Chapter 55 - 54

His eyes kept sneaking over to look at me hungrily before going back to the road.

I dialed a number as I forced my breathing rate to slow, "hello?"

"Hey, Bridget, its Will."

"Are you on your way back? I just picked up the kids."

I gulped, "I actually have to finish some stuff here so I won't be home until late tonight." I took a deep breath, "can you put the kids on the phone?"

"Sure, hold on."

I looked to Jayden, "do you want to hear their voices?"

He looked to me with hope and then nodded. I quickly switched the phone to speaker.

"Momma?"

I felt my heart ache, "hey Ash!" I said sweetly, "how was school?"

"I did a good job, Momma! I got FIVE stickers today!"

I chuckled, "great job, baby! You make me so proud!" I squeezed my jeans in my hand, "I have to come home late today, okay?"

She paused, "Momma?"

"Yes baby?"

"You're going to come back, right?"

I could hear tears lingering in her voice and I quickly chuckled, even though I wanted to cry too. "Have I even not come home?"

"No..."

"I will NEVER not come home, baby. What is the most important thing in the world to me?"

"Me and Archer."

I smiled, "and don't you ever forget it, okay? You two are my world no matter what. So don't worry okay? Can you be my big girl?"

"Yeah!"

I laughed even though I felt horrible, "now can I talk to your brother?"

There was a lot of small noises until Archer spoke, "hi, Momma!"

I glanced over to see Jayden's face showed pain and love.

"Hey baby! How was school?"

"Guess what I get to do this week, Momma!"

I made a large gasp as I smiled, "are you finally in charge of taking care of the class pet?"

"Yeah!"

I chuckled, "great job, baby! You know your teacher only gives that job to her best students, so you must be doing a great job! I'm so proud of you!"

He suddenly paused, "I love you, Momma! I miss you!"

I closed my eyes and squeezed the phone to my ċhėst, "I love too baby. More than you know." I forced myself not to cry, "I'm gonna be home late today so be a big boy for me, alright? Work with your sister and be on your best behavior for Bridget."

"Okay Momma! Bye!"

"Bye." I hung up and looked out the window to gain my composure. I then dialed Elijah's number.

"Hi, how did it go?"

"Hey, it went okay. We still have some stuff to go over. I thought I would take him out to dinner so we can discuss all of what's going on with Hunter."

"Is that necessary?"

I sighed as I noticed that Jayden was watching me much more closely. "Please just let me do this my way. If I can't personally save Hunter, I am going to make sure someone else can. I'm not going to let this child prevent me from saving his life."

"So how long do you think you'll be?"

"I shouldn't get back much later than you will. Don't worry so much, I can handle myself."

"I just worry. I know you can take care of yourself. You have for most of your life but I worry about you. I can't help it."

"I know," I whispered as I took a deep breath. "Can you let Chase know? I don't want him to worry."

"No problem, I'll see you later."

I hung up the phone before shutting it off. We were silent for a moment until Jayden finally spoke up.

"You two don't talk like you're lovers."

I stared at him even though I knew he could only look at me through the corner of his eye. "I do not have to explain our relationship to you. You have no business in it."

"I do have business in it. It involves my destined partner and my children."

"We are happy as a family and they know that Elijah is not their real father. Is that not enough?"

"No matter how hard he tries, he cannot fill your urges. You and I both know that we can only do that for each other."

I leaned on the window as I looked out it. "That does not matter. A relationship is much more than that. Those things don't really matter to me anymore."

We were both silent as Jayden pulled into his home. It was just as big and extravagant as Elijah's. He stopped the car before coming to me after I got out of the car. He took my hand in his as my body urged me to go with him.

He led me inside and up a large staircase. He brought me to a large bedroom at the end of a long hallway and, the moment the door shut, he scooped me off my feet. I tried to get out of his grasp but he was quick to carry me over and drop me onto his bed. He moved so that he was on his hands and knees over top of me.

His pheromones let out and so did mine. I became unable to move as I watched him shiver.

"Will," he whispered before kissing my lips gently and then gently kissed me in a path to my ear, "I can't stop thinking about you." I was startled when he suddenly began playing with my nɨppŀė with his fingers. I shuddered, "I will be gentle, for the baby." He suddenly nipped my ear, "but once she is born, I won't let you off so easy." He licked the spot he just bit, "just relax and let me do the work."

I was about to speak when he came back to my mouth and we both became overcome with the need to connect our bodies. I thrusted my tongue into his mouth and he intertwined them as we both mȯȧnėd. I trembled when I felt his hand slip under my pants and undėrwėȧr. He began lightly touching the inside of my thɨġhs and I couldn't do anything but squirm with anticipation. He stopped kissing me and touching me. When he pulled himself above me again, I looked to him with confusion as I panted.

He took ahold of the bottom of my shirt and slowly slid it up my ċhėst. I lifted my arms as he pulled it over my head and threw it on the floor by the bed. I wrapped my arms around him as he began kissing me again. I mȯȧnėd loudly as he began touching my ċhėst again. He separated our lips and kissed his way down my chin, neck, and went to my nɨppŀės again. As he had before, he alternated between which one he licked and suċkėd and which one he played with, using his fingers.

Once my body was continually trembling, he began kissing as he moved down my ċhėst. He stopped as he got near my pants and slid them off along with my undėrwėȧr. He undid his buŧŧon and zipper before exposing himself outside of his undėrwėȧr.

He pressed our bodies together and wrapped his large hand around both of our members. He began stroking both of them at the same time and, the moment our eyes met, we both came. My whole body tensed and shivered.

Jayden paused and looked to me with gentle eyes, "is this too much?"

I looked to him, "what?"

He looked at me with confusion, "you looked like you were in pain." I felt my heart flutter. He cares about me? "Is this hurting the baby?"

I gulped as I felt torn. I was glad that he cared about the child's safety but it hurt. I thought, for just a moment, that he may care about me and my feelings. But I should've guessed, he only cares about his child. I am just the vessel to fulfill his need for a family and pŀėȧsurė. "I'm fine."

Jayden slipped three fingers into my mouth and I knew to moisten them. He then locked eyes with me as he slipped one of those fingers in my ȧss. I ġrȯȧnėd and a wicked smile came to his face. He began aggressively moving and soon added another finger. He began spreading them inside me and I squeezed the sheets in my hands as I mȯȧnėd. He slipped in the third one before moving them in and out quickly. He finally removed them and suddenly grabbed a pillow.

He lifted my waist and placed the pillow below it. He then stood on his knees and took ahold of my hɨps. He slowly entered me, making me shiver and pant harder. He smirked before finally pushing all of him inside me. I gasped as I fought not to ċum. He then began gently thrusting in and out of me as I mȯȧnėd and my eyes began tearing up. I need more!

"Fuck me already!" I begged, "please, quickly."

He shuddered before he rammed into me. With just one hard thrust, I came with a cry. He licked his lips as he continued ramming into me as I mȯȧnėd, panted, and cried with every movement.

I grabbed his hands on my hɨps and he paused. He looked horrified as he saw my tears, "Jayden! Please! I need more!"

He suddenly flipped me over onto my knees and elbows. He moved the pillow so that it was between the bed and my stomach. He lightly pressed my shoulders down so that I slid my arms out to either side of me and my head was on the bed. He leaned on me and wrapped his arms around my ċhėst. He began slapping our bodies together as I whɨnėd with pŀėȧsurė. Jayden rammed into me even harder as he came.

"I'm gonna ċum!" I cried out as I looked back to Jayden's hungry eyes. He leaned on me more and grabbed my shoulders. He began shoving me back as he thrust into me. "God, yes!" I mȯȧnėd as I came.

Jayden didn't stop his movements as I trembled, but I was startled when he grabbed my face and turned my head so that we could kiss while he kept moving. I continued mȯȧning as I twisted my tongue around his. As he removed his tongue in order to move the position of his mouth, I lightly bit his tongue before suċkɨnġ on it. He grew inside me and I gasped. He began moving faster until we both came.

As I collapsed onto the bed and was panting hard, Jayden pulled out. "I'll try to hold back for a few minutes. I don't want to stress out your body."

I did not look back to him as I was reminded that it was not us that he cared about, it was only the baby. I looked to him with anger, "just get it over with. I'm not here to talk with you or be friendly. I'm here to fulfill our agreement. Use me like you want so I can go home to my kids."

He looked to me with pain and anger as his hands turned me to my side. He made sure the pillow was below my hip and put my other leg on his shoulder.

I trembled when his face turned cold, "stop!" He straddled my leg that was on the bed and brutally rammed into me. He hit a spot that made me tense and ċum with one thrust.

My face became hot as I felt weird. It wasn't like when Asher hit a similar spot. This was not to pŀėȧsurė me and him, it was to dominate me. Each time he would thrust and hit that spot, I would nearly ċum and ġrȯȧnėd in disgust. I began crying and buried my face in the sheets.

I panicked when he suddenly grabbed my hair and pulled my head back, "let me hear you." He started moving faster as I shuddered with pain and hatred of my body. Why do I have to react to a man, forcing me, that I do not love? Why can't it be him?

My mind began to go numb and I could not hold my thoughts in, "I'm sorry," I whispered as my eyes closed. "Asher, I'm sorry."

With just his name, I began to ċum but gasped when Jayden suddenly took ahold of my member and squeezed so I could not release.