Chapter 112 - Can you imagine me

"Tomorrow, I will clear the air." Kiyohira drags the chair near the bed and sits on it. "Don't worry about what she said today at the conference. I will resolve it."

She is sitting cross-legged on the bed, eyeing him with annoyance. He can guess what's on her mind. She still wants to leave. 

"I understand that you have reasons to not chase your dreams. I want you to be safe first. Until I finish dealing with that woman, you will not leave this vicinity." 

Since she won't listen to him, he will take extreme measures. He doesn't want her to leave, even if it means locking her in the house. In a few hours, his secretary will come with the bodyguard. It seems like he has to ask the bodyguard to keep her from running away from the house.

"You will remain as my wife until you are dead." This is rather a promise than a command.

Rie lets out a bitter laugh. "You think that you are a god?"

"I am Kamiyama Kiyohira, the man who loves you more than his life." Kiyohira sighs. Life would have been easy if he was a god. He would never let her get hurt by that woman in the past. He would have found her before she was nearly killed by Chisa. He would have never let her remember the past. If he hadn't seen her again after two years at the temple, he would have never seen such carefree smile on her face. Without the memories and the pain, she lived the way she should. That's the life she should have kept living. 

"You don't understand how dangerous Chisa is. Do you want to ruin her? I will do it. I will take away everything that she has. I will force her to understand the meaning of pain that she gave you. But you can't leave the house."

"If you love me, you will imprison me inside this house?" She creases her forehead. "If I say that I don't love you, you should let me go."

He smiles at her. How is she sure that she doesn't love him? There's not a single hesitation in her voice. She doesn't want to love him. 

"Can you imagine me f.u.c.k.i.n.g other women?" He places his elbows on his t.h.i.g.hs and leans forward. There's sadness mixed with laughter in his eyes. "Can you imagine me kissing other women, touching her the way I touch you, moving inside her the way -"

She covers her ears, looking at him with disgust and hate. "Stop talking."

"You can't even hear it." He watches the changes in her eyes curiously. She has never been good at hiding her emotions. She will lie or shout or become mad. She would try to beat him or run away. The woman won't confront her feelings. She would rather jump into the sea than confront her heart and love him back.

If it is like this, he has no choice either. 

"Choose a woman for me then."

Her face turns blank. "What did you say?"

"Choose my second wife." Funny. He will never let her go. But he wants to see how far she can go. "Then, you can go anywhere you want. I won't stop you. I will ask my secretary to send you the profiles of the women. Choose the one who is suitable for me and help me fall for her. If you can't, you will stay with me for the rest of your life."