Chapter 56 - 55

With just his name, I began to ċum but gasped when Jayden suddenly took ahold of my member and squeezed so I could not release.

"Let go!" I begged, "it hurts! Let me ċum!"

He pounded me harder as he turned my head to look at him. I looked to him as I cried harder and saw his face twist with pure anger. "Say my name." I winced as he pulled tighter on my hair, "do not ever say another man's name! Say my name!"

"Asher," I whispered with a smirk as I knew I found one of his weak spots.

He leaned over and bit into my neck, causing me to scream and squirm to get him to release me. Jayden then shoved my head against the bed and began pounding me as fast as he could. I cried out in pain with every thrust and closed my eyes. It will be over soon. Jayden finally came, but still held me hostage.

"Please stop!" I whailed in pure pain, "Jayden please!"

He finally released me and I came four times in a row. By the time it finally stopped, I was unable to move and just shook violently.

Jayden stood up off the bed and put his undėrwėȧr and pants on. He pulled out his phone and dialed a number.

"Hey, look into anyone named Asher ȧssociated with Will Maurer. Inform me with what you find."

I tried to sit up with anger but nothing would work, "I'm warning you," I hissed as he looked to me with a clenched jaw, "stay away from him. He has nothing to do with you."

He stormed over and grabbed my chin, forcing my head up off the bed, "you're calling his name out in bed. While being fuċkėd senseless by ME." His grip tightened, "he will never be ȧssociated with you again. I will make sure of it."

This is bad, really bad. He might really hurt Asher! I've got to think of a different way.

I took all of my strength and grabbed his hand and yanked him close to me. I kissed him gently and his body loosened. As I moved our lips apart I gave him a sensual smile before biting my lip. I felt his pheromones increase, "we're already done?" I asked sadly as his eyes seemed to spark.

I was surprised how quickly he was on top of me and had his pants undone. He had a wicked smile, "you should've said something sooner."

He entered me and began thrusting into me. I grabbed his shoulders and he hoisted me into his ŀȧp as he sat up. He leaned me back slightly so that I had to cling onto him.

Jayden moved me up and down, as I was still weak. I began panting and mȯȧning as my body ached. "He's in the past, okay?" I whispered between heavy breaths. "I won't say his name again. Please just leave him alone. He is just a friend."

He moved me a bit harder as I latched onto him and began lightly biting his collar bone.

"Please don't stop," I pleaded, "make me yours."

He was breathing heavily also, "break off all ties with him and I won't do anything."

"He is one of my closest friends. I need him at my side," I whispered as he looked me with annoyance.

He began moving harder and faster, making me groan. "All you need is our children and me." His face turned cold as he looked towards me in anger. "Nothing else matters. All you need to think about is our family."

I was getting tired of his possessiveness, so I finally forced myself to focus on the task at hand. He and I finally came before he gently laid me back on the bed.

I looked to a clock on the dresser and slowly got up.

My legs shook under me and Jayden rushed to help support me. I shrugged him off, "I'm fine," I whispered before struggling to get my clothes on. "I need," I paused as I was suddenly hit with nausea. I leaned up against the nearby dresser and took deep breaths. I held my stomach and focused on my breathing.

"What's wrong?" Jayden asked as he crouched in front of me.

I felt out of breath as the nausea got worse. I looked to him, "morning sickness." I whispered as he looked to me with surprise, "it happens all the time. It will pass." I waited a few more moments before it finally was over. "Just drive me back to my car," I insisted before he got up and began getting dressed as I finished putting on my clothes.

When I was finished, Jayden took my hand and led me back down to his car. We quickly got in and he began driving back towards his work so that I could get to my car.

I sighed deeply before closing my eyes and speaking to Jayden. "We need to keep your identity hidden from my friend until after the procedure. If he knew it was you, he would not accept your help."

"So the friend that is ill," he began and seemed to pause to wait for me to look to him. When I didn't, he sighed before continuing. "This must be Hunter right? He's the Beta that pretended to be your Omega destined partner a long time ago."

I quietly chuckled to myself even though I knew he probably heard me. "Yes, hes the one that you were so jealous of."

"How much time does he have left?"

I gulped hard as I fought back emotions from coming out. "They don't know. I was supposed to be his donor but I cannot with this child. It is not safe for me, the child, or Hunter."

He was quiet for a moment, "I would like to see the child."

I nodded without looking to him, "I will call my OBGYN in the morning and ask her if that is possible for tomorrow. She's in the same hospital as Hunter's doctor."

I could hear him smirk slightly, "so what do you plan to tell my brother?"

"The truth," I mumbled. "He deserves that much when he is supporting my children and I."

Now that we were far from his house, I turned my cell phone back on. I was startled when it began vibrating and I saw that there were 2 missed calls from Hunter.

"Stay quiet," I insisted as I hit the buŧŧon to call him back.

"Finally!" Hunter complained. "I called you an hour ago. Why in the world is your cell phone off? You really freaked me out."

I smiled, "sorry officer," I chuckled. "I was at the movies with the twins. You're supposed to turn off your phone there."

Hunter sighed, "how are you feeling?"

My heart ached as I had to lie to him about Jaden...again. Although he asked me to keep him informed with the truth, this time it was impossible to do so.

"Don't worry your pretty little head," I joked, "I'm feeling fine."

Hunter sighed deeply, "have you told Cam and Sean yet?"

I paused as I saw a Jayden turn slightly before looking back at the road. "No, I don't wanna deal with Cam right now. I will tell him and Sean soon."

"Asher doesn't know, right?"

Jayden glared at me as he heard the name and I saw his hands tighten on the wheel. "No, not yet."

"He's going to lose it, you know."

I squeezed my jeans in my hands, "I know. But he's already hurt from finding out about the twins." I sighed again, "what is one more child?"

I heard him let out an angered breath. "You're killing him," Hunter hissed as I squeezed my jeans tighter in my hand. "He loves you and you know that! And you love him still! I know it!"

I shoved Jaden's hand away when he tried to grab my phone from me. "I've had a lot of time to think," I stated as I stared Jayden down. "I don't think that's true anymore." Hunter pause as Jayden did the same. "I care for him deeply and always will. But it is no longer love that I feel for him. I mixed up my feelings of trust and friendship with love." I began shaking as I fought back tears. "He is the only Alpha I will ever trust," I said as my voice shook. "He will always hold a special place to me because of that, but that does not mean that I love him in the way he loves me. I plan to talk to him about it. It is the least I can do after he is treated and cared for me so well. I will encourage him to move on and express that we can never be together. It's just not possible."

"Don't lie to me, Will!" Hunter hissed before he hung up.

After a long silent moment, Jayden finally spoke. "I will make sure that, over time, I am the Alpha you trust," he stated confidently.

When I scoffed, I saw his entire body tense. "That is something you can never take from him, no matter how far or how long you separate him and I. Don't kid yourself. You are the last Alpha I will trust after all you've done."

I was thankful to see that we were close to my car. I directed him to it through the parking garage. As he stopped near it, I tried to get out but the door was still locked.

"Can you unlock it?" I asked as I looked to him. I paused when I saw the sadness and anger on his face.

"What do I have to do to get your trust?"

I stared at him, "that's not going to happen," I replied as his face turned to nearly desperation. "You are a dominant Alpha that looks down on me. Soon after we met, you rȧpėd me. After we met again, you rȧpėd me and have caused me to be pregnant again!" I fought back tears, "you have brought two children, and soon a third, into this world without love! I have done everything I can to express my love to them but I nearly killed them just to run from you!" Jayden's face morphed to fear and sadness as I finally began to cry. "I nearly killed those two wonderful kids because I did not want to be reminded of the man who rȧpėd me! You made their lives hell as I struggled to raise them on my own!" I wiped my face, but it was soon covered with more tears, "you took me from the only man I will truly love! He was willing to be with me even though I had a destined partner! He was going to sacrifice everything just to be with me! You can never make up for that!" I tried to fight the door handle, but it didn't budge, "please! Just let me leave and go to my kids!"

He reluctantly unlocked the door and I quickly got out. I threw the door shut with a loud bang before rushing over to my car. I got in and quickly turned it on before whipping out of the space and racing down the streets towards the house. I noticed Jayden following me but I didn't care.. I need my kids or I will lose my mind.