It's like the words that have been staged thousands of times in the depths of dreams, and it's like the scenes that once did not dare to dream. Let her feel that the world is finally solid and stable, but feel like entering an unreal fantasy.
It's like opening your eyes again.
They went back to the summer after the college entrance examination.
Nothing has happened yet.
Chehinde didn't come back that night. Everything is in order, she did not receive that experience, also did not change the college entrance examination volunteer. That night, she just made an appointment with Sang Yan, and nothing else happened.
Wen Yifan has a sense of expectation every day.
Every day I was waiting for the admission results, when sang Yan came to Beiyu again.
Thinking, he'll come and talk to her.
Maybe it's a confession, maybe it's to talk about the university with her, or maybe it's the same as before, just to see her. In any case, it will not be like it was.
It must not be the prelude to their separation.
Wen Yifan raised his eyelashes a little and put on his prominent Adam's apple with a very clear arc. His kiss still fell on her forehead, very light, with a very cherished meaning.
She blinked slowly and saw the tears falling down. Subconsciously, she put the back of her hand against her eyes: "at that time, Che Xingde told me that it was a shame. My relatives also told me not to call the police, saying that it was hard to hear the news
“… I don't want you to know. "
Before that.
Wen Yifan has never heard anyone say such ugly things to her.
No one ever used that word to describe her.
So even the victims.
It will also make her feel that she is really like that in other people's eyes.
Wen Yifan pressed his lower lip hard and said with all his strength, "if only I had said that at that time."
Say all these things.
Tell him everything.
What will they look like now.
Sang Yan tore off her hand and wiped the tears on her face a little bit: "Wen Shuangjiang, you listen to that scum say what nonsense?"
Wen Yifan stares into his eyes.
"Listen, it's not disgraceful or shameful. You know what? " Sang Yan also looked back at her and said, "you didn't do anything wrong. You did a good job. You protect yourself. You're brave. "
You are magnanimous.
Can stand in the sun without fear.
That kind of person should live in the gutter.
Wen Yifan did not speak.
Sang Yan said, "do you hear me She pursed her lips and nodded.
Sang Yan's lips hooked up and said slowly, "OK, I'll thank you."
Wen Yifan sniffed: "thank you."
He bowed his head to kiss the corner of her lip and whispered, "thank you for protecting my ah Jiang."
Wen Yifan was stunned.
"And where is it too late to say that now?" Sang Yan's eyes were dark, and he dragged the topic away. "Maybe I didn't want to fall in love at that time, and I didn't intend to agree with you chasing me."
Wen Yifan recovered, lips slightly pursed, after a few seconds did not suppress a smile. Her bad mood with his words gradually dissipated, speak with a slight nasal voice: "before you obviously chase me."
Sang Yan raised his eyebrows: "don't you like me, too?"
Wen Yifan was slightly stunned and nodded his head very seriously: "well."
"If you like it, just chase it," Sang Yan said with a smile, then dropped his eyes to give her medicine, and his tone returned to the previous beating. "If you like it, you're waiting for someone to chase you. How can you be such a nice girl?"
Wen Yifan looked at him: "then I don't know how to chase people."
“……”
Sang Yan stopped and looked up: "I understand?"
Recalling his previous behavior, Wen Yifan said honestly, "well, you look quite experienced."
Sang Yan stares at her straightly, seeing that she really thinks so, inexplicably feels that her teeth are itchy. He couldn't help pinching her face and said, "you have no temper. Sometimes you are quite irritating."
Wen Yifan was pinched by him several times today, and he felt that his face would be enlarged by him. Holding the principle of you come and I go, she also raised her hand and held his face like a counterattack.
Sang Yan was very double marked and glanced at her: "what are you doing?"
"I'll," Wen Yifan said, "touch your face."
“……”
Sang Yan didn't care with her. He continued to help her with the wound and asked, "have you applied the medicine well these days?"
Wen Yifan: "well."
"Locked the door before going to bed?"
"Well."
The two talked one by one.
After dealing with it, Wen Yifan got up from him.
Sang Yan put the medicine bottle in order: "go wash your face and have a meal."Wen Yifan nodded and got up obediently.
When Yifan came out of the bathroom, sang Yan had already sorted out the things on the bed. He got up, bent down, took the suit from his luggage bag, changed his clothes, and soon went into the bathroom to take a bath.
The space of the bathroom is not big, it's a bit cramped.
Sang Yan put his clothes on the washstand and began to undress absently.
In a few seconds, sonyan stopped again.
Time seems to stop at this moment. Sang Yan was frozen in place, like a petrified sculpture. He stared at himself in the mirror, and the words just said by Wen Yifan reappeared in his mind.
Every word is like a sharp blade, stabbing at every corner of his body.
The violence lurking in the bones can't be covered up at the moment.
"I didn't know what to do at that time. No one helped me."
"Sang Yan, no one is on my side."
His Adam's apple rolled up and down and closed his eyes.
……
Sitting at the table, Wen Yifan nibbled at his meal slowly, feeling that sang Yan's bath was longer than before. From time to time, she looked at the bathroom and recalled their conversation.
Later, I worried about it. I didn't know if it would affect his mood.
Wen Yifan ate some on the plane, but he was not very hungry at this time.
After a few mouthfuls, he put down his chopsticks.
Wen Yifan put away his lunch box, climbed back to bed and played with his mobile phone for a while.
After a while, sonyan came out of the bathroom. His head was covered with a towel. His hair was wet and dripping with water. As soon as he came out, he swept his eyes in her direction: "full?"
Wen Yifan raised his eyes and noticed his expression: "I'm full."
Sang Yan made a sound, took his cell phone and sat next to her.
Wen Yifan was still lying on the bed. After observing his appearance for a long time and confirming that there was nothing wrong with him, he was a little relieved and took back his sight silently.
She continued to tweet and asked, "would you like to find one tomorrow?"
Sang Yan's tone was casual: "look again, I've told the kid to go back to Nanwu."
His appearance seems a little indifferent, and the contrast before he came to Yihe is very strong. Wen Yifan felt a little strange, but soon came to a conclusion: "only with Duan Jiaxu, are you quite relieved?"
"Yes." Thinking of this, sang yanpi said with a smile, "that animal will really take care of the child. It's harder for the kid than my brother, which makes me feel inferior."
“……” Wen Yifan was confused, "how can you call people like that?"
Sang Yan looked down at his mobile phone and saw the consolation sent by Duan Jiahui not long ago.
Duan Jiaxu: [is nothing wrong? 】
"if you dare to do it, you have to dare to bear it," Sang Yan looked at it and didn't think there was any problem. He answered the news and said, "what he's doing now is animal business, do you understand?"
Wen Yifan didn't resist saying, "isn't this a natural thing?"
"Wen Shuangjiang, do you know how old this beast was when she knew my sister?" Sang Yan looked at her, as if trying to find a sense of identity, speaking very slowly, "just a primary school student, less than ten years old."
Wen Yifan was not brought in by him. He calculated their age: "when you were only ten years old, did you go to university?"
Sang Yan tone cool: "not much difference."
His appearance seems to be very unhappy, Wen Yifan did not continue to mention. She glanced at his mobile phone screen and saw that he was opening Alipay and looking at whom he was transferring to.
Wen Yifan instantly understood: "do you only transfer living expenses?"
"The kid's elbow turned out heavily, and now it's broken." Sang Yan said lazily, "I don't care about her. I can only give her more money to see a doctor in the hospital."
“……”
Wen Yifan thinks his appearance is a little funny.
She was half in bed, staring at his face.
Before long, Wen Yifan suddenly noticed something wrong. Just outside I didn't see it clearly. As soon as the light in the room was bright, and his skin color turned white after taking a bath, everything became clear in an instant.
She immediately sat up, staring at the corner of his right eye, raised her hand and touched: "how can your corner of the eye be broken?"
Hearing this, sang Yan suddenly thought of something: "Oh."
Wen Yifan patiently asked: "how to do it?"
Sang yanzhibai said: "Duan Jiaxu played."
“……” Wen Yifan did not respond, "why did he hit you?"
"I don't know," said Thornton slowly, pausing. "He's not very good tempered."
Wen Yifan didn't believe him when he thought that he was just a beast, and suddenly wanted to go back to Nanwu. She looked at him and hesitated to give a guess: "did you fight with him?"
Sang Yan looked at her: "No."
"Well," Wen Yifan asked, "did you hit him?"Sang Yan chin slightly raised, noncommittal.
But this gesture is obviously a tacit meaning. Thinking of the two brothers and sisters who usually don't deal with each other, Wen Yifan always thinks it's a little calm: "I just didn't get angry with you?"
Sang Yan was still silent.
Wen Yifan understood: "did you come back to Nanwu because of this?"
Quiet down in the room.
Sang Yan stares at her near eyes.
At this time, her finger pulp is still on the corner of his eye, focusing and seriously staring at his wound. She had just taken a bath and was wearing short sleeve shorts with a low neckline. The limbs are also exposed in the air, white and soft.
It's like a quiet temptation.
Seeing that he didn't speak, Wen Yifan's eyes moved to his eyes.
Instantly noticed, two people this ambiguous extreme distance.
Freeze for three seconds.
The next moment, as if she could no longer restrain herself, sang Yan suddenly pulled her to her arms. His kiss directly touched her lips, gently fitting, accompanied by vague words.
"What makes me come back to Nanwu because of this? Do you have a conscience? "
"I know that I'm angry all day long," Sang Yan said directly, holding her chin down, pushing the tip of her tongue in, sweeping every corner and licking slowly. "I'm so angry that I forgot to take my luggage. I have to borrow underpants from Duan Jiaxu."
“……” Wen Yifan was a little confused by his kiss, but he laughed again.
Sang Yan stopped, angry and happy: "can you be more serious?"
"Do you really wear other people's underwear?" Like don't want to break the atmosphere, Wen Yifan forbeared, but thought it was very funny, still didn't stop laughing, "then you can't buy one."
"New," Sang Yan stared at her with a smile, inexplicably also laughed, "that's not even buy it."
After that, sang Yan raised her chin and continued to kiss her.
The strength of his relatives is also heavy, and his hands gradually move up, holding her face instead. Biting her lips and tongue again and again, as if to eat people, the action is particularly lustful.
The man with a very familiar sandalwood, the body is broad and warm, all the breath is like with aggressive, all pervasive will her occupation. His hair was still dripping water, hit her neck, down the slide.
It's cold, but it seems to have electric current.
It makes Wen Yifan shrink involuntarily.
The palm of Sang Yan's hand was hot, and he went in along her clothes, up along her abdomen, until he touched her softness. He had a cocoon on his finger, rubbed it gently and scraped it off the top.
Wen Yifan gasps unconsciously, and his body is stiff. Subconsciously, he hooks his neck, a little nervous.
But there was no sign of resistance.
But soon, perhaps noticing her condition, sonyan stopped. The hand that touched her also moved down gradually, retreated from her clothes. He was still kissing her, as if to vent his desire.
From the lips, to the earlobes, along the neck, gently gnawing.
Water stains with a tinge of color.
Wen Yifan holding his head, kneeling on him, can clearly feel his hot. She was a little afraid to move, and she stood still and accepted his action.
For a long time, sang Yan stopped and bit her lip like a vent.
Wen Yifan looked at him blankly: "how to stop."
Sang Yan stared at her red lips, her throat was sliding, and her voice was low: "are you not a physiological period?"
This makes Wen Yifan think of the excuse she used to deal with Sang Yan. Lifting it up and feeling guilty again, she kisses his lips again and whispers, "I lied to you."
“……”
This is tantamount to acquiescence.
The narrow hotel room, the extremely beautiful atmosphere seems to ferment.
Sang Yan opened his mouth and let her kiss him. After a while, he slowly released her lips, fingertips from her neck down, along the spine all the way down to the hem.
He made a cursory turn, then slowly hooked her dress up.
"Oh, that's why I tried my best to share the same room with you -"
to the abdomen.
"How can it be?" he continued, his eyes full of desire, and his lips clasped. "I want to make two beds."
“……”
Keep going up.
Wen Yifan looks at the man in front of him, his brain is empty, and he feels that he has dry mouth. Her body subconsciously leans on him, unconsciously yearning for more, but with unknown tension and uneasiness.
The next moment, sang Yan's kiss fell on her clavicle, leaving little traces.
"Wen Shuang Jiang, whoring me?"
All the senses are magnifying.
Wen Yifan hooked his neck, his strength gradually increased, and he held back the voice of his throat. Can feel his lips and tongue continue to slide, with a deep and feel, like the gasp of catalyst.
"It's cheaper for you."