Chapter 201

Heart suddenly gushed out a sad and cool interwoven Luan fold gray, I sniffed, voice also unconsciously lowered: "I'm afraid of pressure to your wound."

"You are the biggest wound on me. I met you too late and left you too early. You stay in my heart for too long, it has been integrated with my flesh and blood, and then you escape from my body, the place where you stayed becomes a pit, a pit that I can no longer fill. Even if there is time to wash, it is still a bloody wound, a wound that can never be healed

The hand on my back is as light and heavy as a test. Li Yan's voice is like a beard wrapped in corn. It has a secret soft and worthless fragrance. His voice is lighter and lighter: "from the moment I wake up, I know that I'm really saying goodbye to you and I'm coming nonstop. Chen Shi, even if you don't say it, I can understand your inner voice. If we die from that accident, or you are willing to be my companion on the way to huangquan, or I die from that accident, you live alone, you bite your teeth, or you will make up your mind to build a monument for me in the name of your wife, but when you and I escape the disaster of life and death together, even if you scratch off your hatred for me from the bottom of your heart, you still have no way to be good with me. I know. You're not going to be nice to me anymore. Because you are Chen Shi. Although you look rough and informal on the surface, you are actually hot and delicate in your heart. Even if you give up your life for me again, after the crisis, you will still fall into a new dead circle. You will feel that if you forgive me and accept me again, you will never be ashamed of our children. You will fall into the corner of contradiction, even if you just have a little happiness, you will also have endless sadness because of the little happiness you have. I know. That's what you are. And I have no face to beg you to kidnap you and come back to me with the pain of being able to stand tall at any time. "

After stopping, Li Yan's speaking speed became extremely slow with his shallow tone: "so our relationship is just right here, not much, not much. We owe each other a lot. We can only cherish each other for the rest of our lives, so that we won't show more defects to each other in the reality. In this way, our story is the best. This is the most mature way I can think of when I face you. But Chen Shi, can you hold me before you leave? If you think ten seconds is too long, then eight seconds, seven seconds, six seconds, as long as not less than three seconds, I can accept it safely. "

Even though Li Yan said so many things, most of them agree with my idea, he seems to be trying his best to restrain his melancholy mood, my eyes are still inexplicably hot, my hands are stiff on the armrest of the sofa for a long time, I still support my body and slowly stand up, I drop my eyes: "I'm sorry."

"No, Chen Shi, don't do that. Don't say sorry. If you and I have to investigate the origin of regret, then the person who should say sorry can only be me. It's me who make the decision without permission to break into your world. It's me who make the decision without permission. It's me who fall in love with you without permission. It's me who missed you. It's me who should be sorry. It doesn't matter. Even if you don't want to hug me, it doesn't matter. I can understand. "

Then stand up, Li Yan slightly buried his face, his voice is lighter: "tomorrow evening, come to me for dinner, I cook, get some food, we have a good meal, it is a solemn farewell to the past, after that, whether you treat me as a stranger or as an ordinary friend, as long as it is based on your wishes, I will meet you."

Li Yansi added slowly: "but Chen Shi, can you send that picture back to me for my last memory?"

Speaking of photos, I kept them in my pocket after Li Chun gave them to me in the hospital that day. After that, I was accompanying Li Yan in 909. I had countless opportunities to take out the photos, but I didn't take them in the end.

I don't know if I'm a fool or a fool.

But what I can be sure is that Li Yan knows that the photo is on me.

Because the day before I was discharged from hospital, it was a bit hot. When I took off my coat, I accidentally threw it out. When I hurried to pick it up, Li Yan poked his head out of the computer screen and looked at me.

He must have seen it. He didn't mention it at that time.

It's hard for me to imagine how Li Yan's inner activities turn around when he holds his words to this day, but I can feel the warm expectation in his eyes.

With a sigh in my heart, I nodded: "yes, I'll give it to you tomorrow."

The mood was as complicated as ever, and Li Yan said, "thank you."

At this moment, the rare exchange between Yongchang and Yongchang has begun to come to an end. In my heart, I feel uncomfortable. I patted the folds on my clothes, and I said, "OK, then you have a rest. I'll go back."

Li Yan closed his mouth for a moment and then opened it again: "goodbye, little stone."

When I pursed my lips, I silently lowered my arm and walked towards the door step by step. I pulled open the bolt and quickly stepped out. Then I gently closed the door and separated me from Li Yan in two worlds.

I came home crying all the way.

Of course, I didn't cry for the ending of Li Yan and I, but I didn't know what it was for.Maybe my eyes were swollen and I couldn't sleep well. I lost sleep all night.

The next day, I went back to Tianjian to deal with some work that I had to be present to deal with and I had been delayed for a long time.

Also coincidentally, I met Meng Xiaoxiao downstairs first, and then Niu Cong, the boss of sanjiabi.

However, Meng Xiaoxiao is coming to Huatong building to finish his work, and Niu Cong is just coming to Tianjian to visit Li Chun.

I know Niu Cong a little. After Meng Xiaoxiao gave Niu Cong a plain greeting, she casually asked me to have a family routine. She said she would go back to dinner and leave.

All show his good self-restraint, the elevator door opened, Niu Cong press the key to open the door, I will be invited in, he followed, he pressed the floor, he said coldly: "Miss Chen, can I ask you something outside of work?"

I want to stay at home and work these days. I've slowed down a lot of times. Even if Niu Cong disagrees with what I do, he will discuss it based on technical details. He shows me wisdom and profundity, as well as enthusiasm and persistence for hand-made bags. The more I get in touch with him, the more I appreciate his attitude. This appreciation is brought into full play at this moment It makes me say: "good cow, as long as I can answer, I will say everything."

With a faint smile, Niu Cong looked straight: "I would like to ask Miss Chen, is she very familiar with Miss Meng Xiaoxiao, whom we just met in a hurry?"

I didn't expect that Niu Cong's topic went to Meng Xiaoxiao. After I was slightly stunned, I said in a half joking tone: "if you want to talk about being very familiar, you don't have it, but you can get seven or eight points. What's the matter with Niu Zong?"

Niu Cong chuckled: "to be honest, since I met Miss Meng at the trade fair last month, I have some thoughts about Miss Meng. However, I have integrated my age and experience and so on. I am more than ten years older than Miss Meng, which makes me look ahead and back. I still don't know whether Miss Meng is single. I just met her Miss Chen said that she wanted to have a private dinner with Miss Chen. I calculated that Miss Chen and Miss Meng had a lot to do with each other, so I had high hopes that Miss Chen would know about Miss Meng's marriage and love. "

It has to be said that when Niu Cong talks about this seriously, his state makes me feel much more comfortable than his previous hardline technical flow.

After all, Niu Cong's topic is related to Meng Xiaoxiao. Naturally, I have a spirit of 12 points. I asked directly: "then I can venture to ask Mr. Niu, are you single?"

Niu Cong was delayed for a while because of my directness. He said with a smile, "now I'm more convinced that Miss Chen and Miss Meng are on good terms. I can tell Miss Chen that I am unmarried and single. I can also tell Miss Chen frankly that the reason why I am unmarried and single up to now is not because I have any problems. Before the age of 35, my career was not stable, and I talked less. When my career is stable now, there are fewer and fewer suitable women around me. I'm sincere to Miss Meng. I just haven't found a breakthrough yet. If I have just given Miss Chen a frivolous impression, I'm sorry. "

When Niu Cong talks, I always use Yu Guang to sweep his eyes.

I think the benefits of my previous two years of business career are not only that it allows me to go deep into the market and find out what kind of things can be more easily accepted by the market, but also that it gives me the ability to see through people's minds to a great extent.

Arm such as, I am now able to determine a wide range, in front of this Niu Cong, he is wise, heavy and steady, but also retains a little impulse to love.

That's good.

Of course, I'm not so forgetful that I don't remember Meng Xiaoxiao told me that she loved Dajin.

Meng Xiaoxiao's feelings for Dajin are really strong.

But I think I can see from my crawling experience that in Dajin's heart, Meng Xiaoxiao is just a person who can play together. He and Meng Xiaoxiao are so-called "Brotherhood". They can drink beer and beat their chest with a bow. On the other hand, Dajin once fell in love with Huang Ninan's type of girl, and his essence is clearly some abuse It's inclined. Meng Xiaoxiao can't grasp Dajin's abuse. If she buries Dajin again, she will only bury her youth and love into a piece of bones.

Of course, I didn't want to interfere in Meng Xiaoxiao's emotional path. I just thought that I could do my best to open up a new path for Meng Xiaoxiao, and then how she went was her nature.

After several times of brewing, I answered with a faint smile: "it's my presumptuous question. If there is any violation, please don't forget the villain. In this way, Miss Meng is particularly fond of hand-made bags. I may find time to communicate with her in a while. If Niu always has leisure, she can also participate in it. I just ask the cow not to be bored. "

There was light in his eyes, and Niu was in control of his emotions. He had a strong smile on his face: "I'm also interested in these. It's my honor to communicate with two beauties."

After all, Niu Cong is still my client. If I continue to brag, it's hard to avoid the suspicion of flattery. When I click, I stop and say, "OK, I'll make an appointment then."

A small amount of owe the body, Niu Cong sincerely said: "Miss Chen is a very smart good seedlings, I look forward to you."Ah, Niu Cong is also famous in this business. If I can get his affirmation, I'm a little bit gone with the wind. My smile can't go down. I'm so happy that I always send Niu Cong to the door of Li Chun's office, and then I go back to my doghouse.

After sorting out my thoughts, I began to work according to the urgency of things. I worked hard for several hours, and finally I was lucky to smell some life from those trifles.

During this period, Gao Gao came to see me. She gave me a copy of the additional agreement I signed with Li Chun at the gate of the hospital a while ago. Maybe she thought it was a bit harsh. She joked with me, such as Tianjian is very good, I tied my career to Tianjian is very good, and she also told me that I would be famous in the industry sooner or later When.

Who can say for sure about the future.

Besides, my original intention of coming to Tianjian was to earn more money to buy a house for Chen Yihe.

When my thoughts ran to Chen Yihe, I realized that I had not contacted him for a long time. I took advantage of the lunch break, instead of calling Chen Yihe directly, I dialed Dai Xiaohong.

When the bell was almost over, Dai Xiaohong picked it up and said, "Chen Shi, I'm here in the hospital. I'm waiting for the pharmacy to call for the medicine. I'll call you when I'm finished."

As soon as I heard Dai Xiaohong's words, I automatically put in a bad premonition. While I was absent-minded and eating, my eyes did not stop falling on the screen of my mobile phone, and I had to wait.

About five or six minutes later, Dai Xiaohong called me back.

Quickly connected, I asked: "sister-in-law, why, how did you go to the hospital?"

Fearing that I was worried, Dai Xiaohong spoke very fast: "I have nothing to do. It's your brother. Last night, he called out that his chest was stuffy. He didn't have enough strength. I asked him to take a leave to see the doctor this morning and hung up the number of the Deputy chief physician. He was diagnosed as having nephritis. The doctor gave him some medicine to take. He said that he would come back to have a review after eating. It's just a small matter. Chen Shi, don't overdo it Worry. "

But I can't be so easy to rest assured.

When he was a child, Chen Yihe was very healthy. Although he was not strong enough to kill a few tigers, he was able to walk like a flying horse with a hundred kilograms of burden. Only when he was in prison a few years ago and his health was harmed, could he have some problems here and there.

Guilt is like a little bug crawling on my heart, I flat voice: "is he too tired? My sister-in-law, please advise him to have a holiday when it's time to have a holiday, and have a rest when it's time to have a rest. Don't think about earning that overtime every day. "

Dai Xiaohong was helpless: "I can't persuade you. Your brother is very gentle to me, but sometimes he knows death reason, I say he doesn't listen. Chen Shi, if you are free, come and help me persuade him. Sometimes he is willing to listen to you. "

Thinking that I have to have a farewell dinner with Li Yan tonight, I summed it up and said, "I'll go tomorrow. I'll come back from work tomorrow."

Although Dai Xiaohong repeatedly told me that Chen Yihe's a small problem, I'm still not at ease after I hang up the phone. I checked some information about nephritis on the Internet. I looked at all the different opinions on Baidu, and I was a little worried. I decided to go tomorrow, and I would persuade Chen Yihe to pay more attention to his abnormal body. Where would he see I'm not comfortable. I'll hang up the expert number immediately.

Because of this small episode, my working condition is very poor in the afternoon. I can't see what I'm doing. I've already finished work and gone home.

I spent 30 or 40 minutes idle at home. As the night slowly fell, Li Yan began to shout in his building: "Chen Shi, the meal is ready."

My heart, suddenly some mixed feelings.

After changing my casual clothes, I took off my makeup and knocked on Li Yan's door with a plain face.

After taking off the apron, Li Yan welcomed me to the dining table. He turned around and grabbed a bottle of wine: "would you like some?"

Looking forward, I glanced at the still ugly wound on the back of his head and said, "No

Take it back, Li Yan's tone can not hear what emotion: "don't drink, don't drink, listen to you."

Then he served them one by one.

I looked at a whole table of dishes. My first reaction was that he packed them from outside and changed the dishes when he came back.

Anyway, the relationship between me and him is about to return to zero. That kind of light emotion is trapped in my chest and brews out shallow acid. I also have less scruples. I open my mouth and say, "which hotel is this packed in? It looks good."

"No, I cooked them all. He said, "I cook, I cook."

Li Yan put down the spicy shrimp ball with a self-confident expression, and said in a light tone: "I haven't practiced hard cooking in recent years. But I may not have the talent in this aspect. I have been practicing all the time, but I couldn't do it well. Later, I gave you breakfast as a relaxed bear. It was like I opened the door of a new world, and I did everything in a decent way. It's just... "

At this point, Li Yan stopped for a moment, his breath was lighter: "move chopsticks, taste it."I took the chopsticks from Li Yan. I put a piece of green vegetables into my mouth nearby. In fact, I couldn't taste it. However, I still had a strange kindness and said, "it's delicious."

Li Yan laughed.

However, as he smiles, his eyes turn red.

He twisted his eyes into a straw rope and tied it to my face. Li Yan looked at me as if I was sitting on a blanket. He was a little bit restrained. His lips moved slightly: "actually, Chen Shi, I still have a question for you. Can I ask you something special? You may not need to answer. You can listen to what I say and then consider whether you want to answer me or not. "

In the same way, Li Yan's humble will still make me not used to it. I moved my eyes and pretended to focus on those colorful dishes. I said, "you ask."

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