179 IT WAS HURTING

I came to Jhummi's place with Neel, and as aunty saw me, she hugged me, I was happy for her, she has changed a lot, 

When I saw her last time, she was looking so pale and weak, and a heavy dark circles around her eyes, and the helplessness in her eyes, 

But today she was completely different, and I am glad that she has developed herself like this, I am feeling so blessed to see her like this, 

And when Neel was not noticing, she whispered thank you in my ear and I just smiled, 

"I am so hungry", I said and she smiled, because I do not want to see her crying over a past accident, 

"Yes mom, I am also feeling so hungry, even I am starving", said Neel with a pout, he is being just overdramatic, but aunty was smiling, 

"Yeah yeah, you both wash your hands and sit down, I am gonna serve you in two minutes", said aunty and went inside the kitchen, 

I was continuously looking at the door, it was almost dinner time, but why Jhummi is not home yet, how many times I have told her that not stay out at night time, no matter how our country is developed but it is still not safe for girls, 

But she never listens to me, she always does everything I do not l like, 

"Mom, why Jhummi is not home yet, look at the time mom", said Neel and I smiled, because I also wanted to know where she is, 

"Yeah I called her, she told me that she went to a fair with Suhani and her new friend, and she is coming in just some time", said aunty, and Neel made a face, and I was also angry, this is not a time to go to fair, what she was doing whole day, 

And her new friend that means Abhay, arhhhgh, now this is too much, she is hanging out with him whole fucking day, 

"New friend, who is her new friend, and mom, I never applied any restrictions on her but this is not a time to go fair, she could tell me if she wants to go there, I could go with her", said Neel, I agree with him, whatever he is saying is right, 

"Do not worry, she will be here soon, you guys eat your food", said aunty and served us, and the food was smelling awesome, 

We were enjoying our food but my eyes were stuck to the door, just then the doorbell rang, and I took a breath in relief, 

I was smiling when I heard her voice, but my smile vanished in the next blink as I heard another voice, 

"What the fuck", I cursed as I heard Abhay's voice, how could she do this, I mean how the hell she could take him with her, she never had any friend before and now when she is having one, she directly brings him at home, unbelievable, 

I can not explain how pissed off and angry I was feeling, aunty brought Abhay and as he saw me, I could notice a tension line on his forehead, but still, he was managing to keep his smile, 

I was waiting for Jhummi to come but she was not showing up, seems like she gets to know I am here and that is why she is not coming, 

Abhay is trying to be cool in front of me, nor even daring to look at me, I badly want to pull him from his collar and ask him that why he is here, but I somehow controlled my hormones, 

"Jhummi, dinner is getting cold, come down fast", aunty yelled as Jhummi was not coming down, 

"Yeah coming, in just two minutes", said Suhani, I know Jhummi is tensed, but that does not mean she should behave like a kid,

After five minutes Jhummi came, and she was looking different, I mean she always looks pretty, but today she was wearing the nightdress which I gifted her, the shorts she is wearing is a little short and showing her perfect white legs, 

But she knows that Abhay is also here, they why the hell she wore this, I noticed Abhay smiled when he saw her, and I was just fisting my hands, 

Why Jhummi always pisses me off, I took a deep breath to control myself, aunty was scolding Jhummi for coming late, 

Every passing moment I was getting angry and angry and angry, but she was intentionally ignoring me and laughing and talking with him, 

"Jhummi, you never told me about him, not even mention", Neel asked her, and she becomes quiet, I also wanted to know that how the hell she met him, 

"Neel, he is my cousin, he recently shifted here", said Suhani, how dare them to lie like this, 

I felt so angry when Suhani lied to like this, I mean I know it is not a big deal but I know Neel will never object after knowing he is a cousin of Suhani, Jhummi was playing along with the lie, just unbelievable, 

Abhay was being too sweet, is not like he is not sweet, he is, but there was no need to behave like this here, I could see the affection in aunty's eyes for him because he was like being so ideal and talking ideal, 

Amazing, he got success with his first impression thing, because aunty was hell impressed with him, I could see that, 

I was hardly controlling my anger, and I took a deep breath when he finally left, I was feeling a little suffocated while he was here, 

"Mom, you go and take rest, Suhani and I will finish this work", said Jhummi, and it was so hard to convince her, but finally she left to her room and Neel and I also went to our room, 

Neel's room was not so big, but it was clean and beautiful, I liked it, he was like talking to Suhani, I get to know as the way he was blushing and smiling, 

"Ayan, I will be back soon, I am going to meet her on the terrace, hope you will not mind", said Neel and I smiled, 

"No, no, I do not mind, of course, you can go", I said and he smiled, 

"You sure, I mean it is the first time you are staying at my place and I am going to meet her and leaving you alone here", he said with a guilty look, but I smiled, 

"Oh, come on Neel, I do not mind at all, you go and take your time, do not think about me, I have my phone and Netflix, I am all good with it, okay", I said and he hugged me, 

"Thank you, bro, you are awesome", he said and left, I smiled as I was lying on the bed, 

I was thinking what to do, just then something popped in my mind, I know it was not the right thing to do, but I just wanted to do, so I did, 

I just peeped out from my room and saw Suhani was slowly closing the door, and then she went to upstairs, I mean to terrace, 

I closed the door behind me, and slowly open the door of her and without making a noise I closed it, 

But she heard it, the lights were off, maybe she was feeling tired, and trying to sleep, but oops, I interrupted, 

She switched on the lights and turned her head, as her eyes met mine, her eyes got wide, and first, she smiled and then her face become neutral, 

"Ayan", she whispered, as I came close to her, 

"What are you doing here at this time", she said, I could see she was trying hard to keep her expressions neutral, but her eyes were telling me a different story, 

"I, I, I wanted to talk, talk to you", I said as I do not know but I was finding so difficulty while speaking, 

"Oh, really Ayan, so finally you thought that you should stop ignoring me and you should talk", she said in such a harsh tone, I know she is angry with me, and this time I ruined everything, she is looking a hell serious, 

"Jhummi, I know what I was doing was not right, but trust me I did not intend to do that", I said, it was too hard to speak while she was staring at me with tearful eyes, 

I never want to see her crying, I know she is so sensitive, and what I am doing making her cry, 

"Oh, so you mean it just happened, you did not intend to do that, but you did it, right", she said, she was speaking in such harsh tone, my heart was feeling like someone is stabbing it, it was hurting, 

she never talked to me like that,