Yeah, this is what I was trying to do, holding myself, I know it would be worst for Suhani if I got faint, and without thinking twice she will take me to the hospital and I just do not want to go there anytime soon and never,
I was inhaling and exhaling deep breaths, it helps me to open my eyes,
"You want me to take you to the hospital", Suhani asked me as she was observing me, and I shook my head in a big no,
"I am fine, trust me", I said with a little difficulty,
"Why the hell he is not coming", said Suhani with greeting teeth, and I told her to relax, but she was walking here and there is tension,
"Jhummi, you want me to tell Neel, you will better if he would be here", said Suhani and I again shook my head, I do want Neel to worry about me, I know he will come here in the next moment leaving everything whatever he would be doing, so I do not want this,
In that time Abhay came, he was breathing so hard, I mean breathing so heavy, seems like he came running all the way,
"Hey, are you okay, take a deep breath", I said and he nodded, he is so sweet, he even brought a bottle of water too,
He then handed me the medicine and water and I swallowed it, it tastes bitter, but when you do not have options, you have to take it,
"I took the medicine, I will be fine in some time, and our classes are over too, let us go home", I said and Suhani nodded,
I pulled my phone out from my pocket to see if there is any message or call that I need to see, and yes, here it was, from my mom,
"I am sorry baby, I would be home tomorrow, actually I was coming today, but something urgent showed up, so I am unable to come today, I will see you tomorrow, love you my baby girl", the message ended with a heart emoji,
What the hell she is doing, I do not even know what does she do, does she care about me or not, she is so busy in her work that she is do not having time to meet us, I released a deep sigh as I wanted to calm myself down,
"Suhani", I said and she came close,
"Hmm, tell me, how are you feeling now", she asked as she caressed my hair,
"Call your mom and tell her that you are staying at my place today", I said and she looked confused, but she did not ask me anything, without even asking or thinking she nodded her head similarly, that is why I love her so much,
"Let us go then", I said and I got up from my seat,
"You want me to help", she asked but I shook my head, I was feeling a little dizzy before, but now I am feeling fine, I can go by myself,
"Are you sure you are feeling better now", Abhay asked, and I nodded,
We walked out together, and Suhani went to take the car,
"Okay then I will see you tomorrow, take care okay, and if you need anything, you can tell me anytime, okay", said Abhay with a big smile, and I nodded,
"Of course, thank you so much", I said and he left waving his hand, Suhani was almost here, he waved his hand towards Suhani too before leaving,
Just then my gaze fell on something in the parking side, oh, yes, it was Ayan's car, that means he is still here, but why, he bunked the class but he is still in the college, it was strange, I started looking for him here and there,
But he was nowhere to see,
"Hey, what are you doing, let us go", said Suhani and I nodded, I know he is here but why and is he trying to hide from me,
I headed inside the car and wore my seatbelt,
"Hey, is everything alright", Suhani asked me I nod,
"By the way what is with your mom", she asked again,
"She said she is busy, so she can not come today, she will show up tomorrow, and I do not want to stay alone so you are coming with me that is it", I said and turned my face, I was not feeling good,
"Okay, I am coming, but at least fix your mood, just look at you", she said, but I did not listen to her, I was still looking out,
"I know you are not fine, but there is no need to spoil your mood too", she said and then I turn my head towards her, she is saying truth after all,
I am just spoiling my mood, and hers too, there is no benefit to stay like this,
"Okay, sorry, and thank you", I said with a big smile and she smiled back,
"You are stupid, just never stopped smiling", she said and I smiled again sheepishly,
She drove home and helped me to pick my luggage to my room, I took a deep breath as I was feeling a little tired,
"Here", said Suhani and as I looked up she was standing here with a glass of water,
"Why this", I asked and took the glass, and drank it with one go, I was needing it,
"because you needed this", she said and smiled, how she knows everything without asking me, maybe that is why I do not have a real sister because God wanted to gift me this beautiful gift, my thought made me smile,
"Why are you smiling like that", Suhani asked me with a raised brow,
"Because I love you", I said and hugged her, and she got surprised but hugged me back,
"You want to eat anything, tell me I will cook it for you", she said and I immediately shook my head, well she is a piece of my heart, but she is terrible in cooking,
"I will try my best Jhummi, let me cook for you, please, I promise it will taste yummy", she said but I was still shooking my head,
"You are so bad Jhummi, you broke my heart", she said faking it and making me chuckle,
"It is because I want to take a nap, I am still feeling dizzy, please", I said with a sad face, I badly want to sleep, asleep without getting disturbed, for a little long,
"Okay, okay, you can sleep, but only for one hour", she said and I nod my head like a sweet obedient girl,
"I am sorry, you will be bored for some time, but I can not help", I said but she put her hand on my shoulder,
"Hey, do not worry, I am not gonna bore, I have my phone, so there is no chance I will be boring, I have Netflix, and Neel too", she said making me laugh,
"Okay, so call me if you need anything, I am here in the living room, okay", she said and I nodded my head with a big smile,
I headed towards my room and changed my clothes, and jumped on my bed, I was feeling like someone drugged me,
Well, I know my pain killer has a heavy dose that is why I am feeling like this, still, I hate to feel like this, my eyes were already feeling heavy so I closed my eyes, and sleep embraced me in just next to two minutes,
And it was the best feeling I guess,
Ayan's Point Of View,
I just do not know what is happening in my life and what I am doing,
I was behaving weird, and I know I am behaving wrong with Jhummi too, she will be thinking what is wrong with me, but the truth is I am also confused, and I can not share this with Jhummi,
After coming back from the trip I did not even talk to her properly, we had a small fight too, and she becomes angry with me, and I do not know why but I did not call her, I know I am doing wrong, but what to do,
Since I received my mystery girl's letter, I am getting excited for no reason, and somehow I am waiting for her to come, I want to meet her, I want to see her,
It is not related to Jhummi, I wanted to meet this girl since my high school, because she is sending me since then, and my heart has some special feelings for her,
"Come soon my mystery girl",