Chapter 108

Following Lu Xiaoran's coquettish drinking, Li Chun stopped. He was not embarrassed when he faced Lu Xiaoran all the way. He shrugged to me as if nothing had happened: "look, it's not that I want to show you the truth, it's someone who doesn't allow me to say."

Stepping on the end of Li Chun's words, Lu Xiaoran has come to us. She holds the two lapels of her clothes tightly in her hands. She pestles between Li Chun and me. She looks at Li Chun: "brother chun, I think we have known each other for many years. Although our friendship has been flat, I really regard you as my brother. I respect you and respect you. You are just like my brother."

"It's my pleasure to have such an excellent little sister as you."

In the face of landing Xiaoran, Li Chun was still willing to show his good side. He slightly apologized: "Xiaoran, I'm sorry. I just feel that the journey is boring. I'll just gossip a few words to relieve it."

First, he nodded to me. Lu Xiaoran grabbed Li Chun's arm and shook it: "brother chun, I don't care what you say about me. I've experienced everything over the years and I've been indifferent to it. The past is just a joke that I've put down. But I don't want to affect Li Yan and Chen Shi because of me. Since I've been in touch with her for a long time, I think Chen Shi is really a very good girl. She seems to be tailor-made for Li Yan. I'm very happy for him that Li Yan can meet her and he can have this fate. So I don't want anything to affect their feelings

After taking a breath, Lu Xiaoran said in a quiet voice: "Li Yan is a good man. Over the years, he has suffered from the blame and suffering of his conscience. He has suffered enough for this. I hope he will have a good life in the future. It is true that Li Yan and I had a very long journey, but after we parted, we really parted. All kinds of previous events have disappeared. As a predecessor, I only wish Li Yan a better chance. Brother chun, you really don't want to talk about our past with Chen shibagua. After all, Chen Shi was not clear about some of the scenes at that time, and a casual sentence would easily lead to misinterpretation and misreading. If it affects their feelings, I don't want to see such a situation in any case. "

Or rubbed my light, Li Chun threw me a white eye: "you see you, you learn Xiaoran's realm, you see how generous and selfless she is, looking back on you, you are a stupid girl."

If I didn't go to Lu Xiaoran's QQ space, I didn't see her heroic words. I think I will be infected and confused by her sincere appearance at this moment. I will really mistakenly think that Lu Xiaoran is such an outstanding snow lotus in Tianshan Mountain. She is so clear that I can wish Li Yan something else after her Meet.

It's a pity that I have already seen through her inner twists and turns. If I listen to her analysis at this time, I will only find it ridiculous.

However, in this situation, since Lu Xiaoran pretended to be so thorough, I couldn't hide myself. I pretended to be extremely embarrassed and didn't know how to respond with a smile.

Lu Xiaoran's hand turned and patted me on the shoulder. She said with a serious and sincere manner: "Chen Shi, don't take what brother chun said seriously. Brother chun is just joking. Even when Li Yan and I broke up, there was still love between them, but we couldn't stand the baptism of time. Now Li Yan and I are very pure partners. We have nothing to do except work contact. Don't misunderstand Li Yan, and don't make trouble with him because of me. If I affect you, you must tell me that I will reflect on myself, and I will try my best to avoid it, and it will never become a grind between you. "

I worried about how to face the hypocrisy of landing Xiaoran without falling into the wind. Li Yan didn't know how to come out of the darkness. He turned on the light in his hand, raised it to shine on us and others. Finally, he put the light beam on me: "it's so cold. What do you say you don't sleep and run out to blow?"

Because the cheers of the team next door are too loud, I have no idea when Li Yan is approaching us, and I don't know whether he has heard Lu Xiaoran's hypocritical words. I always feel a strange sense of weightlessness, which is pressing on my heart and makes me suffocate.

Fortunately, this night is tolerant enough, it helps hide my bitterness and my desolation, I gently smile: "the first time I saw such a beautiful place, I'm not willing to see more."

A little convergence, do not let the beam straight to me, Li Yan turned and walked: "come back to sleep."

Although Li Yan didn't tie a rope to my feet, I followed him like a little sheep with a low brow.

Behind him, Li Chun said with special disdain: "bang."

I don't know whether he despises Li Yan or me.

Back in the tent, Li Yan hung the lamp on the top of the tent. He said to me: "change clothes, sleep."

It's still such a small tent or the sleeping bag for two. Li Yan held me face to face in his arms a few days ago. He turned his back to me. Against the thin campfire outside, I saw that he looked like an octopus.

His state is very similar to that of me when I first met in the wolf tower. At that time, I was afraid of him, so I pasted it on the edge of the tent. At this moment, what is Li Yan's state of mind?I hate that I can't get into his heart.

About this time, it acted as an angel to save my wishful thinking and depression. It made me go to sleep soon.

What makes me feel guilty most is that in such a pure and beautiful place, I had a nightmare. I dreamed that when we crossed the cliff again, I slipped and fell. Lu Xiaoran clapped and laughed at the place where I fell. Li Yan wanted to reach out and pull me up. Lu Xiaoran just glared at him, and he didn't dare to move any more. Finally, I fell into the valley Crawling down, they continue to walk their days.

I woke up with a start. It was already daybreak.

After a whole night's brewing, those small emotions have been pressed to the corner of my heart, silent, facing the unknown road ahead, I quickly pick up a good mood, as if nothing happened.

Li Yan's condition is also adjusted well. Along the way, he is very close to me and continues to take care of me from time to time.

Because we went over Daban yesterday, our trip today is actually going down along the altitude of bozikerge valley. Compared with those mountain climbing roads, it's not too pleasant to go down like this.

With our gradual deepening, the seaside gradually declined, and we began to wade in the river again and again.

Most of the so-called rivers on this side are rivers formed by melting ice and snow. We walked more than 30 roads, large and small, and all of them were shallow waters that were only a few meters wide, until we crossed a small cliff and came to a big river in front of the valley on both sides.

The flow of this river is particularly abundant, and its river surface is very wide, so we are stopped.

Hou Ge took a climbing stick and went down. He quickly put it away: "the river is at least one meter fifty-six, and some deep places are more than that. It's too dangerous to pass like this. If you fall down, you will die every minute. I'll go first. I'll tie a lifeline to my body. I'll go first. After that, I'll pull the rope at your three girls' house. Safety first. "

He was already an experienced donkey. Houge was very quick. He soon tied a strong lifeline to himself, and then he walked slowly by stepping on a big tree across the river.

Hou GE's successful crossing gave me courage in an instant. Then, thin monkey and Li Chun walked in front, sister Meng and Lu Xiaoran and I walked in the middle, and Li Yan walked in the end.

I was really careful when crossing the river. I tried my best to balance my body, but the accident happened.

I don't know what happened. My feet suddenly slipped. Before I knew it, I fell into the river like a falling stone.

Even though the river is not deep, but it flows too fast, and is covered with rocks, I am still in a state of ignorance, the river has rolled a huge vortex around me, carrying me down.

I finally got up and went to see. I was seven or eight meters away from Li Yan.

It's too cold in the water, and the river is too fast. I tried to hold on to the stone several times to keep myself from being washed too far by the river, but I always came back in vain. I was getting farther and farther away from them.

At this time, Li Yan had taken off his burden, and he jumped into the river. He kept running towards me.

Almost for a moment, Lu Xiaoran was weightless, and she fell into the river just like me. She was swept to the place near me by the river so suddenly.

Houge's conjecture is correct. The depth of the river is indeed different. As far as we are at this position, it is at least two meters.

The current was too fast, and another wave came to take a head-on photo. Lu Xiaoran and I were choked by the water.

With the help of the current, Li Yan also swam to our side. He tried his best to keep his body steady. He almost didn't even look at me. He grabbed Lu Xiaoran's hand and pulled her over. Then he held Lu Xiaoran, who had been knocked dizzy by the river, with one arm and hurriedly leaned towards the bank.

He didn't hesitate to rush to Lu Xiaoran. His action was too simple. He picked up Lu Xiaoran's figure swimming to the shore. His resolute determination, however, was like a sharp knife sticking into my heart. He even stirred a few times inside, which also temporarily killed my will. I shook my mind, a surge came, and a bigger current surrounded me and rushed towards the terrible unknown And go.

I'm getting farther and farther away from Li Yan.

As far as I can see, I can't see how he carried Lu Xiaoran ashore. As far as I can't see how he cried and beat the ground when he faced the possibility of losing temperature at any time. As far as I mistakenly thought that I had never been a loner, I never met a man named Li Yan.

As a result, all kinds of sweet words he had said to me before were equal to zero, empty and No. the "I love you" he once said turned into a naked joke, showing a ferocious mockery at me.

The river is too cold. The ice and snow melt to the bone. It bites me like thousands of insects. My heart is also very cold. I cry because of the cold. Fortunately, no one can see the tears. It's cold in the river.My feet were numb and cramped quickly. The cold and hypothermia made my consciousness gradually blurred. I heard Li Chun roar: "Li Yan, you are a bastard!"

He not only scolded Li Yan, he also scolded me: "Chen Shi, if you dare to die here, I'll take your bones and ashes and feed them to the grass. I want you to be a ghost who will never return!"

Ah, don't mention it. When people wander in front of the door of life and death, they are scolded like this. It's not annoying.

Another torrent shot face, choked my vision more blurred, I gradually can't even hear, I like a piece of floating catkins, I don't know where to go, I can smell the smell of death, with me like a shadow, fear occupied my heart, also inspired my desire to survive.

I tried my best to hold a stone, but I was soon washed away by the water. When I held it again, I soon broke away, and was scratched by the sharp stones.

I don't know how long I've been running with the water. It's almost evening and it's covered by the night. Although the water has slowed down, my legs have been so cold that I can't feel it any more. I use my hands to pick up the stones and move them little by little. I don't know how long I've been using them. Anyway, when I get to the shore, there will be stars It's full, it's amazing.

I looked up at the stars who blinked. I had no strength to celebrate for the rest of my life. I just felt cold, especially cold. I felt that death still didn't let me go. It was still dragging my feet.

When I was about to faint because of losing temperature, a beam of light finally shone on me. I heard Hou GE's deep and sincere voice. He said, "I have found you! Here it is

It's not Li Yan who runs towards me following brother Hou's voice.

With a thick blanket I didn't know where to get it, Li Chun wrapped me up. He carried me up like a fan of pork, and then ran forward as fast as he could.

Hou elder brother is following to light, he has been admonishing: "Li Chun brother, you are careful under the foot, don't fall."

Turning a deaf ear, Li Chun is still running fast. He carries me to a burning campfire. He is too busy to stop when he is near the fire. He shoves me into the tent next to him. Then he picks up my backpack and smashes it in. He pulls on the chain of the tent and says coldly, "if you don't want to die here, you can change your clothes and come out to bake."

My teeth were trembling. Out of my survival instinct, I still struggled. I tried my best to move my hands and feet, which had not felt much. I finally peeled off the clothes that were soaked in the river and had been blown with ice by the cold. The sharp ice scraps made me pain to the bone. I pursed my mouth and put on the clothes one by one .

Tears suddenly from both sides of the cross flow, majestic into a rainstorm, they come too fast, fast to let me overwhelmed, also let me feel ashamed.

Yes, I have a special shame.

I feel like I've been stripped naked and left in the street at this moment. Everyone can see my embarrassment. My humble, whitewashed peace is also laughing at me.

I thought Li Yan loved me enough, but I was mistaken.

Even if he once left Lu Xiaoran by the side of the road in order to take care of my feelings, even if he once asked me to turn off Lu Xiaoran's phone, even if he had made many actions, I thought that he had completely put down his past and decided to compose a new life with me. All these things were just my misconception.

In the deepest corner of his heart, Lu Xiaoran still occupies the most important position. He is filled with guilt for Lu Xiaoran, and is also filled with endless broken ties. It's just that Li Yan is such a man who claims to be responsible. He generally thinks that since he starts with me, he will get a lot of criticism if he abandons my old love.

During this period of time, his so-called work is not going well and he is in a bad mood. Maybe he is also making his work a burden. His various emotions are probably related to Lu Xiaoran.

He sway, he tilt, he saw, he lost, he will be all kinds of repeated.

I may wish to congratulate him. At this opportunity, he can finally get a glimpse of his complete heart.

That is, for him, Lu Xiaoran is the most important hit. My appearance was just an accident.

Just like the drifting snow in wolf tower that day, it was an unwelcome accident.

What a poignant understanding.

Tears are still wanton. I dare not let Li Chun and Hou Ge outside the tent hear me sobbing. I put my hand into my mouth, biting it hard and suppressing all my noise.

But I didn't have enough time to release my emotions, so Li Chun cursed outside: "Chen Shifu, if you haven't died in it, you'd better get out and burn. It's hard for me to come out. I don't want to see dead people. It's a lot of bad luck. "

Most of all, he thought Li Chun was too cruel to scold me. Brother Hou made a comeback: "sister-in-law, if you are good, you should come out and bake it hot. You should continue to be cold. It's very bad to lose the temperature."

I couldn't hold them up. I used my sleeves to rub away the tears. I crawled out of the tent with my legs that hadn't recovered.Then he handed me the kettle. Li Chun still scolded fiercely: "if so many people die every day and you don't die, how can you survive? What can you do when you climb out of the river?"

He patted Li Chun on the shoulder: "brother Li Chun, don't be so excited. No one wants this kind of thing. It's also a good thing that my sister-in-law knows how to hold the stone and climb out. If she wants to do something inexperienced, she doesn't know where she was washed away by the water. It's a false alarm. After that, it's over. "

Li chunqiang shoved the kettle to me. He took a piece of wood and put it into the fire. He was completely silent.

Not very happy dry smile, Hou Ge said: "that sister-in-law, I give you a say.". Isn't Xiaoran also in the water? When Li Yan fished her, the water was so fast that she kowtowed her head. Her head broke and the bleeding couldn't stop. Li Yan and the thin monkey took her to the herdsmen for help and transferred her to the hospital. I'll tell you so that you won't worry about him. "

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