Five years, 1825 days, 195 hours. Shen Lin counted these days.
Almost every night, Shen Lin dreams about the night in France and sees Li Luochen's last figure and his death.
Li Luochen's death can be said to be vigorous, but also silent.
After he said that he didn't love Shen Lin, he turned around and left. A man facing those French guns, he said indifferently, don't you want to know where the vault is? OK, I'll take you.
Li Luochen's words. The Frenchmen around me cheered and screamed. And Li Luochen is always expressionless, he walked in the front and led them away.
After Li Luochen left, Shen Lin reluctantly asked, "what is he going to do? What does he want to do? He... "
Chen Kefan's eyes are red. "He wanted to sacrifice himself and save us," he said painfully
"No! No way Shen Lin can't believe it. "How can he... He gives them the money. The French won't be hard on him any more, will they? As long as the money is given, he will live! "
If you give money, you can spend money to avoid disaster.
Given the money, Li Luochen can come back safe and sound.
Innocent Shen Lin. I really thought that
"Bang Bang..."
Memory and reality are mixed together. Shen Lin seems to hear the sound of the gun again. She didn't dare to open her eyes in horror, so she heard a young man shouting: "Mom! mom! Open the door! My pants are wet! "
Hearing her son's voice, the cold memory in Shen Lin's heart was gradually driven away. Her consciousness slowly returned to her body, only to find that she had just fallen asleep.
There is no answer from Shen Lin, small pomelo can't wait to push the door. Seeing the muddled Shen Lin, the little grapefruit rushed over: "Mom! Why are you sleeping on the ground again! Is it cool on the ground? Get up
When she finished, Shen Lin found that she was sleeping on the ground again... This is one of the bad habits Shen Lin has developed in the past five years.
Since Li Luochen died, Shen Lin can no longer sleep in bed. Especially at night, the bed is always empty and spacious. No matter how many quilts she covered, she still felt cold.
It's no use taking medicine, no use drinking, even if it's no use sleeping with her son... There's no way, Shen Lin has to work day and night.
In the first year or two, the pomelo was still small. Insomnia was not too painful for Shen Lin. In the evening, she often has to get up to feed the grapefruit and change her diaper. The long night seems to be short.
Later, little pomelo was able to sleep, and she didn't have to take care of him at night. Since then, the night has been a bit hard for Shen Lin.
Insomnia is getting worse and worse. She often couldn't sleep for three or five days in a row. Every day, she looked forward to dark at dawn, and stayed up until dawn. It's like she's expending her energy to see when the oil runs out.
At the same time, Shen Lin is very clear. She can't run out of oil. Not only do she have parents to look after, but she also has a son to support. For the sake of her son, she can't die.
Supported by strong spiritual belief, Shen Lincai did not fall down with a breath. But all things have their limits. When little pomelo started kindergarten, Shen Lin finally couldn't hold on... She fell to the ground and fell asleep when she was alone at home.
Fortunately, Shen Lin's life is bigger. She is only slightly injured, but she has no serious problems. When she wakes up, her body aches, but her spirit is very refreshing.
Thank God! She could barely fall asleep at last!
Since then, Shen Lin seems to have found a panacea. I can't sleep every time. She would sleep on her stomach. Even when she woke up, she was sore and sore, but she still couldn't get rid of it.
Shen Lin is infatuated with the taste of sleeping on the ground, which makes her feel at ease and steady.
Let her no longer think of Li Luochen's embrace, and his overwhelming breath.
After waking up, Shen Lin's body was still a little stiff. Afraid that the grapefruit was distressed, she sat on the ground and looked at her with a smile: "what's the matter with you? Did you pee your pants? Shame. "
"No, no, it's not." Little grapefruit solemnly explained, "I want to drink a glass of water, accidentally upset the glass... Mom! I'm a man already! I can't pee my pants! "
Every time the grapefruit talks with a straight face, it looks like a young man. His eyebrows and eyes wrinkled slightly. It's like Li Luochen's casual action... If their two children survive, they should be similar to little grapefruit, right?
Shen Lin's eyes a dark, intimate little grapefruit immediately felt. The boy has been careful since he was a child. He can feel all the changes of Shen Lin's fine lines.
Running to Shen Lin and sitting down, little pomelo reaches out her fat hand and presses her arm for Shen Lin. Just now Shen Lin's feeling was not obvious. When she was pressed by her son's little hand, she immediately felt like she was bitten by insects and ants.
"Ah, ah, ah!" Shen Lin whispered, "son. It hurts... Take it easy. I'm your mother. Are you too cruel to me? "
"Who made you disobey." "You are not good at all, and you are not obedient. I told you so many times that you should not sleep on the ground. Why don't you listen to me
Complain to complain, but little pomelo still loves her. The pressure of the small hand slowed down, slowly let her adapt to the pain.
Shen Lin has been sleeping for so many years, the floor is used to it, and little pomelo is also used to massage for her. Seeing her son's skillful movements, Shen Lin was extremely distressed: "son. I'm sorry! I... "
"Mom." Little pomelo did not look up, but asked, "did you just think of dad?"
"Why do you ask that?" Is Shen Lin's mind so obvious? Even a child can't hide it.
"Because you're generally happy, only when you think of dad. You look sad. " Finish saying, small grapefruit does not forget to add, "but you always think of dad, expression is always sad."
Shen Lin didn't know how to answer. Her eyes fell on the ring of the ring finger... It was Li Luochen's mother's ring, and it was their wedding ring.
Recalling the way Li Luochen put on the ring for her, Shen Lin wanted to cry again.
"Mom." Little pomelo patted her hand and told her to say, "tell me more about Dad."
Shen Lin came back to herself. She forced a smile and patted little pomelo on the head: "what do you want to hear?"
"Just listen... How did you get married? What's a wedding like! Is it grand and grand? "
Shen Lin's heart slightly tingled, she asked with a smile: "how are you interested in this matter today?"
"Because I met a very annoying child in kindergarten!" Little Grapefruit's nose wrinkled, wrongly said, "he has been talking about his parents' wedding how fun, how many celebrities invited! Then he also... He also... "
Shen Lin recognized her son's grievance and said, "what else did he say? Did he bully you? "
"No, he didn't bully me."
The tone of small pomelo is low down, Shen Lin immediately realized: "small pomelo, what is our family motto?"
"The Li family's motto is the first," said little pomelo reluctantly“ You can't lie to your mother. "
Shen Lin sat upright and said seriously, "yes, we are mother and son, so I have the responsibility to take care of you when you grow up. There are some things you can't tell me, you can have secrets, but since you tell them, you can't lie... Right? "
"Yes." Little grapefruit some wilt ignore, "lie is a bad child.". It's really bad... But mom, I said you would be sad! "
That's how their mother and son think about each other. Even if you suffer from grievances, you don't want the other party to admit... Little pomelo is really sensible and heartbreaking!
"Have you forgotten how I taught you? Lovecan……”
"Love can make us strong," he says in a standard English accent
"Yes, no one else's words can hurt me." Shen Lin looked at her son and said seriously, "but if you want to lie to me, I will be really hurt."
Shen Lin, a young woman with a son, has heard too many rumors over the years.
What kind of illegitimate child, what kind of disorderly private life, what kind of disorderly relationship... Almost Li Luochen's mother suffered when she was young, Shen Lin suffered.
Although it seems that the times have changed, the society seems to be more open. But for thousands of years, the treatment of women has never stopped. It seems that as long as you are a woman, others have the right to point fingers at you, and others have the right to gossip about your private life. Any of your personal problems will be magnified infinitely and become the subject of discussion in your spare time.
Shen Lin is used to it and doesn't care. She doesn't think these are her faults, so she won't bow to these people easily. If someone dares to bully her son with these words, I'm sorry. She will make them look good.
“Lovecanmakeusstronger。” Shen Lin holds the plump hand of little pomelo and says, "because mom loves you, mom is not afraid of anything. Please tell me what happened in the kindergarten? "
Shen Lin's words just finished, small pomelo "wow" cry out.
"Mom, they say I... they laugh at me..." little pomelo cried wrongly, "they say I'm a child nobody wants! They say I don't have a dad! You're a bad woman, so I don't have a father. My father doesn't want us... Mom, mom, they don't mean it, do they? is it? They're all bad kids, aren't they all lying? "
Little grapefruit finish saying, Shen Lin head "buzz"... Now the children, how the mouth is so bad?
Usually we are good friends playing together. Why do we talk like this?
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