56 FEAR OF LOSING HER

Jhummi was walking on the road, from the last fifteen minutes she was walking but she couldn't find a cab, Ayan was just following her because he knows it is late now and her house is little far from here, it is not safe for her to go like this, he offered her to drop her, but she is being so stubborn by god, she denied him all the times, so what can he do instead of following her at this time, "why the hell you are being this stubborn, let me drop you, I am not gonna eat you, come on, use your mind Jhummi, aunt is waiting for you at home, isn't she, and if you will go like this, you will not reach after one hour to", Ayan said cum yelled on her, and this made Jhummi angrier, "how dare you yelled on me like this, who you think you are Ayan, now I am never gonna come with you" Jhummi yelled back on him and started walking again, Ayan cursed himself for behaving like this, he knows Jhummi's nature, still he behaved this way, he punched the starring and tried to calm himself down.

Ayan saw outside but he couldn't see Jhummi, he got panicked because as far he could see, Jhummi was nowhere to see, Ayan gets back in his car and increased the speed, his heart was beating so fast, he always feels scared for Jhummi, she is rude or arrogant but she is still hell innocent, she easily trusts people, thought of losing her makes him scarier, he went more than three hundred meters far, but there was no sign of Jhummi, he dialed her number, the phone was ringing, but she was not answering, Ayan turned his car back on the same way, his strongest feeling was telling him that something was definitely wrong with her, that is why she is not answering his call, he was driving like crazy, and then his gaze fell in a street, a small street, and his heart skip a beat, his muscles get relaxed and he took a breath in relief.

she was sitting with two poor kids and feeding them by her hand, she was talking to them with the cutest smile, there was no tension on her face of getting late or anything, she was looking so happy, the kids were smiling brightly, one kid was crying and the other kid kissed jhummi's cheek, Ayan went near Jhummi and hugged her so tight, Jhummi felt like the group of butterflies attacked in her stomach, she was feeling breathless due to his hug, she couldn't understand why he is reacting this way,

"what's wrong Ayan, are you okay", said Jhummi trying to free herself, but Ayan didn't leave her, he was crying on her shoulder,

Jhummi felt the wetness on her shoulder, and her heart starting beating like a drum, why he was crying, is he mad or something happened to him, Jhummi thought,

"Ayan, are you fine", Jhummi asked again and Ayan left her and turned his head and showed her his back, he wiped his face by his t-shirt and took a deep breath,

"Nothing happened, I am fine, and now without any argue come with me, it is too late and I am dropping you home", said Ayan without watching into her eyes, Jhummi noticed the seriousness in his voice, his face was seeming pale and colorless, he was feeling so restless, the first time in his whole life, he cried in the fear of losing someone, in the fear of losing a girl, who doesn't even like him, he thought, Jhummi was following her without speaking a single word, they came out from the street where Ayan's car was standing, Jhummi was about to seat in the car but Ayan grabbed her hand and push her on the car, he held her by her shoulder with his both hands, Jhummi got scared by his sudden action, she don't even know why he is getting angry, Jhummi closed her eyes tightly because she thought Ayan will hit her but instead Ayan punched the car so hard, the shape of the car instantly got changed and Jhummi got shocked to see him like this, Ayan pulled her closed,

"Dare if you disappeared like this again, don't you fucking know what the time is and what place it is, do you even realize how scared I was when I didn't find you, how scary thoughts were running in my mind", he yelled on her, "I, I thought, something, something bad happened to you", he managed to say and hugged her again, Jhummi felt so overwhelmed, she can't express what she was feeling, after Neel, Ayan was the first guy who is feeling scared to loose her, she instantly wrapped her arms around him and hugged him back, she was feeling so warm and safe in his arms, like it is her favorite place in the whole universe,

"hey, I have never seen before your this side, I understand everything except one thing, why the hell you are crying like this", said Jhummi and laughed on him, "I don't want to explain you anything, just never disappeared like this again", said Ayan and freed her from his hug, "what if one day I disappear from your life like I never exist", said Jhummi in teasing tone, "I will never let the day come", said Ayan in blabbering but Jhummi heard that, "you can never stop me", said Jhummi again in teasing tone and sat in the car, and started wearing her seatbelt, Ayan was so serious, he was not taking her talks in-joke, he always feels one day she have to let her go, but he just can't let her go, the first time his stone-like heart melts for a girl, who wants to leave her, "hey I am joking, now come inside, I am already late", said Jhummi and a little smile spread on his face, he got in the car and give her a cute smile,

"you are not allowed to roam around alone in the night like this", said Ayan in a serious tone but Jhummi laughed, "and who are you to tell me this", said Jhummi with narrow eyes, but Ayan didn't say anything again, he increased the speed and in next ten minutes he reached out of her house's street, "you can go now, I will go from here", said Jhummi and about to open the door but Ayan pulled her into a hug, he kissed her cheek and opened the door for her, Jhummi instantly came out and without watching into his direction, ran toward her house, he was standing there until she got inside her house, after two minutes he left from there, but her words were still ringing in his mind, "I will disappear from your life like I never exist", and he pushed the brake so hard.