Chapter 110

In order to avoid the tenderness of the wound, I sat on the bed, my legs up, I trembled my fingers, slowly opened his message.

He sent me a full stop.

Against the background of the blank screen display, small circles dotted there. It was so small that I felt more and more blurred when I saw it. I had to put my mobile phone in front of me, so it was cold and merciless, like a ice skate, cutting and freezing my heart.

I really envy him.

Yes, I admire Li Yan. In his experience with me, he was able to be himself all the time. He didn't set off any waves or changes for my appearance. He was still a man who advocated simple and decisive killing. He even said goodbye to me so simply without procrastination. He could end this accident with a full stop It's a nice meeting.

Looking back at myself, I really feel that I am very worthless and shameful. I used to be a black-and-white decisive person. I look like the hard and stubborn stones all over the mountains in my hometown. But one day I was robbed. I tore off my disguise and my armor for him. He called me to open my heart for him. I just wanted to open my chest and warm me up My heart bows to my hand to send him away. I know how to accommodate him because he becomes soft. I can accommodate the gray area beyond black and white. I become less and less like myself because of him. Finally, he uses a scribbled and perfunctory period to send me away.

After staring at it for a few minutes, I rolled up my hand, feeling frustrated.

I hate myself very much. How could I not tell Li Yan clearly that I was not satisfied with him and that I didn't want him before he sent out the signal to end this so-called chaos? I always feel that it would be much better for me to open my mouth and put an end to this so-called chaos.

Of course, it's just a faint thought that I had for a moment. In fact, most of my soul is still in the empty mountains. It still falls into the cold river to survive. As soon as I lie down and close my eyes, my brain automatically plays the scene of Li Yangan rushing towards Lu Xiaoran.

Over and over again.

This night, insomnia and nightmares intertwined with me like a shadow. I fell asleep because of fatigue, but I woke up because of panic. In just a few hours, I was quiet with the ceiling for many times. In the end, the ceiling, which had been mottled with years and interwoven with vicissitudes, pursed and laughed at me. My ears were full of the sound of rushing rivers.

I was awakened again. I saw that the time was already half past six. I was afraid that I would squint again and continue to invade, so I got up.

Those wounds on my body have already brewed the deepest pain. As long as I raise my arm a little, the pain is like a thousand white needles bursting into my skin and stirring at the same time. When I brush my teeth and wash my face, it makes me groan.

It took me about half an hour to do what I could do in a few minutes.

After that, I spent more than ten minutes changing clothes.

The pain of purgatory crushed me to pieces again from beginning to end.

I'm afraid that Li Chun, who says that wind is rain, will change his mind temporarily. I'm afraid that if he gets up early, he may have to leave ahead of time. I didn't continue to stay after I packed up. I bared my teeth and endured pain to carry out my backpack against the wall of the corridor, where I sat.

Sure enough, Li Chun came out at about 7:30.

Seeing me, he was slightly stunned at first, but he quickly scolded: "originally, I thought all night that I shouldn't pay for your ticket, so I thought about sneaking away. You can still stay at the door and look like scum."

I don't talk, just follow him.

I had no patience. Li Chun took my backpack and hung it on his shoulder. He walked like a flying horse.

I was too busy to catch up: "I'll take it..."

Looking back is a ruthless gouge, Li Chunsheng line coldly: "don't be sentimental, think I'm taking care of you, I just don't want you slow delay my time."

Arriving at the waiting hall of the railway station, Li Chun threw me and his backpack on the ground one by one. He shrugged: "look at the things. I'll go out and have a cigarette."

After about ten minutes, Li Chun came back. He took two fried pancakes and put them into my hand: "you can't die."

At a loss, I was hesitating whether to take it or not. Li Chun's eyes were round: "give you five minutes to finish it, or I'll pack you up and carry you out. I'll find a man to sell it for some wine money."

I'm not naive enough to believe Li Chun's lies, but I'm really afraid to offend him. He doesn't lend me any money, so I have to take it and put it in my mouth.

Maybe I was too hungry, or maybe the fried pancake was too greasy. After I took a bite, I felt nausea. But I was still afraid of being scolded by Li Chun, so I had to swallow it. I choked a little carelessly, and my tears almost choked out.

"Look at you. You can deal with a wound just like a dead man. You don't know how to hum. You can eat a cake instead of bad luck. "

One or two words stabbed me to death, Li Chun spread out his palm: "ID card, I want to buy tickets."In a word, before the ticket came to me, Li Chun had room to change her mind. I didn't dare to have even a trace of hesitation. I quickly took it out and handed it over.

When I looked at my ID card in my hand, Li Chun looked at me again: "the photo is as ugly as I am. I can't be saved."

Shaking his shoulders, he left.

Soon, Li Chun took the ticket with his ID card and threw it back to me. He no longer spoke, as if he was dumb.

It was evening when we landed in Shenzhen. When we came out of the terminal, Wu Haian came to pick up Li Chun's plane.

Generous and confident, Wu Haian stood in the crowd is still shining, she slightly raised her hand to me, she took the initiative to say: "Miss Chen, why don't you take my car."

Before I opened my mouth, Li Chun immediately said, "don't drive her. She has been abandoned by Li Yan. She is so poor that she lives at the bottom of the society. What's the qualification to take a special bus?"

He reached into his trouser pocket and pulled out. Li Chun took out two crumpled ten yuan. He threw them on my backpack: "you go home by bus yourself."

Home?

What a confusing word.

In the past, I didn't have a home. I was just a hermit crab. I lived in an unpopular place, ups and downs. Later, I met Li Yan, who rekindled my desire for home, but he just lit my heart fire. He didn't have a good man to do it in the end. He lit the fire, and he put out the fire, so the ashes left by him made me feel more isolated, It's colder.

If Li Chun hadn't mentioned this word, my soul would still be wandering in the door of life and death. Now that I'm back to reality, I finally think that I didn't come back.

Otherwise. I can't stay in Li Yan's house, stay in the prosperous scenery that doesn't belong to me, and finally wait for him to tear his face and sweep me out?

Slightly bent down to pick up the two notes, I rubbed in the palm of my hand and covered with sweat, I still buried my face: "medical expenses, train tickets, air tickets, and these 20 yuan, I will return them to you later."

Raising his chin, Li Chun made no comment. He gave a cold smile and didn't know what he meant.

Later, Li Chun left his backpack to Wu Haian, and he swaggered forward.

After walking around the airport for most of the time, I finally found the bus stop. I was dazzled by the few bus routes on it. I thought about it and chose one that could get to Bagualing.

I just thought, I'd better go back to the depths of the clouds and pick up my own things. When I get back, I can find a foothold and it's easier to move.

After several twists and turns, I went back to the depths of the clouds, and it was nearly ten o'clock. I opened the door, and the empty dust inside told me that Li Yan had never come back. With an indescribable mood, I began to search up and down for my own things. I put the packed ones into the side lying room.

Seeing that it was getting late, I took a suit of clothes to change and prepared to go out to find a small hotel for one night. I got up again in the morning to look for a house. As soon as I got out of the door, Ruan siting called.

Voice a pinch a pinch, Ruan siting said: "old Buddha, are you back from the outside?"

I walk in the cold winter, the wind makes my voice tremble: "just arrived a few hours."

Suddenly become a bit depressed, Ruan siting said: "that you can have free time tonight, come to accompany me to knock a few gossip, OK, I met some things these days, special trouble."

I lowered my eyes and swept the clothes I was carrying. I bit my lip and said, "Ruan siting, is it convenient for you to take me in for one or two days?"

Immediately sweep away the languid voice line, Ruan siting stagnated for a while: "come here, don't say one or two days, as long as I haven't been fired by the company, you follow me for three or five months, it doesn't matter."

An hour later, as soon as I got off the night train, Ruan siting stood with her neck in her scarf waiting for me. As soon as she saw me, she ran over and patted me on the shoulder: "is there a conflict with Li Yan? I know... "

I bared my teeth and couldn't help humming: "don't pat, it hurts."

Back at home, Ruan siting took off the clothes on my shoulder. She saw a big hole meandering down from the back shoulder. She had a calm face: "are you being kidnapped and abused these days?"

Biting my lips, I held on for a long time, tears still could not stop running down: "fell into the river, almost died back."

Her face became particularly dignified, and Ruan siting looked at me: "where's Li Yan? Is he dead? "

Shaking my head, I used my hand to hold the tears that had been on my face wantonly: "I just fell into the water, his predecessor also jumped into the water, he ran to get her, and finally took her to the hospital, I climbed out of the river myself."

"I'm the son of a bitch

Ruan Si Ting Teng stood up: "where is he now? Take me. I want to kick him to death! Good people go out with him, and when they come back, it's like being skinned. I'm going to ask him what he's treating you for. He doesn't want to talk about it. "

I grabbed her: "he and I are over."Looking down at me, Ruan siting's eyes were round: "did you mention it? Chen Shi, why are you so unpromising? He doesn't care whether you live or die. You've escaped from death. The first time you break up with him? You'll have to kill him. You'll have to cut the skin off his body. Can you be happy if you let him go like this? "

Looking up at the ceiling, I shut up, silent.

I suddenly did not dare to tell Ruan siting that it was Li Yan who sent me off with a full stop.

I'm afraid that she'll be even worse. I'm afraid that she'll go to find Li Yan.

I don't think it's necessary to make each other so ugly.

In my silence, Ruan siting and I froze for a while, she reached out her hand gently over my neck, put my face on her body, she patted my head: "OK, OK, who can't experience one or two scum men in this life to meet more predestined people. I've been here for a long time. When I break up, it's just beginning to hurt a little. In a few days, I'll go out for a drink, get to know some handsome guys, and then play with my mobile phone. You'll find that it's so cool to be single. It's always so cool to be single. "

In fact, I'm still in a dilemma and can't get out for the time being, but I don't want to use my negative emotions to influence Ruan siting. I lean on her and wipe my eyes with my hands. I'm sure there are no more tears in my eyes. I get up and say, "I'm ok. I just run away from death. I'm afraid."

After a pause, I tried to get out of the way: "didn't you say you were bored? What's the matter?"

The brow is still frowning, and Ruan siting is dry: "forget it, I have nothing to do with it. I'm just a new handsome guy. I tease him from time to time. His reaction is flat, and I feel frustrated. Now, that's not the case. "

With her hands in her pockets, Ruan siting said, "I have nothing to eat here. Take a bath first, and I'll go out and buy you something to eat."

Ruan siting bought me snail powder, and she specially told the boss to add more materials for me.

In the past, when Ruan siting and I shared a share, we bought a big bowl and ate it separately. After eating for a long time, Ruan siting hated it because it tasted bad. She didn't eat it anymore, but I still like it as one.

Ruan siting opened the bag slowly in front of me. In order to make me happy, she deliberately said, "I'm good-looking. The boss will give me more, but not more. Please eat it. This shop is the best in our business. It's not enough to sell that every day. "

I took the chopsticks she handed me. I was just about to go there. My stomach suddenly turned over and I subconsciously covered my mouth with my hand.

Some depressed, Ruan siting hand bag: "how do you, now do not like to eat this?"

The feeling of nausea is still surging up in bursts. It doesn't allow me to get close to the steaming bowl of powder. I look at Ruan siting with some apology: "it may be that I'm not acclimatized. I've been like this these days, and I can't eat anything. I'll buy some Weisan tomorrow. "

She closed the lid of the snail powder and tied up a bag. She said, "it's ok if you can't eat this. I'll go out and buy you Chaoshan pig soup rice noodles."

I quickly grabbed Ruan siting: "come on, don't bother. I'm not particularly hungry. It's very late. I'm sorry you can't rest. "

"Do we need to talk nonsense between us?"

Ruan siting stood up and said, "I'd better buy it."

Holding her more tightly, I said: "no, I don't have any appetite these days..."

Staring directly at me, Ruan siting said coldly: "old Buddha, are you pregnant?"

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