Chapter 205

Anxiously, Ruan siting raised her hand and said, "no, old Buddha, where do you want to go? I can't fight with Li Yan. How can it be. I mean, Li Yan seems to be on the roof of the building opposite. What is he doing there? I almost scared him to death at such a big night. "

Following the direction of Ruan siting, I swept away a wisp of vision. I really saw that Li Yan was standing a few meters away under the cover of the moonlight. He didn't know that all his movements had been clearly seen by us, and he was constantly looking this way.

I felt extremely funny for the crazy idea I just started. I was extremely difficult to get out of the embarrassment. I said dryly: "I don't know what he wants, mind him. Tell me about you. "

After staring at Li Yan for a long time, Ruan siting took back her eyes. She didn't follow what I said. She opened up a new topic: "old Buddha, what's the situation between you and Li Yan? You made up, right? He sent you to me? He was worried about you, so he went to the opposite station? "

The thick and complicated emotions were fermenting in my chest, so I pretended to be calm: "don't digress from the topic to avoid problems. Why do you care so much about Li Yan? Now you don't see what kind of situation you are, you still have the mind to worry about these! I'm serious with you! What I just told you, you should write it down and think about it. Of course, what I said can only be a suggestion. How to do it, you still have to follow your ideas. And Ruan siting, don't give he Yu a chance to do his duty just because of me. You don't have to, you know. In my heart, I was very sad on the day of the incident. But I have experienced many things in the past half year. I almost died in Aotai a while ago. I can't come back. I'm open to everything. I didn't love he Yu at the beginning, but now I'm with him. I just treat him as a life-saving straw with selfishness. In fact, I'm not noble, and I'm not qualified to ask him Please be noble. Now that you are in such a situation, you should follow your inner choice in everything. Don't worry about one thing or another. "

After a pause, I said, "he Yujin, he is waiting downstairs. Or I'll call him up? "

Obviously some flustered up, Ruan siting two hands hanging for a long time to pull the skirt two corners, she rubbed hard, her head shaking as if swept by a typhoon that: "no, I don't want to see him."

Her lips were clenched, and Ruan siting's face suddenly dropped: "Chen Shi, even if you forgive me, I don't want to see he Yujin again. I'm not the same as you. I'm not good-looking. I'm not good at work. The only thing I could do before was to dress myself up. But look at me now, I'm so down and down and down. In front of he Yujin, I have a sense of inferiority. I know he can't love me, so I feel even more inferior. When I used to be able to clean myself up, fresh and shining, I still couldn't cross the inferiority complex in my heart and be on an equal level with him. If you look at me now, I'm insulting myself when I stand in front of him. It's my decision to have a baby. I never wanted to bind him with this baby, and I don't want to use the baby to ask for anything from him. I just thought that I had a dream without bottom line before. I woke up from the dream, reality... "

I can't understand what Ruan siting said. She has such a big problem because her heart is tied to he Yujin too tightly. She can't turn her head around for a while, and I can't listen to her any more: "can you stop deifying he Yujin? He has several houses, he has a land rover, and he has a whole job Factory? Isn't he better than you economically? Then you are seven or eight years younger than him. Do you have to dislike him as an old man? Ruan siting, you are a dead brain. If you really have a few meanings for he Yujin, you should not give him a free hand. You should show him all aspects of you. You said that if you shut yourself up and put it here to think about it, it's better to let him come up and make it clear mouth to mouth! How simple and happy you used to be, and how bold you used to be

Just want to make a quick decision, I didn't give Ruan siting the chance to refute the tangled, I took out my mobile phone and quickly pressed he Yujin's phone, I said: "come up."

Put down the mobile phone, I looked at the stupefied Ruan siting: "I'm out of the way, you have a good chat with him."

After a little pause, I made a phone call with my hand: "I'm not going so fast. If there's anything wrong, call me."

Hand grasp skirt pull very hard, Ruan siting mouth open and close several times, she is particularly difficult: "Chen Shi, I'm sorry for you."

I shook my head: "in fact, from another point of view, you help me out. He Yu and I are not suitable at all. The feeling of not suitable, the feeling of formality, is like a shadow from beginning to end. Have a good talk with him. Follow your heart in everything. Let's go. Don't think about so many detours. If you say I'm pedantic, I'll give you a piece of advice. Even if you don't do it for you, you should also plan for the coming children. "

After slowing down, I slowed down: "if, what I said is if, if my love is still there, I think I will also be struggling and hesitating. In order to make up for his previous lack, I will reconsider being with Li Yan. I don't necessarily need love. What I will think about more is that children need fathers. "Eyes drooping low, Ruan siting nodded: "well."

When I came down the stairs, I happened to meet he Yujin. He was running all the way up. He was panting. His haggard face seemed to bloom in the dim light. There was an indescribable delicacy in my heart.

Hidden in the heart of sigh, I try not to let it form in color, I and he nodded lightly, from his side staggered downstairs.

Standing in the slightly depressed alley, I looked around for a while, and my sight finally settled on a stone pillar seven or eight meters away. I stared at the figure dancing with lights on the ground. I was a little stuffy: "I know you are there."

After a stalemate with me for about three or four minutes, Li Yan slowly moved out. His whole body was full of cramped breath. He hesitated step by step for half a day before he came to me. He folded his forehead awkwardly: "that...". That. That. I actually I moved a long time ago. But that. The house on this side hasn't been handled yet. Today I. I came to deal with the house. I happened to see he Yujin. He seems to be pestering you. I'm afraid you'll have some trouble. I just. Chen Shi, I didn't want to disturb you again. Don't be angry, OK? "

My eyes were fixed on his face, which was full of care. My heart was like those pots at the bottom of the electric rice cooker. They were burning under the heat. I rubbed my eyebrows with my hands: "I just feel that you should have more meaningful and important things to do in just a few decades of life, and you shouldn't waste your time on some things It's meaningless and nutritious. "

After sniffing, Li Yan shrugged his shoulders: "Chen Shi...".. I... "

Li Yanji retreated, and he retreated to three or four meters away from me: "just think I don't exist, just think I'm transparent. This industrial zone is too remote. I don't trust you to stay here alone. "

Looking up at the light coming from Ruan siting's house, I pursed my lips for a long time: "it won't be long before I leave."

"I'll wait until you're gone. I have to see that you're safe before it's over. "

As he spoke, Li Yan retreated.

Helplessly, I rubbed my forehead with my hand: "whatever you want."

After that, I stopped talking.

Standing in the wind quietly waiting for about half an hour, he Yujin suddenly called my mobile phone. As soon as I picked it up, he was extremely sorry: "Chen Shi, I'm sorry, I didn't leave so early. Otherwise, is that ok? I'll call a surrogate driver and let him drive you back in my car? I'm really in trouble for you tonight. I owe you a big favor this time. I'll give it back to you later. "

Well, I thought that Ruan siting was very capable. She only lasted half an hour and was taken down.

Quietly, I calm as water: "no, Li Yan followed, I can take his car back."

Hang up the phone, I waved to Li Yan: "where is your car?"

Some flattered appearance, Li Yan incredibly stagnated for a moment, he came over with a dart: "just stop at the intersection outside, walk 20 or 30 meters."

Along the way, I stood side by side with him in silence. After I got on the co pilot, I continued to brew for a while. I said, "Li Yan, I think we need to have a more in-depth exchange."

"No. Chen Shi, you don't need to say anything more. "

Starting the car quickly, Li Yan looked ahead: "you don't need to say anything. I know you can't want me any more. I have realized this fact deeply, but I need some time to digest it and really accept it. I finally lose you. I know, the truth I know, but I need time to dilute my crazy, dilute my action not by the brain, only by the heart. Chen Shi, I. Can you give me more time? I promise that even if I do something I can't help doing in the future, I will hide myself well. I will never let you find me, and I will never affect your mood... "

"You don't understand me. What you said is not the point I want to express. "

Buried face, my two hands glue woven together: "I hope more is that you can let go of yourself. Li Yan, let yourself go. "

His mouth seemed to be glued on. Li Yan's eyebrows were frowning. He looked straight into his eyes in front of him, and there began to be waves. His eyes were all red for a moment.

All of a sudden, I feel like I'm on my way to hell.

Yes, I'm on my way to hell.

When I want to take a step closer to Li Yan, the past will make me feel guilty, will make me owe, will let me tear in torture.

And when I'm far away from him because of the past, every step I take is like a thousand arrows through my heart.

Under the tearing of these two forces, I have no way to escape. I can only fall into the same solitude as the night, and indulge my heart so that it is blurred by the sawing bleeding flesh, and extends out every inch of ash.

Li Yan took the lead to open the door for me when the car arrived at the downstairs of the residential area. Then he followed me to the front door. He still kept silent. He looked at me in silence and motioned me to go upstairs.As soon as I turned around and didn't take out the door, my eyes were hot and wet.

It's another sleepless night.

When the night faded and the dawn came, a new day began.

When I turn on my mobile phone, I see a message from the middle of last night, which is from Ruan siting.

Especially concise, she said: "thank you, Buddha."

Without asking Ruan siting and he Yujin what kind of state they have reached, I got up with this message and stepped into the sunshine that has been everywhere.

was still worried about Wu shore. I asked her to have lunch. The coast was on schedule. She covered her swollen eyes with a thick foundation. She had a slight smile. She didn't mention anything about last night. I didn't mention it. After lunch, we went to the Mixc.

I didn't buy anything. Wu Haian bought seven or eight skirts, three bags and five pairs of shoes. She swiped the card without blinking an eye. I felt that no matter when, people still have to earn more money, so that they can better deal with the unhappiness in life.

Riveted enough to make money, I continue to kill back to the busy state.

I didn't want to break my promise to the customers. I made an appointment with Meng Xiaoxiao and Niu Cong, but they were still like-minded after all. I was just a simple matchmaker, and the two people had a very good communication. At the end of the show, they exchanged wechat mobile phones with each other.

As for me, I've been fighting and running again.

In the twinkling of an eye, it's June.

The boundary between spring and summer in Shenzhen is particularly vague and confusing. The weather in June has been extremely hot, but it is also the enthusiasm derived from the hot weather, which makes our industry attract the peak season.

On the one hand, I go out to run customers with Li chungao or Gao Gao. When I come back, I still have to concentrate on design. I keep running at high speed every day, in exchange for the balance on my salary card, which is more and more touching.

Holding the sum of nearly 600000 salary and performance bonus and so on, I found out a bonus that had never been touched before in Zhongli, which made up 800000. With the excitement that I never thought I could save so much money in half a year, I started my plan to weave a better life for Chen Yihe.

I lied to him, saying that I wanted to buy a house. I didn't dare to think about the Nanshan Futian Luohu salt field, and Longgang bar didn't have the real estate I was particularly satisfied with, so I wanted to go to Bao'an.

Chen Yihe and Dai Xiaohong, as soon as they heard that I had a plan to settle down, they were very happy for me to a large extent, and they didn't pay much attention to how blind I was. These two husband and wife asked for leave one after another to accompany me to all kinds of houses. Finally, our eyes fell on a small property right house in Xixiang.

86 square meters, three rooms, well-designed, high use area, the most important thing is a wide view, the window on the face of a huge park, the enthusiasm of the summer flowers, also homeopathy.

After the clapping, the process begins.

When things are done here, I continue the last step of deception, I said: "Chen Yihe, this house, under your name..."

Coincidentally, I was startled by this. Before I finished, Chen Yihe and Dai Xiaohong looked at each other. He waved and denied it fiercely: "Xiaoshi, are you kidding? What's the matter with the house you bought under my name?"

After a pause, Chen Yihe and Dai Xiaohong looked at each other. He should have got Dai Xiaohong's affirmative response with his eyes. He said: "in fact, I discussed with your sister-in-law long before you called me and your sister-in-law to come here to help you. Two years ago, you sent me some money. I kept it all the time. I also saved more than 80000 yuan. What your sister-in-law meant is that we should take the 80000 yuan back The original owner, this can let you borrow less money, the pressure is also smaller

I went back to the corner and said, "Chen Yihe, listen to me first. I mean, I'm earning fairly well in this job. I think the house price is also very good this year. I just want to occupy a pit for investment. Now my focus of work is in the area of Luohu. If I have an opportunity in the back, I'm sure I'll think more about rehousing in or around Luohu, which will be more convenient. Now Shenzhen does not have a policy, and the control of the second suite is also strict. You and my sister-in-law are two people. If you want to consider buying a house one day, you can add up the quota, and you can give me a quota. I don't have to keep this house for a long time. I'll have a better one then. I'm sure I'll have to change it. I also trust you. You don't want my house. You are also in Bao'an. When the time comes, the house will be sold or rented. I have to trouble you to help me look at the front and the back. It's also convenient. "

After talking about Chen Yihe, I focused on capturing Dai Xiaohong: "sister in law, help me. This house is really good. I want to take it quickly."

This time, Dai Xiaohong was rational. She shook her head: "Chen Shi, you sound reasonable, but this house belongs to your brother. Legally, this house belongs to your brother. It's not good for you. Your brother has to make up his mind about it. I can't get involved. "

No way, I had to retreat: "Chen Yihe, if you don't help me, that's OK. This house is very good, but I can't live in it. I'll use it as an investment. If you don't help me, you'll have to hang it under my name. If I look back, if I see a satisfied and livable one around Luohu, I'll toss it over and over. I guess it will be empty at that time. Let's take it as if we're busy these days and I won't buy it. "Chen Yihe worried: "since it's for your own good, I'll put it in my name. Anyway, I'm not greedy for you. You are right to buy a house with money. After all, the house price is the same every day. If you can buy it, you can buy it quickly. "

After signing the appointment, I thought that I had been planning for so long, and I was in a good mood. I went to reverse the car. I called Chen Yihe and Dai Xiaohong: "sister-in-law, Chen Yihe, get on the bus. Let's go to a place to have a meal. It's a simple celebration. We've got a dog house in Shenzhen."

I don't know if it's because of the direct sunlight. Chen Yihe's eyes can't be opened. He gently closes Dai Xiaohong's shoulder and says, "get on the bus first. I'll go to the bathroom."

However, Dai Xiaohong and I sat in the car talking all over the mountains of Shenzhen, but Chen Yihe didn't come out.

Coincidentally, some indistinct uneasiness, Dai Xiaohong and I are almost the same voice: "how not out?"

Almost pinching the end of our words, there was a panic voice from the sales office. The voice came to my ears, almost shocked me out of my wits!

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