Chapter 68

Aware of her tone, sang Yan leaned over and held her chin up. His eye color is like a bit of paint, looking at it as if he didn't understand her words: "when?" "The college entrance examination results come out," Wen Yifan and his eyebrows on, the voice is light and slow, "you come to Beiyu to find me that day."

“……” Maybe I didn't expect that it was such an answer. Sang Yan's look was a little bit dull, and his expression didn't show emotion. After a few seconds, he gently pulled the corners of his lips and said lazily, "it rained that day?"

Wen Yifan didn't make a sound, just nodded.

"I'm sorry if I get wet." Sang Yan's hand moved up and pinched her face. As if he didn't take the matter seriously, his eyebrows were frivolous. "I'm a big man. What's the matter with the rain? It's not so delicate. "

Wen Yifan's throat is astringent and looks at him quietly.

Sang Yan's tone is idle: "how to treat your object as a flower all day."

“……”

"Let's go," Sang Yan did not continue the topic, opened his umbrella and asked, "have you had dinner yet?"

Wen Yifan followed him: "had a plane meal."

"That's enough?" Sang Yan said, "eat later."

"Good."

In the past two days, they didn't get in touch with each other very much. The only conversation they had was through wechat. In addition, their last conversation was not pleasant, and the atmosphere was a little uncomfortable at the moment.

Wen Yifan couldn't help peeping at him: "are we going to Yida now?"

Sang Yan made a sound.

Including college and work, Wen Yifan stayed in the city for six years.

Although she has been away for two years, she is still familiar with the city: "you can take the airport bus there. There are direct buses. However, the two of us took a taxi directly to Yida. Before we finished, Wen Yifan noticed that sang Yan was leading the way. Her voice choked and said, "Oh, you just came from there. You should know the way..."

Sang Yan: "well, let's stop the car."

Wen Yifan: "good."

They got into a taxi parked at the edge of the airport.

Wen Yifan got on the bus first, sat in the inner seat, and reported to the driver for "Yihe University". The next moment, sang Yan also got on the bus. After glancing at her, he habitually came to fasten her seat belt.

Then he sat back.

Wen Yifan looked in his direction.

Maybe she was aware of her eyes. Soon, sang Yan pulled the seat belt and tied it on himself.

Seeing this, Wen Yifan remembered the conversation between them in the car the day she was drunk. She licked her lower lip and took the initiative to chat with him in a voice: "how about only in Yihe?"

This words seem to make sang Yan think of something, voice cool: "very good."

Wen Yifan said with concern, "have you made up with her?"

Previously, Wen Yifan overheard sang Yan calling Sang Zhi.

The content of the conversation is that Sang Zhi found a postgraduate boyfriend in Yihe and stayed in school for the summer vacation. They had a quarrel, and then a long cold war.

"What about her boyfriend?" Wen Yifan was a little curious and asked, "have you seen it?"

“……” After a long time, sang Yan said, "see you."

Wen Yifan said: "how about people?"

Sang Yan: "you've seen photos."

The light in the car was dim, so Wen Yifan couldn't see sang Yan's face clearly. She had never seen sang Yan take the initiative to show her a picture of a man, a little confused: "when?"

This time sang Yan said the name directly: "Duan Jiaxu."

“……” After a long time of reaction, Wen Yifan came to the conclusion speciously, "is it your roommate? It's just your gossip girl. "

Sang Yan said casually.

Wen Yifan asked again, "so is your roommate now a graduate student in Ihu?"

Sang Yan sneered.

"I remember," Wen Yifan recalled that he was at home before and called Duan Jiaxu several times, "didn't you ask him to take care of your sister before?"

It's like a steady stream of knife mending at sangyan's chest. He didn't speak and looked in her direction again.

Wen Yifan didn't understand and looked back at him blankly. Before long, she gradually figured out a situation from it: "didn't they tell you? You came here to find out. "

Sonyan still looked at her.

Wen Yifan thought of the reason why they quarreled before he came to Yihe.

It's also because I didn't tell him and kept him in the dark. As a result, he flew over to Yihe for several hours and got the same treatment from his roommate and sister

She was silent at once.

There was silence in the car again.

After a while, sang Yan took the initiative to say: "pick a hotel."

Wen Yifan raised his eyes.

Sang Yan: "didn't you help me choose a few before?"“……” This is what Wen Yifan said to Sang Yan in the car at that time. She thought he didn't listen at all. She quickly nodded and pulled out her cell phone from her pocket. "Then you can see which one you like."

Sang Yan went through her favorites, picked one at random, and returned her cell phone.

Wen Yifan: "this family?"

Sang Yan: "well."

In the room type, Wen Yifan hesitated for a long time, then chose a double bed standard room: "then I ordered one?"

Sonyan looked at her immediately.

Afraid that he would not like to, Wen Yifan added: "two beds."

Sang Yan's eyes were meaningful. After a while, he said, "OK."

After booking the hotel, Wen Yifan reported the name of the hotel to the driver and asked him to drive directly to the downstairs of the hotel.

Sang Yan side head, eyes down, stopped in her pants covered thigh: "with medicine?"

Wen Yifan did not respond: "what medicine?"

"Leg injury."

Wen Yifan said, "I forgot."

Sang Yan nodded and did not speak again.

When approaching the destination, sang Yan looked out of the window and suddenly asked the driver to stop. Later, they got out of the car directly in this area. Wen Yifan is a little at a loss: "how to get down here?"

Sang Yan opened his umbrella and motioned with his eyes: "go to buy medicine."

Following his eyes, Wen Yifan raised his eyes and noticed that there was a drugstore next to him.

Out of the drugstore, the two walked side by side in the direction of the hotel.

Wen Yifan droops his head and stares at his empty hand. She is not used to such a state, palm slightly closed some, and open: "Sang Yan."

Sang Yan looked ahead and said, "hmm?"

Wen Yifan whispered: "why don't you lead me."

“……” Sang Yan stopped and looked at her. "I'm not going to take my luggage and umbrella. I have no hands."

"I'll take the luggage, OK?" Wen Yifan said seriously, "I want you to lead me."

Sang Yan stares at her. After three seconds of silence, he suddenly lowers his head and laughs. His eyebrows and eyes spread out, and the pear vortex on his lips was also looming: "warm frost falls, what do you say?"

The stiff atmosphere seemed to disappear with her words and change back to what it used to be.

Wen Yifan was stunned. Only then did she realize that she was being coquettish, a little hot and nervous. She maintained her composure and pretended that her request was reasonable.

"Oh." Sang Yan picked his eyebrows, dragged his tone, and said, "so when you come to Yihe, you just want to come and hold my hand."

“……”

Then sang Yan handed her the umbrella: "take it."

Wen Yifan took it subconsciously.

Sang Yan reminded: "take it with that hand, or how can I hold it?"

Wen Yifan obediently changed his hand.

The next moment, sang Yan took her hand and squeezed it in the palm of her hand. His hands are warm and broad, and his strength is strong, but it doesn't hurt her. I just feel safe.

Wen Yifan is a head shorter than him. It's a little difficult to hold the umbrella in this position. She noticed sang Yan's expression and thought to herself that he seemed to like being coquettish.

Fortunately, the drugstore is not far from the hotel they ordered. It's less than five minutes' walk. The two entered the nine o'clock gate, took out their ID cards and went to the front desk to check in.

In this gap, sang Yan suddenly asked: "why don't you tell me before you come here?"

Wen Yifan honest answer: "I'm afraid you won't let me come."

“……” Sonyan, look at her.

"I'm afraid you don't really want to see me now."

Sang Yan squeezed her hand hard: "say something that people can hear."

After thinking about it, Wen Yifan asked politely, "why do you want to go back all of a sudden?"

Sang Yan: "see you don't return the news."

"Because I'm on the plane..."

"I know. Remember to tell me next time." Sang Yan rubbed her head hard and said slowly, "otherwise, if you call me later, I will fly back to Nanwu."

“……”

After they got the room card, they took the elevator to their room.

Sang Yan put down his luggage and glanced at the time on his watch: "do you want to eat out, or order a takeout?"

Once in the room, Wen Yifan didn't want to move: "order takeout."

"All right." Sang Yan handed her the mobile phone and turned on the air conditioner. "I'll take a bath after ordering. It's time to take medicine."

Wen Yifan listened to Sang Yan's advice and ordered two meals. Then he opened his luggage bag and took out his laundry. She went into the toilet, and gradually began to wander, thinking of her purpose this time.

It's been delayed all the way. I haven't mentioned it yet.

He just mentioned it at the beginning, but at last he pulled the topic apart.

From last night until now, Wen Yifan has been thinking about how to tell him. After the topic, she didn't know how to bring it up again. I just don't think it's a pleasant thing.In any case, it will lead to a heavy atmosphere.

She sighed, more and more nervous and uneasy.

Wen Yifan didn't know what kind of reaction sang Yan would give when he knew.

But she knows.

Sonyan is different from the others.

He must be different.

……

When Ivan came out of the bathroom, the takeout had already arrived.

At this time, sang Yan was sitting on one of the beds, holding a medicine bag in his hand: "come here, apply the medicine before you eat."

Wen Yifan went to sit beside him and watched him take out the medicine bottle and cotton swab from the medicine bag. She lowered her eyes, staring at the red rope on his right wrist, and the little snowflake pendant on it.

She was a little absent-minded.

I think back to Sang Yan's words.

Wen Yifan, can you think about my feelings

Do you think I believe it

Think of Sang Yan's appearance of finishing her trouser legs in silence at last. He bowed his head, slightly bent his back, and his face was extremely flat, but it made people feel his deep sense of powerlessness. It's totally different from what he usually looks like.

Sang Yan took hold of her calf, stared at the wound on her leg and frowned: "touch the water again?"

Wen Yifan said: "ah, I just got it by accident."

Sang Yan's tone is not very good: "don't wash it tomorrow."

“……”

Then sang Yan picked up the swab and wiped the water off her wound again and again. His lips were straight, he was obviously in a bad mood, but his manner was light to the extreme.

It's like I'm afraid a little heavier will hurt her.

Wen Yifan stares at his slightly lowered head, and his palms gradually tighten. He plucks up the courage to say: "Sang Yan, this wound was made a few days ago. I met Che Xingde in the parking lot of my unit that day, who said it was my uncle. "

Hearing the speech, sang Yan raised his eyes: "well."

"In Nanwu, I first saw him years ago. I once worked overtime in the middle of the night, "Wen said." he was the client. He had a drunk driving crash. But nothing happened at that time. Later, I met him in "overtime" with you. "

"Then he may know that I work in Nanwu radio and television, and he has been waiting for me downstairs, but I haven't met him several times."

"That day he wanted me to give him ten thousand yuan. I ignored him, so he grabbed my bag and pushed me." Said these things, Wen Yifan's tone is very calm, "after I called the police, nothing serious."

Sang Yan listened quietly, and his hand did not stop. He gently helped her with the medicine.

After a while.

"I didn't tell you the truth before." Wen Yifan seldom talks to others, and his speaking speed is extremely slow. "After my father died, my stepsister didn't like me very much. And then my mother sent me to my grandmother

"But then my grandmother was not well, so I was sent to my uncle." Wen Yifan said in a low voice, "my uncle's family doesn't like me very much either."

"In high school, we were called parents for the second time because of puppy love. It was my uncle who used to be. I was in a bad mood when I got home that day, so I lost my temper with you on the phone. " Wen Yifan pressed his lower lip hard and didn't dare to look at him. "I'm sorry, but what I said is not true. I don't think you're bothered."

Sonyan's movement stopped.

"After I moved to Beiyu, Che Xingde moved in when I was in senior three." Mentioned here, Wen Yifan's tone became a bit difficult, "that is, he has been harassing me."

Hearing this, sang Yan put down his cotton swab. His Adam's apple rolled gently, and his voice was dumb: "the temperature and frost are falling. If you don't want to talk about it, we won't talk about it."

"No, I don't want to say that," Wen Yifan shook his head and continued, "he came into my room one night in the week when he filled in the application form..."

Wen Yifan bowed his head, his eyes a little empty, and omitted this paragraph: "but nothing serious happened. Because my uncle, they come back at three o'clock in the morning every night, and they come back on time that day. "

Sang Yan closed his eyes and held her in his arms. He couldn't say a word.

He didn't dare to think about it at all.

I don't dare to think about how she came over at that time.

The girl who has no temper, soft personality and is extremely gentle to anyone.

After this kind of thing, how to survive.

"I really applied to NTU at the beginning. I wanted to go to a university with you. I didn't cheat you." Wen Yifan's eyes gradually red, began to be a little incoherent, "but that is, something bad happened."

"I was. I didn't know what to do. No one helped me."

Wen Yifan held back tears: "Sang Yan, no one is on my side."

She didn't want to cry at all.

I just feel that she shouldn't cry.

Because even if she was treated badly, it was not the reason she used to hurt sonyan.

"I didn't think about anything at that time, but I didn't want to stay in Beiyu and Nanwu any longer. I just want to go somewhere far away. " Wen Yifan said, "sorry, I forgot to tell you."“……”

"I'm sorry I said such a bad thing to you."

So many years.

She never thought back to that time.

I just remember that she had a very heavy tone at that time and said very bad things to Sang Yan.

But also with the passage of time, gradually forgotten.

Think about it today.

She just remembered.

She used to say that.

She used to say such a bad thing.

Sonyanga gravity path, take her to her lap. His voice was hoarse, stroking her red eyes, and his tone seemed serious and casual: "remember what I said to you at that time."

Wen Yifan raised his head: "what."

At this moment, it was like returning to the dark alley.

Standing under the dark rain, they were covered with a small umbrella and pulled very close. Everything around is pulling away, the rain is rustling, and the darkness is disappearing.

In front of him, his face was long open, his facial features were stronger and more mature than before, and he repeated in a low voice.

"Is there nothing you want to tell me?"

That year, the girl who closed herself up and gave no reply.

At the same time, it gives a different answer.

“… Yes

Sang Yan pulled up his lips and said, "now."

Wen Yifan sniffed: "I like that you come to Beiyu to find me. I don't think it's boring to see you."

Sang Yan: "well. There's nothing else

"I just think I changed my wish. I didn't do it well. I forgot to tell you." Wen Yifan said, "and Yihe is far away from Nanwu. I don't want you to come to me all the time like when you were in high school."

"There's more."

"I didn't make an appointment with anyone else. I just made an appointment with you."

"Well."

"I think," Wen Yifan looked at his eyebrows, tears finally did not resist falling down, "I do not deserve you."

Sang Yan wiped away her tears: "take it back."

“……”

"Wen Shuangjiang, why don't you think I've been looking for someone for so many years?" Sang Yan stares at her appearance with arrogant tone and eyes above the top, "I can only see the best, understand?"

“……”

Wen Yifan looked at him, his mind was occupied by the three words "the best". She continued to say what she wanted to say, all finished: "I didn't use you as a spare tire."

"Well."

"I haven't liked anyone but you for so many years."

"Well."

"I'm sorry, sonyan." Like the chest of the backlog of years of stones to move away, Wen Yifan slowly, choking to finish the last sentence, "I broke an appointment."

Sang Yan looked down at her: "well."

In a very quiet room.

The light is bright, the rain outside the window is getting bigger, but it can't affect them.

That piercing rainy night, the time covered by mud and dark, the past that neither of them wanted to talk about again. At this moment, it has become the past.

After a while.

Wen Yifan felt that something warm fell on his forehead. Accompanied by, sang Yan solemn and clear words.

"I forgive you."