Chapter 204

I haven't seen him for nearly half a year, but he Yu seems to be haggard and aged three or five years old. His dark eyes are all free. He has a drooping face: "I called you. I called you three times, but you didn't answer. I think you may not want to answer my phone. I'll wait for you under your house."

How to say well, that day in the hotel, when I witnessed the passion video of he Yujin and Ruan siting at the engagement ceremony, I was really miserable as if the sky had collapsed. But when everything changed, and when I experienced the real brush with death, my hatred for them became more and more like the wine that had been opened, as time went by It's getting lighter.

However, even if the hatred fades away, he Yu and I can't go back to the communication state in the past. I follow his words and take out my mobile phone to have a look. I do see three missed calls hanging on the screen. After that, I still carry out my indifference to the end: "something to say."

"That, that Chen Shi, I know it was me who hurt you. But I really can't help it. I'll come to you. "

With drooping shoulders, he Yu's face was buried deeper. His voice suddenly went down: "Ruan siting, pregnant. The child is mine. It's been seven months. She's determined to give birth to this baby... "

Just like the tight nerve line was cut off with scissors, my body trembled. I stared at he Yujin and interrupted him: "are you going to be a scum! She's seven months pregnant. Do you want her to have an abortion? He Yujin, that's a human life. You will be punished for your sin! You don't like Ruan siting, and you have to mess with her. You are also wrong. It's not all her fault! If you have to say that she is the most wrong, then she is wrong to fall in love with a man like you

Scared by my sudden excitement, he Yu staggered back two steps. He stammered because of his nervousness: "Chen Shi...". You You You misunderstood me. I didn't express it well just now. I mean, Ruan siting has been pregnant for seven months without telling me. She wants to give birth to the child herself and raise it by herself. Because of this, she fell out with her family, she also moved, I can't find her. I. She. She's alone now. Something's going to happen to her. That would be a lot of trouble. I.. I think.. I know I'm going too far, but I'm really worried about what happened to Ruan siting. Chen Shi, can you just depend on the fact that we have known each other for so many years, help me contact Ruan siting, and tell her that I As long as she's willing to marry me, I'll marry her right away. "

My brow was deeply locked, and I scoffed: "he Yujin, you are really funny, your marriage is really casual. At the beginning, you didn't love my sister-in-law Dai Xiaohong. You were still nervous about printing and distributing an invitation to flash marry her. Your marriage with her ended after several months. Later, you said that you loved me so much that you were in a hurry to get engaged to me. But this doesn't prevent you from carrying me around with my best sisters. Now you say that as long as Ruan siting wants to, you can marry her immediately . In your opinion, marriage is the same as vegetables in the vegetable market. It doesn't matter if you buy them casually. It doesn't matter whether they are delicious or not. It doesn't matter whether you like them or not. Anyway, they come at will. If they are not good, you can throw them away! You are old and old. Can you be more serious and pragmatic in your attitude towards love and marriage! Ruan siting and I have known each other for many years. Even if our friendship ends in such an unbearable way, I hope she can see people with eyes. I also hope she can have a decent life for the rest of her life! And you, he Yujin, don't look like the man who can give her a decent life! "

With his shoulders dangling, he Yujin was like a piece of eggplant beaten by frost. He listened to my series of criticisms for him in silence. He said for a long time, "Chen Shi, I know what you say. I admit I'm sorry for you, but. You just think that I'm just like the surface and the heart. In fact, when you said that you didn't want children, I answered simply. Afterwards, my heart was full of contradictions. In fact, even if I am not the only child in my family, I still hope that I have children. I still think that no matter boys or girls, I need a child with my blood flowing. In that way, in my twilight years, I will watch my children with my shadow continue to develop in this world. I think this is the source and motivation of my struggle. Of course, I have to admit that I don't love Ruan siting much, but I have a good understanding with her. Maybe... "

After stopping here for a while, he Yu said in a low voice: "Chen Shi, please. Can you help me this time for the sake of my introduction. I really have no way to think, I would like to have the cheek to find you. Ruan siting, she is pregnant with my child. Since she has decided to keep the child, I have the responsibility to take care of her who gave birth to my child. I also have the responsibility to take care of the coming child. If I let Ruan siting bear the hardships of giving birth to my child alone, she will survive this period, and I don't know which face to face with her in the future. Chen Shi, I beg you. Can I ask you to help me for the sake of friendship. I know I'm like this. "

I rubbed my eyebrows with my hands, and I was faced with he Yujin's desire to talk and stop. Under the rapid rotation of my brain, I picked up my mobile phone: "didn't you call her?"

"After the incident, I haven't contacted Ruan siting for more than five months. Just two weeks ago, I went to Luohu for some things. I passed by her neighborhood, and I stopped to stop. Later, when I met her former co-worker, I found out that she had already resigned and didn't know where to move. I also heard that she was pregnant. I was quite shocked at that time. I contacted Ruan siting for the first time. She answered my phone that time. I asked her what she thought. She responded coldly and hung up my phone after a few words. I felt that she was like a different person. I had to continue to inquire with her old colleagues before I knew what happened later. However, her colleagues only know about it, and no one knows where she has gone. After that, I called Ruan siting again, but she didn't answer. I changed the number to call, and she hung up as soon as she heard that it was me. She didn't give me a chance to communicate with her. "He Yu looked at me with his high expectation: "Chen Shi, I Guess Ruan siting doesn't want to take care of me. The crux is you. She may feel that she has hurt your feelings like this, even if she. All. Chen Shi... "

Irritability like a tornado whistling in my heart, I am a little impatient: "OK, just polite words. I'll call her first, and I can't guarantee that she will pick me up. "

To avoid the eyes of he Yujin, I untied the screen lock and turned it for a long time. I finally turned to the long gray number I left in the corner. I pressed the dial key.

It's through.

But no one answered.

According to my understanding of Ruan siting, she is the kind of person who likes reading novels and watching TV with her mobile phone when she's busy. Her mobile phone is as close to her as her bra. She didn't answer me. Most of the time, she didn't want to.

To tell you the truth, I still have some complaints about Ruan siting. But I blame her for her ingredients. I've already broken away from he Yujin. I think I blame her for being a pig and a dog. She's too old to be able to do things that are inferior to pigs and dogs.

However, even if I blame her again, I don't want her to take the road I once walked.

I know too much about the bitterness, suffering, and the torment of grinding skin and removing bones.

Standing firm, I squeezed my cell phone tightly. I half narrowed my eyes to edit a text message to Ruan siting: "you don't answer the phone of Buddha. I think you are tired of living."

After about five or six minutes, Ruan siting called me back. Her mouth was full of tears. Her cry penetrated through the clear night sky and made waves in my heart. I could not bear to cry. I'll limit you to give me your address in one minute. I'm tired of it. I want to find someone to vent my anger. You are also really able to, I finally give you a call, you dare not answer me

In the sobbing sobs, Ruan siting reported the address. More than ten minutes later, I held my hot mobile phone and said, "wait for me. I'm going to hit someone on my door."

With some hesitation, Ruan siting said, "I'm in Tangxia, Dongguan...". It's not close to Shenzhen. "

I still hate the iron but not the steel, scolding: "I want to beat you, but also burn incense to worship Buddha, choose a lucky day? You look like a bird. You can't sleep for a while. Just wait for me

Hang up the phone, I cold horizontal He Yu this one eye: "you have drive over?"? Give me a ride. "

He Yu nodded busily: "yes, Chen Shi, thank you. I knew that only you could pry Ruan siting... "

I coagulate his sight is more cold ice: "I'm not for you."

The mouth shrivels out an awkward radian, he Yu now droops the shoulder, he is almost trotting to lead the way in front.

Bypassing the co pilot, I directly took a seat in the back. As soon as I sat down, I felt that I was hurt by something. I picked it up and read it. It was a parenting book.

Then through the darkness inside the car, I looked down at he Yujin, who was concentrating on driving. There was a sense of contradiction in my heart, lingering.

Or feel this mutual silence, the atmosphere will become more and more embarrassed, he Yu light cough for a long time, he some dry out of a sentence: "how are you recently?"

Just light lift eyes, I understate: "drive your car, don't talk so much."

He Yu even held his breath for a long time before he burst out: "anyway, I thank you for helping me regardless of the past. No matter where Ruan siting and I go, I will always remember your help to me. "

I suddenly had mixed feelings.

The tide of memory came to me. I easily remembered how he Yu had taken me to the door many years ago, how he had pulled me out of the fog, and how Ruan siting had taken money out of her not thick purse during my poor days in Shenzhen. She pretended to be happy and kept buying bags from me.

After leaving the predicament that shocked and distressed me on that day, I look back to the past. He Yujin and Ruan siting are wrong, but I think they are all people with seven emotions and six desires. Whether they are right or wrong, they will flow into oblivion with the river of time, and I don't need to forgive them, but now that I have jumped out of the predicament Come out, I don't want them to go to hell.

After pondering for a while, I tried to slow down my voice and say, "no, you've helped me before. It's as if they offset each other and don't owe each other. "

After a pause, I added a few words: "I can only persuade Ruan siting to open up her mind from my point of view. After that, how she makes a choice is the direction of your own efforts."

"Yes, I know."

He Yu nodded again and again: "if you can get in touch with her and know where she is and how she's doing, it's already a big gap."

Do not know what to say, I closed my eyes, pretending to nourish the spirit.

In fact, where am I nourishing my spirit? When I am in the dark, my brain seems to turn on the light. All these people, who I have met, have gone through, and come out one after another. The total weight of all these people is overlapping, and my brain is full and dizzy.Finally, he Yu stopped the car today.

Carrying the bag, I shook the wind: "you wait here, if you need to go up, I'll call you again."

Busy, he Yu's head is like a chicken pecking rice: "thank you for your hard work, Chen Shi."

I can smell some subtle changes from he Yujin's clear-cut lines, that is, the man in front of me, even though he once claimed how much he loved me, after his farce, he completely pulled out his mud feet with only half a year, and he was no longer deeply involved.

In that case, if Ruan siting finally chooses to spend her life in his family, she may not live as well as a dog.

The house that Ruan siting rents is an old house standing beside a dilapidated industrial area. It is low, mottled, damp, and full of moss. The lights in the corridor are too dark to make people doubt life. I turned on the flashlight on my mobile phone and climbed to the top compartment.

It's only half a year, and Ruan siting has changed from a delicate and refreshing look to vicissitudes.

She is not much fat, but her figure has changed a lot. She is wearing a pink skirt stained with soy sauce. Her hair is in a mess. Her eyes that she cried not long ago are red and swollen, reflecting the fragility of her face.

Of course, I was lucky to meet the poorest side of Ruan siting.

In that year, she was as poor as I was. We shared a house together. Every month, we spent a lot of money on the rent. We almost ran out of food at the end of the month. We bought a lot of steamed bread and ate it with boiling water.

At that time, Ruan siting held me on the shoulder and patted me hard. She said that we would be a family in the future. After all, we had tasted bitter and sweet together.

She called me sister at that time. Later, she became more and more familiar. She began to give me a nickname. Her cry from the old Buddha called away my youth.

However, even if I was lucky enough to witness her embarrassment, I was still shocked by her downfall at this moment.

That's because I've seen her fall from a high place at this moment.

What's more, what she's been through now is the muddy water I've waded through.

I tried my best to suppress the surging emotion. I quietly took the light wooden door with me. I stared at her more and more bulging stomach for a long time. Then I raised my eyes and looked directly at her. I knew it and asked: "he Yujin's?"

She hooked up a plastic stool with her hand and handed it to me. The hand that Ruan siting took back covered her belly in a twinkling of an eye. Although Ruan siting's tears were still there, her mood was almost the same. Her gentle smile made some bitter mockery: "before I was pregnant, I thought I hated children. In those forums, I saw some women asking for help Posts saying that they want to kill their children. I often have to tear a few sentences off the stage and curse others. Do you want to keep it for the new year? When I'm pregnant, I can finally personally experience that the reason why women are contradictory is that they are connected by flesh and blood, which will make the human brain unable to help the heart. "

Sitting on a small plastic stool, I continued to stare into Ruan siting's eyes: "do you want to give birth to this child and raise it alone? Have you ever thought about how hard it is to be a single mother? Especially in the youngest years

Mention skirt, the hand of Ruan siting continues to caress gently: "bitter I recognize. I don't know. This is a life. Since I made him, I can't cut him off. Buddha, you've never had a baby. You don't understand my feelings. "

"You fart!"

After I stopped Ruan siting, I had a little bit of emotion brewing. I held my heart like a knife and poured out my experiences of having children alone and with them one by one. Finally, I summed up and said, "your attitude now is exactly the same as I used to be. That's what I thought at that time. Since I decided to give birth to the child on my own, I would be responsible for him in the end. No matter how hard I was, I would bring him up. But, Ruan siting, should we learn from my previous experience now? Of course, I believe that you, like me, must love your child enough, but have you ever thought that when he came to this world, he was born with a lack, he would lack the paternal love he should have in his life. In this way, it is not fair to children. "

After a pause, I moved my stool to her, put my hand on her skirt, I took off the thread on her skirt, I slowed down my voice: "in fact, he Yu asked me to come to you. After that, he or consciously didn't have the face to see me. He never contacted me again. Now he came to me because of you. To be honest, I can't listen to him. I just don't want you to go the way I've been. That road, too dark, too hard, too tormenting. Even if I blame you again, I don't want you to go my way. You can do this, you can not accept he Yujin, you can keep your personality independent, but since he is the father of the child's blood, and he also has the idea of shouldering this responsibility, then you should make way for him to try to take care of the child with you. You may not have to accept him or marry him, but you can appropriately accept his responsibility for children. This is the problem you should face when you choose to keep the child... "Tears suddenly rushed out wantonly. Ruan siting grabbed my hand and trembled violently. She turned her eyes. Her cold voice was a little excited: "Li Yan..."

I think that since I came in, Ruan siting has not faced my question directly. She has not given me a definite answer. The child is he Yujin's. Now she says Li Yan's name!

There is still a stuffy stick covering my head. My whole body's blood rushes to my forehead. I almost spent all my strength to make my voice sound like a storm: "do you mean the child belongs to Li Yan?"

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