangzhi didn't hear clearly. He turned back and asked, "what?"

"You two go on a date," Sang Yan said faintly, looking back at his cell phone. "I'm back in Nanwu."

It's nearly ten o'clock at the airport.

Sang Yan went to the ticket office to queue up and was about to ask if there was any ticket back to Nanwu when his mobile phone suddenly rang. He pauses, takes out the mobile phone from the pocket, sees the caller ID is "warm frost falls".

His spirit was obviously relaxed and he came out of the team and picked up the phone.

"Home?"

"Ah." Wen Yifan said softly, "not yet."

"When do you get off work?"

“……”

Silence for a moment.

That end of Wen Yifan suddenly asked: "Sang Yan, are you free now?"

"Well?"

"Can I come to you? I've just got off the plane now, "pauses for a few seconds, and Wen Yifan adds," at Yihe airport. "