It's funny to hear that, as a man who just climbed out of the dead door, I have no position to worry about people who have been ashore for a long time.
Holding a heavy kettle, I said in my voice, "Oh, thank you."
After saying this, Hou Ge recalled that he might not feel right. He felt that he had made a slip of the tongue. He was embarrassed: "sister-in-law, besides being cold, do you have any discomfort?"
In fact, I am very impulsive, I really want to let brother Hou stop calling me sister-in-law. Because the name he gave me came from Li Yan, but now, I just want to be myself.
No longer the one around him.
But when I think about it, it's also a matter between me and Li Yan. I don't have to give these feelings to an innocent outsider.
I shook my head. "I'm fine, thank you."
More and more cramped, Hou brother rubbed his hands: "I'll get some water for you. I'll make you noodles, sister-in-law."
Holding the kettle up, I took a sip away from my mouth. I said, "brother Hou, you'd better have a rest. I'm sorry to give you trouble."
Hand rub more frequently, Hou brother smile is shriveled, he behind or ignore me politely, he went to get water, set up a hot pot to cook noodles for me.
In fact, I don't have any appetite at all, but I'm not good enough to brush the kindness of Hou Ge. I finally brought it over and stuffed it into my mouth one by one. I easily remembered the scenes when Li Yan came back in the middle of the night not long ago and I cooked noodles for him.
How warm we were then, how ironic we are now.
Or in the water choked water, but also because of swallowing a lot of air, my throat is a little rusty pain, my stomach acid stirring churn, I again hard to put those clear water in my mouth, suddenly a strong rush out, I can't help vomiting.
Honest and plain Hou brother, he rushed to pour me a cup of hot water, Li Chun is weighing a twig, cold stare at me: "waste of food."
There are too many emotions wandering in my body. They are stacked together and appear complicated and chaotic, which makes me embarrassed. I hastily took a plastic bag and made a gesture to pick up the filth. Li Chun threw a small stone at me: "go away, show me such a pathetic appearance."
To keep me away, Li Chun picked up the dirty things with the plastic bag he snatched from me. He put it in the bag and put it in the small pier where the herdsmen put the garbage.
When he came back, Li Chun went to the side of the stream to wash his hands. He turned back and looked at me for a while. He got into his tent and soon threw something in front of me: "medicine. Make do with the broken skin. "
Then he went back to his tent and did not come out again.
The atmosphere was stiff for a while. Brother Hou squeezed his voice slightly: "well, sister-in-law, what do you think? If you really can't do it, we'll go to the herdsmen's house nearby for help. "
I held a warm water cup: "brother Hou, it's not far from the mountain pass, is it?"
"Yes, it's only a mile away from the Populus euphratica forest camp in front of us. When you get to the other side of the Populus euphratica forest, you can walk another 18-9 kilometers to get the Heiying pass, and the road will be over. "
Holding a stick to pick up the weak flame, brother Hou avoided my sight: "Li Yan and sister Meng have taken their backpacks away. They won't come back with us any more."
"It doesn't matter."
I pulled the corners of my mouth: "let's go out."
Well, I'm going out. I'm going out on my own, just like I'm going out of Li Yan's world.
After thinking for a while, Hou said, "that's OK. Then you feel that you can't, you have to say that you know, since I can bring you in, I have to make sure you go out safely. "
It suddenly occurred to me that before leaving, Li Yanxin swore that he would not leave me. How determined and sincere he was at that time. In fact, he left me so simply and neatly. He was like giving up a pear he didn't like very much.
My voice seems to be covered by something. I dare not speak any more. I'm afraid that if I open my mouth, I'll wail and cry. I'll laugh and be generous. I'll leave myself more Disgraces in this relationship. I'll be trapped in the disgrace shelf and I can't live beyond it. So I buried my face, just a heavy hum.
In order not to delay Hou's rest, I managed to control the acid in my throat. I said I would go back to the tent to have a rest. Hou put out the fire and went into the tent.
Relying on the airtightness of the tent, I lifted the clothes on my shoulders. After the skin and flesh were soaked, they turned white on both sides of the mouth. I shook my hands and sprinkled the medicine on it. It took me a long time to reach it. The medicine fell on the wound and made me cry, but this time I held it back.
After that, I endured the pain of bone cutting again and again, and applied the medicine to more than 30 openings one by one. At the end of the day, I saw that the bottle of medicine was about to reach the bottom. I could only sprinkle it a little thinly. At the end of the day, I turned it over and sprinkled it again.All night long, I was in pain. No matter how I lay down or how I lay down, I could always press a few pain points. In the end, I had to sit up and sit in my sleeping bag all night.
This coincided with a certain moment in my childhood. I was seven years old that year. I had just been sent to Zhu Xuezhen's house. I was at a loss. I ran back to find a new life, but I didn't want to raise my Zhu Meilian. She was very angry. She tied me in the attic with a rope to make me think.
It was a really long night.
Like this night, long and cold.
It's still light.
I climbed out of the tent, the sun hit me face to face, so I had a lot of bruised face stabbing pain, I blocked it with my hand, the glare still overflowed from the fingers, let me not escape.
There were only three of us left in the original seven person team when we came out of the pass. Brother Hou became very silent. He insisted on helping me take most of the things. He walked in the front and reminded me to be careful from time to time.
As for Li Chun, he is not far away from me. He gives me a white eye from time to time, and those dislikes can be seen at a glance.
As a result, I choked on the throat of the "thank you" word, has never had a chance to spit out.
On the cliffs on both sides of the valley at Heiying pass, when we arrived, there were other teams gathered here. Hou Ge went to pass a cigarette to a leader and talked for a while, then he waved to us that we could get on the bus.
Riding along the vast Gobi in southern Xinjiang towards Kuqa County, I can occasionally see a few Uighur villages on the road when I look out from the window. But most of the time, only the boundless desert and barren grass hit my eyes.
Special should be my mood.
After six or seven hours of turbulence, we finally returned to Kuqa County.
Hou Ge asked us to have a good meal.
I can see that Houge is trying to save the atmosphere, and I can see through his embarrassment and uneasiness. I try to cheer up: "don't rob anyone with me, I'll invite you, I'll give you trouble..."
"Please give me a fart."
Li Chun glared at me, but he said to brother Hou, "brother Hou, is there a hospital near here?"
Leng Leng, Hou Ge scratched his head: "let me think, let me think...". I remember that the nearest hospital is at least 15 kilometers away from here. "
Then he took out his wallet and Li Chun took out a small pile of money: "brother Hou, please call a car."
The mood is still at the bottom of the valley. I don't care what Li Chun is going to do until brother Hou calls for a car. Li Chun pushes me in. He waves to brother Hou: "brother Hou, please take a look at your luggage. I'll take this stupid girl to the hospital to see what's wrong."
As soon as the car started to drive, Li Chun said: "now that there is no audience, you don't have to play your considerate and sensible role. If you want to cry, you should seize the opportunity."
Two hands interwoven pinch together, I straight each other out of pain, I just squeeze out from the teeth: "thank you."
"I can't hear you. Speak up."
Without waiting for me to make a sound again, Li Chun added sarcastically, "you little girl can really save trouble. I've carried a corpse for you, and you'll get rid of it in three words."
Embarrassed, I pursed my lips for a long time, and then a shallow voice: "I'll invite you to dinner later."
"I thought you were a king. Who knows, you are a broken iron. I would have bet you to win, but I don't know how ugly you are. "
Li Chun raised her lips and sneered: "why, after a whole night of tossing and turning, you must have figured it out. You should have successfully found an excuse to forgive Li Yan? Do you want to go back to Shenzhen, you have to spread your legs and continue to sleep in the clothes of Li Yan's grandson
What pressure in the heart, blocked flustered, I dropped eyebrows, silence.
He didn't let me go. Li Chun laughed coldly: "I'll give you a ride to let you go. Lu Xiaoran, she jumped into the water by herself. Li Yan knew it at that time. Even so, he would rather choose one who wants to die on his own than you who want to live. "
I bite my lips with brute force, until my mouth is full of salty and astringent smell of blood, I am still silent.
"I really like myself so much that I can fall into trouble."
Li Chun pressed the lighter and lit a cigarette. He deliberately blew the smoke in front of me and made me choke. He took a few breaths leisurely, and his voice was light: "I finally found out why I hate you so much. Because you and I are two extremes. No matter how good this person has been to me, as long as he let me suffer, I will return thousands of suffering. You are different. If you remember to eat or not to beat, you like the trick of slapping a piece of sugar. For the sake of eating that piece of sugar, all the bones are soft. "
Fingers crisscross up, I pick out pain each other, always silent.
That patience was exhausted. Li Chun was a little annoyed: "the dead are the dead. No matter how many feet you kick, you can't cheat."Later we went to the hospital, Li Chun hung a number, he threw the small piece of paper to me, and pushed me into the consulting room, he took the door by himself.
Many of the wounds on my body stick to my clothes. The doctor asked me to take off my clothes. I peel them slowly. The process is like peeling.
I was in a cold sweat with pain, but I pinched both sides of the bed with my hands from beginning to end. I bit my teeth without humming. I quietly asked the medical staff to disinfect and apply medicine to a larger opening, just like a sculpture.
When I came out of the clinic, Li Chun was still at the end of the corridor. He was still smoking. He was probably aware of my sight. He slowly turned back, his brow locked with his usual style.
Let's go back to work in a hurry. We went back to the hotel where we stayed. Brother Hou handed our luggage to us. He was in a hurry to go back to Shenzhen. In a twinkling of an eye, Li Chun and I were left staring at each other.
Burying his head, Li Chun shrugged: "I'm not going to stay here too long. Tomorrow morning, I will go back to Urumqi by bus and fly directly to Shenzhen on the same day. "
Because before departure, Li Yan received most of the materials in his backpack, and all the money and cards were on him. I didn't have any money except my mobile phone and ID card. At that time, mobile payment was not popular, so there was really no way without money.
Touching the empty pocket, I was embarrassed to the extreme: "well, can you lend me some more money, and I'll give you a piece back to Shenzhen."
"Your rich boyfriend is about to be robbed. I'm going to lend you money. If you don't pay me back, I'll have to die. "
Raise light drift slant I one eye, Li Chun particularly serious tone: "otherwise you accompany me to sleep tonight, I help you out all the money."
Teng grabbed his bag and I said, "I will return the medical expenses to you when I go back to Shenzhen. I'll take your meal if I promise. All in all, thank you for helping me all the way. "
With that, I stepped out.
I almost went to the stairs, Li Chun leisurely: "I am worse than Li Yan in the end, he has some, I also have, you touch him on the road, you let him sleep you, we have seen more than ten times, already have a deep emotional foundation, why he can sleep, I can't sleep?"
There is thunder in my mind, which drives my already disordered heart. I sit on the platform outside the hotel, holding my backpack and looking at the coming and going vehicles. I feel that the road ahead is unprecedented, and I don't know how to lift my feet temporarily.
After about three or five minutes, Li Chun angrily came over: "I can't make a joke at all. What's the use of you saying you are alive."
Looking at the gathering sky, Li Chun said coldly: "even if you are willing to strip off your clothes and take off your pants and hold me to beg for shit, I still have to despise you as a broken ball played by Li Yan. It's just a joke. You have to take it seriously. Laozi will give you one last chance. You follow Laozi. Laozi will buy you tickets tomorrow. When you go back to Shenzhen, I will never care about you. I don't want to hear brother Hou chew me behind his back and scold me for not being polite and leaving you in an unfamiliar place. "
Just now, I was not sulky because of Li Chun's words. I was just in a state of confusion. As the sky grew thicker, I twisted my fingers and said, "in a word, I will pay you back the medical expenses and ticket money."
"Money, you have nothing but money."
Especially disgusted glared at me, Li Chun turned and walked back to the hotel: "follow me."
I just followed him, Li Chun threw a piece of paper to me: "tomorrow at eight o'clock, go out on time."
Finish saying, he grabs his bag, strides to go inside, he opened the middle of a door, he a drill in on the door.
I looked at the number he gave me. It was diagonally opposite him.
Although it had been treated twice by the doctor, the wounds on my body still made me unstable. I put down my backpack to resist the pain, and finally gave up the plan to take a bath.
Connect the power to the mobile phone that has no power to turn off. When I turn on the phone, it rings.
It was Li Yan who sent me a message five hours ago.
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