Chapter 67

Last time, it was eight years ago that Wen Yifan flew to Yihe from Nanwu.

The day after Beiyu and sang Yan met, Wen Yifan took the high-speed railway back to Nanwu and went to Zhao Yuandong to take all the money and certificates that Wen Liangzhe had left for her. After that, she did not stay in these two cities.

I went to Yihe by plane alone.

At this moment, Wen Yifan's mood was completely different from that at that time.

Wen Yifan sat by the window of the plane. She had nothing else to do, staring out of the window, thinking about how to tell sang Yan about her coming after she got off the plane.

I don't know if it will affect him.

It's already dark outside. Dark and thick clouds can be seen in the distance. Down there are large night scenes and red light bands. The cabin was quiet, the light was dim, and someone could be heard talking.

It's like a long, endless journey.

Wen Yifan suddenly wants to know.

Once upon a time, when sang Yan took the high-speed railway from Nanwu to Beiyu to see her, what kind of mood did he hold.

Also like her now, do you feel nervous and expectant?

Looking forward to seeing him.

But he was afraid. He didn't want to see himself.

The temperature of the air conditioner in the plane is a little low. Wen Yifan subconsciously pulls up the blanket. Alone in the vehicle, she has no sense of security, even if nothing to do, she does not intend to sleep. Wen Yifan looks out of the window again.

Maybe it's decided to let him tell the whole story. Wen Yifan's mood is more stable than any previous time.

She gently pursed her lower lip, trying to smooth out all the things at that time. She was gradually drawn into that period by the night and mood, and she didn't want to recall any more.

……

Wen Yifan moved to Beiyu with his uncle's family in the second semester of high school.

At first, everything was no different from that in Nanwu. Nothing more than, from a familiar city to another strange city.

At that time, Wen Yifan didn't care much about it.

She felt helpless, but she knew there was no way. She just wants to improve her grades and get into a better university. I also hope that time can pass faster.

She can take college entrance examination faster, grow up faster, and make money through her own ability.

End this life quickly.

For Wen Yifan, although the days at that time were oppressive and painful.

But there is still hope for her.

I think as long as I get through this period of time, everything will be fine.

Everything has changed since she went to senior three.

That year, Che Xingde moved to Beiyu from another city. He has no job, no money, and can only live on his sister. Since then, I have been living in my uncle's house.

From the first time we met, Wen Yifan had no affection for her so-called "Uncle".

Wen Yifan is a very slow person, and his sensitivity to various emotions is slower than others. But she always felt that his eyes were very strange, his words were greasy and obscene, with extremely bad meaning.

She's not very expressive.

I don't know if this is her illusion.

At first, Che Xingde didn't do anything too much.

Before he found a job, chexingde stayed at home almost every day. He would often sit next to Wen Yifan, or touch her body by taking something.

Once or twice, Wen Yifan can still feel that it is an accident, and she also feels that something is wrong.

Wen Yifan has been well protected since she was a child. She has never encountered such a thing. How should she deal with it. Several times, when Zhao Yuandong called her, Wen Yifan's words were on his lips, but he couldn't say them at all.

This is a very difficult thing for girls of that age.

Fortunately, the third year of senior high school has a heavy academic burden, and the school agrees that the third year of senior high school students can stay in the school for self-study on weekends.

Wen Yifan simply reduced the number of times he went home and stayed at school for a long time. If it wasn't for holidays, the school wouldn't let students stay in school, she wouldn't even take the initiative to go back to her uncle's house.

After the end of the first semester of senior three.

Wen Yifan entered her last winter vacation in high school. In fact, it took less than two weeks, but it was at that time that Che Xingde's behavior intensified.

Wen Yifan couldn't bear it any more, so he had to mention it to Che Yanqin once.

Che Yanqin didn't care about it at all. She just said that her mind was too sensitive, so she didn't want to think about anything irrelevant and make a fuss about it.

Before mentioning, Wen Yifan didn't think Che Yanqin could stand on her side. She simply mentioned this matter with Zhao Yuandong, which means that she wants to rent an apartment outside.

Zhao Yuandong also felt worried, but she was not sure that she was living outside by herself. In the end, she only told Wen Yifan that she would talk about it with Che Yanqin.But there is no follow-up.

Seems to be aware of Wen Yifan's evasion and forbearance.

Che Xingde was extremely rampant and began to try to pry the door lock of her room in the middle of the night. Occasionally, she would take advantage of the drunken state and slap her door hard, pretending to go to the wrong room.

Wen Yifan warned him several times, but it had no effect.

All he got was the more arrogant clapping on the door.

Whenever that happens.

Wen Yifan only looks forward to the arrival of three o'clock in the morning.

Wen Liangxian and Che Yanqin opened a barbecue stand together. It's open until 2:30 a.m. every night, and it takes half an hour to walk home. They get home at about three in the morning.

Che Xingde is afraid of Wen Liangxian.

With Wen Liangxian, he will be restrained and dare not do things so openly.

Although there is a door lock, although Wen Yifan back to the room will put the desk in front of the door, she still has no sense of security. She began to hide scissors and art knives under her pillow. When she was at home, she didn't dare to go to bed until three in the morning.

I'm afraid that chexingde will break in when she doesn't notice it.

This kind of day continues until the end of the college entrance examination.

During this period, Wen Yifan called Zhao Yuandong several times. Zhao Yuandong always means that Zheng Kejia is gradually accepting her. After she persuades her for a while, Wen Yifan should be able to move back.

After the results come out.

When Wen Yifan was preparing to fill in the application form, Zhao Yuandong also asked her to fill in the Nanwu University.

It means to let Wen Yifan get closer and take care of her later.

Although Zhao Yuandong was temporarily placed in her uncle's home because of her new family. But in many things, Wen Yifan is still very dependent on her. She just wanted to get out of the present life and let it go.

She also wants to try and get along with her new family.

Therefore, Wen Yifan agreed to Zhao Yuandong's words.

Because for her.

Except for Beiyu, the rest of the city is not very different to her.

Plus.

Wen Yifan thought that sang Yan was also in Nanwu.

He may prefer to stay in this city.

The week when you start to fill in your application.

Sang Yan sent her several short messages one after another, all asking about her volunteer work.

For fear that he would sign up for a school he didn't want to sign up for, Wen Yifan tried to ask him which one he wanted to sign up for, but he never mentioned it. Finally, she could only tell him clearly that she would apply to Nanwu University.

She will go back to Nanwu.

The pain of these two years is just the past.

They don't need to be two cities apart.

Wen Yifan doesn't need to ask him to come across a city to find her every time.

After that, they can meet every day.

You can go back to being a little bit higher.

All the days seem to be getting better.

Until the deadline of the college entrance examination.

In the early morning of that day, Wen Yifan was the only one at home. During that time, Che Xingde found a job and was away from home several days a week. She didn't know the working hours of Che Xingde and was not sure whether he would come back today.

Before three o'clock, Wen Yifan did not dare to sleep.

Wen Yifan sends a text message to Sang Yan with his mobile phone and pays attention to the time of the alarm clock on the bedside cabinet.

Sang Yan: [I'll come to you tomorrow, OK? 】

after thinking about it, Wen Yifan said, "I'm going to Nanwu in a while. Don't come here. 】

sang Yan: [when? 】

Wen Yifan: [when the admission notice arrives, we have to go back to school to get it. 】

sang Yan: [it's more than July. 】

after a while.

Sang Yan sent another one: "I'll come over the day the admission result comes out. 】

Che Xingde didn't come back until 1:30 a.m.

Wen Yifan thinks Che Xingde may not come back, but he is a little uneasy, like a mountain rain is coming. She lay on the bed, chatting with Sang Yan, and then she began to feel sleepy.

She forced her eyelids and tried to stay up until three o'clock in the morning. In the end, she was sleepy.

I just think that's the point.

After a while, uncle should be home.

After that, Wen Yifan was awakened by the sound of the door.

This time, the sound from the door lock is no longer the metal sound of being pried, but the click of being opened by the key. She opened her eyes and saw in the darkness that the desk in front of the door had fallen because the door had opened.

Wen Yifan raised his eyes and then faced Che Xingde.

Che Xingde shook the key in his hand with one finger, laughing obscene and} people. He was a little fat. As soon as he came in, he threw the key away and pressed it on her, with the smell of sweat and wine.

Extremely strong, with the strength of the gap between men and women to suppress her.

Wen Yifan wakes up in an instant and can feel that he pulls the quilt off her body. His intention is very obvious. He tugs at her hair with one hand and tries to pull her pants down with the other.She screamed uncontrollably and began to cry for help as she struggled.

At that moment, Wen Yifan felt that he was separated from his body and became a bystander. She saw herself resist frantically. She felt the scissors under her pillow and stabbed chexingde irrationally.

Che Xingde retreated in pain, then quickly jumped up again and snatched the scissors from her hand.

"The whore of * *"

Wen Yifan red eyes, body back, again from under the pillow touch art knife. Her body was so tight that she was on guard. She controlled the trembling in her voice and said, "you're going to jail like this."

Che Xingde laughed: "do you dare to call the police?"

“……”

"Let people know that you've been raped by your uncle?" Che Xingde bahed, "frost falls, it's going to be known. How can you marry out later? It's a shame, a shame, you know? "

Wen Yifan just stared at him as if he didn't hear him.

Lest he should come forward again.

The girl's hair is messy, her skin is white, her lips are red, and her facial features are very gorgeous. Her arms and legs are white and slender, and her whole body is extremely soft. She shrank in the corner like a suckling cat with thorns.

Because of her appearance, Che Xingde's lust surged again: "it's OK, uncle will marry you. Don't go to college, frost falls, to be my uncle's daughter-in-law... "

With that, Che Xingde pressed on Wen Yifan again.

This time, he seemed to have noticed that he had pulled the art knife from her hand. He pulled her trousers down again, and the thick breath sprayed on her again and again.

Wen Yifan is struggling with all his strength.

It's when she feels the most broken, the most powerless, the most desperate.

She also felt that she was the dirtiest and wanted to die like this.

The room was extremely dark.

The curtain was half open, but at that moment, Wen Yifan felt that he could no longer see the light.

She wanted to die right away.

If you live in this world, you have to bear this kind of thing.

Then she would rather not live.

As chexingde pressed her hands and pushed her clothes up.

The sound came from the porch.

With tears in his eyes, Wen Yifan seems to be aware of something and stares at the clock on the bedside table.

Three in the morning.

Wen Yifan's empty eyes began to light up, and he began to ask for help again. Because of a long time of shouting, her voice became hoarse, with a cry: "uncle! Help me

Che Xingde stopped and swore a dirty word.

Then the light in the living room came on.

Wen Liangxian's voice came: "what's the matter?"

Che Yanqin also said: "frost falls, what are you arguing about this big night?"

when you see the scene in the room, Che Yanqin instantly stops.

Wen Liangxian has been dissatisfied with Che Xingde for a long time. Seeing this situation, he suddenly became angry. He came up and pulled Che Xingde under the bed and yelled, "what are you doing? You don't know how old the child is! "

Out of hell, Wen Yifan immediately covers her body with a quilt. She lowers her head and stares at the blood on her hands, which was stained when she cut Che Xingde's hands with scissors.

With all her strength, she choked back her tears.

She would never shed half a tear for such scum.

Absolutely not.

"No, brother-in-law." Che Xingde explained, "I've drunk too much. I just came in and didn't do anything..."

Smell speech, car wild goose Qin relaxed tone, come to advise: "husband, this is not what didn't happen?"? You don't have to be that big. Tak Tsai just drank too much and didn't know what happened... "

Before she finished, Wen Yifan said, "I want to call the police."

“……”

"What are you talking about? Call the police Che Yanqin frowned, "your uncle has drunk too much. Don't you think you are still well dressed? It's a shame to be heard by the neighborhood. "

Wen Liangxian wanted to face so much that he was afraid of being known to take care of his niece like this: "ah Jiang, it's ok if you have nothing to do. Uncle will give you an account, but there's no need to go out of the house. "

Wen Yifan raised his head.

Eyes from Che Yanqin and Wen Liangxian's face across, and then set in Che Xingde that slightly proud face. She remembered what he had just said. She was calm and trembling. She repeated, "I want to call the police."

“……”

"Do you have a conscience! You want your uncle in jail, don't you Che Yanqin was on fire. "He was drunk and went to the wrong room. What's more, you are afraid that others will not gossip about you in the future - "

Wen Yifan interrupts her:" whatever. "

“……”

"I don't care what others say," said Wen Yifan, turning to his mobile phone from the side and calling 110. His action was rigid and mechanical. "It doesn't matter how others pass on me. I just need to call the police."Smell speech, car Xingde want to grab her mobile phone, but the end of the mobile phone has been connected.

Wen Yifan sits on the bed, his body trembles uncontrollably, trying to calm down and tell the truth.

Che Xingde immediately looked at Che Yanqin, and his expression was a little flustered.

Che Yanqin comforted: "it's OK."

With that, Wen Yifan no longer looks at the other three, his hands are still shaking, and he begins to call Zhao Yuandong.

Maybe she was still sleeping. After half a minute, Zhao Yuandong picked it up.

"Ah Jiang?"

Wen Yifan's nose was sour. When he heard her voice, he forced his tears to fall at this time. Without waiting for her to make a sound, Che Yanqin came to help her grab her mobile phone and sneered: "Zhao Yuandong, look at the good daughter you brought out!"

“……”

"I'll take care of your children, and the result is! She wants to put my brother in jail now. I tell you, if you don't solve this problem for me today, don't think about it! " Che Yanqin said, "what did my brother do? He got drunk and went to the wrong room! Nothing! Your daughter wants to make him a rape! What a dark experience

Che Yanqin seemed very angry and scolded herself for a long time.

Wen Yifan doesn't have the strength to get his cell phone back.

After a while, Che Yanqin threw the mobile phone back to her.

Wen Yifan stares at the screen that is still on the phone, and suddenly doesn't dare to listen. Think of the last time, I want to let Zhao Yuandong back to her, she did not even listen to the reaction of hang up.

She clenched her fist and slowly pressed the phone to her ear.

Please, mom.

Please.

I'm begging you.

Please help me.

Don't leave me behind any more.

The next moment, the voice of Zhao Yuandong was very embarrassed: "ah Jiang, is there any misunderstanding? Your eldest aunt said that her brother is not like that Don't think too much about it. In two days, my mother will come - "

Wen Yifan cut off the phone without listening any more.

It's hard to describe Wen Yifan's mood at that moment with words.

She didn't know she had that side.

At that moment.

She just wanted the world to die.

……

That early morning in chaos.

Wen Yifan and Che Xingde were taken away by the police. She described the whole night and all the events of the year. After that, she didn't go back to her uncle's house and lived in the home of a policewoman.

The policewoman sympathized with her experience, gave her psychological counseling, and also mentioned that she could live as long as she wanted.

The policewoman has a daughter, Chen Xi, who happens to be Wen Yifan's companion. The intersection of the two at school is not much, but Chen Xi's character is very easy to get along with, not to mention what happened to her.

Just talking to her about all kinds of messy topics.

In the evening, Chen Xi was talking to her, and suddenly jumped up and ran to the room: "by the way, I'll change my volunteer, I don't want to choose human resources! Damn, what time is it

Hearing the word "volunteer", Wen Yifan's eyelids moved.

I think of the Nanwu university I chose because of Zhao Yuandong's proposal.

I think of what Zhao Yuandong said on the phone not long ago.

She lowered her head and looked at the red mark on her hand pinched by Che Xingde.

Before long, Wen Yifan also got up and went into Chen Xi's room.

At this time, Chen Xizheng was sitting at his desk and just turned on the computer. Yu Guang noticed Wen Yifan's figure. She turned her head and asked with a smile, "what's the matter?"

Wen Yifan staring at the computer screen: "Chen Xi, can I use your computer?"

"Yes." Chen Xishuang said quickly, "what are you doing?"

The room was quiet for a few seconds.

The light in Wen Yifan's eyes seemed to disappear, and he said in a soft voice, "I want to change my wish."

……

For some time, Wen Yifan stayed with Chen Xi's family.

Although separated from Che Xingde, Wen Yifan still couldn't sleep until three in the morning. She is extremely insecure and always wakes up when she falls asleep, feeling that someone is pressing on her.

I feel out of breath every day.

Wen Yifan doesn't want to contact anyone. He shrinks in his shell every day. He only listens to the instructions of the policewoman and goes to the police station to make up a confession when he has something to do.

But because Wen Yifan's body has no traces of infringement, and there is no evidence, plus Wen Liangxian and Che Yanqin are speaking for Che Xingde. In the end, Che Xingde did not receive much punishment, but was detained for a few days.

This is a big stir in Beiyu.

All in pass, there is a family uncle to his niece to rape.

Wen Yifan is at Chen Xi's house every day and doesn't know about these things. She couldn't eat, couldn't sleep, felt the pain of the day, and lost weight at the speed visible to the naked eye.She felt that there was something wrong with the sign.

Wen Yifan doesn't want to take care of these things any more.

She didn't want to stay in this place any more, and she didn't want to think about anything.

She just wants to wait for the admission result to come out quickly, get the admission notice, and then leave the city.

It's a long way from these things.

During that time, Wen Yifan was in a muddle.

She doesn't communicate with the outside world. Her mobile phone has been turned off for a long time. The longest thing she does every day is to be in a daze in the corner.

Wen Yifan feels strange.

Some time ago, I thought the dawn was coming.

Mingming also felt that life was moving towards the good side.

But now, she can't control her negative energy.

Every day I think about the idea that comes out of my mind when Che Xingde is pressing on me.

I think about death every day.

Admission results out of that week, Beiyu continued to rain for several days.

That day, after checking the admission results, Chen Xi was very happy and hugged her excitedly: "great, my boyfriend and I have been admitted to the same school, we can go to the same university!"

That moment.

Wen Yifan's thoughts broke away from the darkness.

It suddenly occurred to her that she had forgotten something.

She and sang Yan have an appointment to go to the same university.

But she forgot.

She changed her mind.

She didn't tell sonyan.

When this idea comes up, Wen Yifan's mood is still very calm. For example, she felt that this should be a natural result. After a long time, she stood up and took out the mobile phone she hadn't taken out in this period of time. Press and hold to power on.

Jump out of a pile of unread messages and calls.

Sang Yan sent her dozens of messages during this period.

The latest one came an hour ago.

Sang Yan: [I'll go to you. 】

Wen Yifan watched for a long time.

Noticed her absence, next to Chen Xi interrupted her attention: "what's the matter with you?"

Wen Yifan raised his head: "I'll go out."

"Ah?" This is the first time in half a month that Wen Yifan offered to go out. Chen Xi was a little surprised. "What's the matter? Where are you going? Shall I go with you? "

Wen Yifan laughed: "no, I'll meet a friend."

Chen Xi: "OK."

Wen Yifan got up, went to the entrance, opened the door, and then came Chen Xi's voice: "ah! By the way, Ivan, it's raining outside. Take an umbrella and go out

With that, Chen Xi ran over and put an umbrella in her hand.

She looked at Chen Xi and said in a low voice, "thank you."

"Thank you Chen Xi laughs, "have fun with your friends."

Hearing this, Wen Yifan was silent for a few seconds before he said, "OK."

Wen Yifan went out of the door.

It was already half dark outside, and the rain was not big, like a thin needle. It's silent when it comes down. In front of the fog is very heavy, the cement ground is also deep and shallow.

Thinking about where sang Yan usually gets off, Wen Yifan goes to his uncle's house.

Just came to the alley, Wen Yifan met Che Xingde again. Like did not expect to meet her, he Leng under, and then again grabbed her arm, like a successful villain: "Yo, frost ah."

“……” Wen Yifan's pain rose again, and he broke away from his hand.

"Call the police, right? You said you called the police. Which one of us will lose more? I have nothing to do. What else have you been told? " Maybe it's because after several days in the detention center, Che Xingde's eyebrows and eyes gradually became more and more fierce, "and I can't blame it all, can I? You look like a man who wears short sleeve shorts at home every day. You just want to hook up - "

before he finishes, sang Yan suddenly appears from behind Che Xingde and is pulled away by his hand.

His face was very angry and he punched chexingde hard in the face. After that, sang Yan put his knee to his stomach. It seemed that he lost his sense and had great strength.

There was a loud crash.

Che Xingde had no room to fight back, so he was beaten and began to beg for mercy.

Wen Yifan came back. She didn't want sang Yan to get involved in these things, and she didn't want him to pull his wrist and go in another direction because he was in trouble.

Sang Yan followed her: "who is that man?"

Wen Yifan didn't look back: "I don't know."

They went on.

Sang Yan said, "are you ok?"

Wen Yifan whispered.

"The temperature and frost are falling. If it's so late in the future, don't come down ahead of time." Because of the man just now, sang Yan couldn't help saying, "I'll go directly to your downstairs to find you."

Wen Yifan didn't speak.

"Are you busy these days?" Noticing that something was wrong with her, sang Yan stopped for two seconds. "I can't get in touch with you all the time. What's the matter?""No, my cell phone is broken." Wen Yifan raised his umbrella a little higher to help him keep out the rain, "Why are you here?"

"Ah." Sang Yan took over the umbrella in her hand and said naturally, "didn't we agree before? I'll come over when the admission result comes out."

“……”

Unconsciously, they went to the alley.

There was no one inside, and the street lamp was dark. It could be seen that a few flying ants were flying by. The sound of rain, in this hot and dry summer, seems to bring a bit of coolness.

Maybe she felt that the man just affected her mood. Sang Yan said more than usual: "the result of my admission has come out, software engineering of NTU. Your grades are a little lower than mine, but your major should also be full of... "

Wen Yifan looked at the young man in front of him, as if he had heard his words, and as if he had not heard a word.

The words of Che Xingde echoed in his mind.

It's a shame, a shame, you know

Over and over again.

Bitch.

**。

These words.

Wen Yifan can't imagine what he felt at that time.

I just remember that she didn't mind letting anyone know about it at that time, even if it didn't matter how others spread it.

But she didn't want Sanyan to know.

Not half a cent.

She didn't want to show any flaws.

I don't know how to explain it, so he won't have any doubt.

She could only think of using cruel words to defeat him.

Wen Yifan doesn't want sang Yan to be like this.

It always takes time to run so far, just to see her.

It's her fault.

Whatever the reason.

After all, it's just that she forgot.

There's no need for sang Yan to take on this.

People like her can't afford to be treated like him.

They should have broken it earlier.

The last time she told him to stop bothering himself on the phone, they should have finished.

It should have been. It's over.

Wen Yifan suddenly interrupted him: "Sang Yan."

"Well?"

"I didn't report to NTU."

Hearing this, sang Yan's eyes stopped. It seemed that he didn't understand her. After several seconds, he pulled up his lips and laughed, "are you kidding me?"

Wen Yifan's tone is very serious: "No."

“……”

After observing Wen Yifan's expression for half a day, sang Yan realized that she was telling the truth. After a while, he asked, "what did you report?"

Wen Yifan said truthfully, "it's better to be big."

"Why."

“……”

Sang Yan stares at her, the Adam's apple glides slowly, the tone is a little difficult: "why did you report to Yida?"

Wen Yifan forced himself to look at him. At that moment, she couldn't think of any other reasons for her changing her wish, so she said, "I have an appointment with someone else."

"What about me." Sang Yan seemed to feel ridiculous, looking at her, "don't you have anything to say to me?"

Wen Yifan pursed his lips without making a sound.

It's too quiet in the alley.

Sang Yan looked at her in silence, as if waiting for her reply. After a good film moment, he gently closed his eyes, and for the first time opened the distance between them with a name: "Wen Yifan, am I your spare tire?"

"If you want to think that way, you can," Wen Yifan looked up, only felt that the young man in front of him was clean to the extreme, and should not be mixed with such a person as her. "The admission results have come out, and it's good for you to stay in Nanwu."

"If you don't want to, you can tell me directly." Sang Yan's voice was very light. "There's no need to use this way."

"Then I'll say it directly, sang Yan. I just hate it very much," Wen Yifan said calmly. "I don't like you coming to Beiyu all the time, and I'm tired of coming out to meet you every time."

“……”

"Beiyu is near Nanwu. Can I go to a far place?" Wen Yifan didn't blink an eye and finished all his words. "I'll come to Yihe in the future. I hope you don't come to me like now."

That's probably the most cruel thing that Wen Yifan has said to others since he was so old.

She didn't think it would be sonyan.

Sangyan's eyelashes and hair tips were stained with water, and most of his coat was wet. His eyes were dark, and he could not see the emotion. His lips moved, but he didn't say a word.

I don't know if it's the sound of water drops coming from there.

Click.

Like the sound of tears falling.

I don't know how long it took.

Sang Yan seemed to have guessed something and pulled the corner of his lip: "so during this period of time, you don't return my news because of this?"Wen Yifan: "well."

"Wen Yifan." Sang Yan finally called her, and the Adam's apple slipped down again, as if he was restraining his emotion. He slowly lowered his head and said to himself, "I'm not that bad either."

Wen Yifan's throat is astringent. He moves away from his sight and doesn't look at him any more.

A few seconds later.

Like to maintain the last decent, sang Yan still laughed: "don't worry, I won't pester you."

After that, neither of them spoke again.

As usual, sang Yan continued to take her downstairs. He handed the umbrella back to Wen Yifan, as if he wanted to say something, but he didn't say anything. He looked at her in a low voice: "I'm going."

Wen Yifan made a sound.

He took a few steps.

And back: "goodbye."

With that, sang Yan turned and walked in the direction of the alley.

His back was thin and tall, and his back was straight when he walked, as if he had never bent over for anyone.

I didn't look back.

Just like that young man who stood by the water fountain and called her "Xuemei" arrogantly.

Wen Yifan stood quietly in the same place, watching him come here from another city full of expectation, but left her vision with such a gesture.

In a trance, Wen Yifan has an illusion.

The rain seems to have brought invisible power, bit by bit hit him, but also his inherent pride inch by inch poured out.

She looked a little stupefied, staring at the umbrella in her hand, and walked forward uncontrollably.

Then, Wen Yifan saw him completely disappear in the rain.

In that long and dark alley that seems to have no end.

Wen Yifan stopped, his eyes gradually turned red, and said in a soft voice, "goodbye."

Goodbye.

My dear boy.

I hope you have a good life.

I hope you will never meet someone like me again.

Since then.

Is still that year, high spirited and proud dazzling youth.

Wen Yifan took his luggage and got off the plane.

According to Sang Yan's position on the phone, Wen Yifan finds her at the exit. Her nervousness rose at the moment, and she walked over: "Why are you at the airport?"

Sang Yan took the luggage in her hand and said casually, "I was going back."

“……”

"Let's go." Sang Yan went on, "find a hotel first."

Wen Yifan followed up, staring at his empty other hand and holding it hesitantly.

Sang Yan looked at her and held her hand.

"I only saw you didn't take your luggage when I turned over the trunk yesterday," Wen Yifan said in a low voice, licking his lips. "My director just gave me a three-day leave. I'll come here and bring your clothes by the way."

Sang Yan said softly.

After they got out of the airport.

Sang Yancai found that since when, it has been raining outside. He paused and looked at Wen Yifan: "you wait here. I'll go inside and buy an umbrella."

Wen Yifan nodded.

She stared at sang Yan's back, and after a while she took her eyes back.

Then, Wen Yifan looks at the scattered rain outside. Before long, she noticed a man wearing a black T-shirt, tall and thin, who ignored the rain and went directly to the direction of the airport bus.

Recalling that memory again, Wen Yifan's appearance is in a trance, subconsciously wants to follow the past.

The next moment, sang Yan pulled her back from behind: "where are you going?"

Wen Yifan came back to see him.

Sang Yan frowned: "tell you to wait for me here."

Wen Yifan looked dull and called him: "Sang Yan."

Sang Yan: "how?"

"I'm sorry," Wen Yifan looked at him. After so many years, he mentioned to him again what happened in those years. "At that time, I should have given you my umbrella."

Sang Yan didn't respond: "what?"

The regret of late comes into her bones, and Wen Yifan lowers his head to finish his words with trembling.

“… I shouldn't have let you go back in the rain like that. "