57 HIS INSECURITIES

Ayan came out from the car, he was feeling out of breath, his mind recalled the memory when he was searching for her, he was scared to death like his life depends on her, his insecurities made Jim scared, he took the water bottle from his car and washed his face, it was nine-thirty in the night and the cold air was hitting his face and he got relaxed, he wiped his face and get back in the car, he was lost in her thoughts while driving, but he doesn't want to remember her bad jokes, he dismissed his negative thoughts and try to remember her cute smile when she was feeding the street poor kids, there was peace on her face, and he loves to stare her, in fact, he could stare her whole life, as he thinks this, but I guess he wants to ride on two boats, which is not possible, he has to choose between Jhummi and his admirer.

Ayan reached his house and Raghav was waiting for him outside his house, "where the hell you were", said Raghav as Ayan went near him, "I just went for a walk", said Ayan but Raghav stare him in anger, "don't tell me that you went for walk in the car", said Raghav still with the same tone, "you started to lie to me Ayan", said Raghav and about to walk from there but Ayan stopped him, "come on, don't be sentimental now, let's go inside", said Ayan and took him inside, Ayan open the door of his house and Raghav saw the dinner on the floor and glared him, "now what is this, you went out for a walk even without eating, amazing", said Raghav in teasing tone, Ayan ignored all the words what Raghav was blabbering, Ayan picked the packet of the food and put it on the dining table, he went into the kitchen for take plate, he came out with two plates and folks, "I am not eating with you", said Raghav but Ayan ignored him, he serves the food in both plates, then he gave one plate to Raghav, but Raghav was showing his full tantrums, he denied but Ayan forcefully made him eat, Raghav knows he can't wins against him, "now tell me the truth, what is wrong with you and i am so sorry for my last time's words, you know me right, i didn't mean that", said Raghav with a sad face but he was still eating, "i know okay, and i am not angry with you, i was sad because deep inside i know whatever you said is true, but don't worry, when the right time will come, god will make me choose the right thing, and i will go the way where destiny will take me, i know i am waiting for my secret admirer but until she comes, i can't afford to lose Jhummi", said Ayan with a brightest smile, Raghav don't know what should he say to him so he just nods while eating.

Jhummi entered inside the house and saw her mom was waiting for her on the dining table, maybe she got tired that is why she was sitting on the chair and her head was down, her tiredness made her sleep here, but as she heard the footsteps of Jhummi she instantly wakes up and ran towards her, "Jhummi, didn't you see what time is, where were you, I was so afraid and why you didn't answer your phone", said her mother in one breath, Jhummi made her mom sit on the sofa and pour some water in a glass, "drink this mom, you need it so much", said Jhummi to her mom giving her the glass, but her mom didn't drink it, the concern lines were still visible on her face, "Jhummi, you should understand the feeling of your parents, you made me scared, now this the is the last time when I am forgiving you, but from now you has to come home before eight in the evening", said her mother in a little angry tone, "mom, will you please relax a bit, it is not that big deal, you are not giving me a chance to explain", said Jhummi trying to defend herself,

"And where is Neel mom, he is still out and you are only scolding me", said Jhummi but her mother glared her, "he is still out because he went to finding you because you were not answering your phone and he was afraid, he thought you would be in trouble, he called Suhani too, but she told him that you are not with her, check your phone, how many times he called you", said her mother and Jhummi really felt guilty, tears build up in her innocent eyes and she quickly checked her phone, there was twenty-eight missed calls of Neel and ten missed calls of Suhani, Jhummi felt really bad and with teary eyes, she dialed Neel's number, Neel picked the call in just one ring before he could say anything, "I am home, please come home", Jhummi managed to say, "I am really sorry mom, I didn't intend to make you worry, but it happened by mistake, but I promise I will never repeat this, trust me, I didn't realize my phone was ringing mom, I was feeding the poor kids, that is why I got late, you know they were starving from hunger from last two days, they were so adorable mom, if you see them, you will definitely fall for them, but i promise i will be never late again, i swear on you mom", Jhummi was talking non stop, and her mother was staring her with happy face, she was angry with her but she knows her daughter is an innocent soul, she thinks so much about other, specially for little kids,

She stood up from the sofa and kissed Jhummi's head, "go to your room and change your clothes and come down on dinner", her mother said and went into the kitchen, Jhummi felt so happy with her mom's reaction but she is little afraid of Neel, she knows he will definitely get angry and yell on her, but as Jhummi heard the sound of Neel's bike, she quickly ran into her room and locked the room, Neel came inside and her mother told her everything, Neel was not angry on her, but as a brother, he was afraid for her sister, she is so pure and innocent for this cruel world, she always feels insecure about her because she is only one he had.