166 I WAITED

After fighting with Jhummi, I did not felt good, I know she would be upset, but I was upset too, and I was seeing our photos of the trip, and there was a picture of mine, that was awesome, 

And I remember so well Jhummi clicked that picture, so I uploaded it on Instagram, and Jhummi liked it too, but she did not say anything, 

I put my phone aside, I was feeling suffocated, I do not know what to do, Neel was here and I wanted to share so many things with him, but I could not, 

It was past nine in the night, and we were sitting in the living room, just then Neel called Suhani, and I know Jhummi is also with her, so my all attention was on what Neel was saying, 

"Jhummi, this is bad manner to pick someone else's phone", I heard Neel was scolding Jhummi, and then his facial expressions got changed in anger I guess, what happened suddenly, I do not know, 

"Jhummi I know you guys are not home, where you are", he said, no he yelled a little, oh god, that means they are not home, and they are doing hangout at this time, and alone, 

I took a deep breath as I was also getting angry, how many times I have told Jhummi not to go out at this time, but she is so stubborn, why she does not listen to anyone, 

"No, dare if you leave now, I am coming, stay there", said Neel, and I also get up from my seat, I will also go with him, I think someone needs a lesson to learn, 

Neel got up from his seat and I called him, 

"Neel, and he turned his head, 

"I will also come", I said, and he stayed still for a second, 

"You sure", he asked me and I nodded 

"Okay, cool, let us go", he said and I quickly changed my t-shirt, 

How could she be this irresponsible, she knows so well that hangout in the night is not safe, still, she is behaving this way, I was getting angrier, 

"Why she does not listen to me, beaches are not safe at this time, especially for girls", said Neel and that made me a little scary, what the hell they are doing at this time at the beach, they are not kids, 

"Yes, that is true", I said and Neel was just driving, and I started using my phone, 

I was just hoping for their safety, I am not a narrow-minded person, but still, this type of thoughts scares me, 

After driving for twenty mintues, we finally reached there, but as I saw Jhummi, my anger just vanished in a blink, and when my gaze fell on her face, my heart was feeling some weird emotions, I was feeling bad because she was looking so sad, 

Neel scolded her and Suhani too for staying out at this time, 

She was smiling while talking to Neel but there was no happiness in her eyes, and maybe the reason was I, and that made me so guilty, but she did not dare to look at me, not even once, I know she is angry with me, 

I was feeling like punch myself for hurting her, I wanted to follow her and say sorry, but Neel was continuously watching me, so I was just pretending to use my phone, 

After some time we all headed out, I felt like someone was there near the car, and I guess I saw Jhummi was talking to someone, but until I reached there, there was no one, it was strange, there is no chance it was an illusion, 

Suhani knocked on her door and she opened it, she was looking a little different, and Suhani got to know she was eating ice cream, although she was trying to hide it, still, she got caught, 

She was having a lot of ice cream, and I know she will not go and buy this, I know someone handed it, but she was not saying, she lied in front of me that she bought it from a street vendor, 

My anxiety and suffocation was increasing every moment, Neel gave me ice cream, I wanted to deny but I could not, 

I even did not dare to show my face to her, so I went back with Neel without looking at her, I knew the next day in college I am gonna see her, 

It was too difficult to sleep, I hardly slept at that night, still, I felt fresh in the morning because I am gonna see her again, I got ready and Neel was also ready to go to his college, 

I dropped him at his college, and then I reached mine, 

I know I have to take some lectures because college is arranging some attendance issues, so I sat in my class, but she was nowhere to see, 

And just then my eyes fell on the door, and someone entered, I felt like someone poured iced water on me, 

"What the fuck you are doing here", I was about to yell, when he came inside and sat just behind me, but before I could speak, Jhummi entered with Suhani, 

And I saw a surprised look on her face, but there is no chance she would be surprised seeing me, I followed her gaze and anger build up inside me, 

Abhay waved his hand towards her and I was hoping that it is my mission, please God she should not wave back, but my bad, she did, she waved her hand with a big smile, 

I can not explain what I was feeling back then, my whole body started feeling the heat as I was angry as hell, I was feeling like a volcano, and I could explode anytime soon, 

No, no, it was not this, she went and sat with him, what the hell she is doing with him, does she knows him, how the fuck she knows him, 

And the way she was talking to him seems like she knows him so well like they are good friends, but when the hell it happened, I was with her whole time, and it is the first day in the college after the trip, then how the hell she could be so frank with a fucking stranger, 

Since last night she is doing the most unexpected things, I took a deep breath as it was going tough to control my anger, 

And then I got to know the next lecture is free, so I thought I should ask Jhummi why she is behaving like this, 

But she agreed for hangout with Abhay, what the hell is wrong with her, I know she is doing this intentionally, and no matter how much I try to ignore, I just could not, 

Nor did I could control myself to following her, thank god she did not go with him out for hangout, she just went to the canteen, and Suhani was also there, 

Raghav is also on leave, he went to meet his parents, they wanted to see him, as it is been long he did not go to meet them, 

I sat at the corner seat, I thought she did not saw me, but I was so wrong, she saw me already, but every time her eyes met mine, she turns her gaze, it was fucking irritating me, 

Abhay went to take the food, while I saw Jhummi was explaining something to Suhani, and with so much excitement also, 

I was never interested in girls talk but right now I wanted to know what she is talking about, but I could not, Abhay showed up with a tray full of food, seems like they are having dinner, 

"Ayan, what the hell do you think you are doing", my mind scolded me, but I ignored, 

Why the hell Abhay is here, and he could not find another girl or friends, why Jhummi, all these thoughts were making me insane, 

They are chatting so casual, seems like they know each other, but how the hell, 

They chatted for too long until it was the time for the next class, and then I noticed Jhummi was smirking before leaving, God knows what she is trying to do, 

I was not feeling like study, well I do not do at all, still, I bunked the next class, but I was near the class, so I could see them when the class will cover, 

I know I should not bunk this lecture, because of the attendance issue, but what do to, I do not want to go inside, 

I waited for an hour, it was the toughest thing to do, I was walking here and there like stupid, 

But I took a deep breath when finally the bell rang and the class get over,