180 YOU CAN LEAVE

"Cool Ayan, if you were feeling like that, it is cool, at least you could have told me, I was not gonna eating you Ayan, you did not even think once that how I would feel, do you have any idea that how to hurt I was feeling every time you were ignoring me", she said as a tear dropped from her eye, 

I felt so hurt when I saw her like that, she was crying because of me, and I could see easily how deeply she was hurt, her eyes were looking so lost as tears were rolling down to her eyes, 

"Jhummi, just listen to me, I did not want to hurt you, I was just losing my mind somehow", I said and she showed me her palm, 

"But you did Ayan, you already did", she said and sat on the bed, and hide her face between her hands and she started crying so badly, my heart was feeling a slight pain as I was seeing her like that, 

"You did not think once before behaving like that, you did not think once how it will hurt me, Ayan I was losing my mind too, I could not understand what mistake I did to get a cold shoulder from you, what was my fault Ayan", she asked between her sobs, 

Her eyes become red due to crying so much and her face was covered with tears, I could not even dare to move from my place and wipe her face, 

"Jhummi, you did nothing, there is nothing your fault, it is just I was stupid, and I did not know what to do, but please do not cry like this, I can not stand tears in your eyes", I said and she looked at me with disbelief eyes as I said something wrong, 

I know I hurt her so badly and she is crying because of me, still, it is hurting so much to see her crying like this, 

She wiped her eyes and released a deep breath, she was quite and somehow thinking something, I could see she was trying to act strong in front of me, she was wiping her face again and again and new tears were building, 

"Yeah, you are right Ayan, I should not cry, and maybe you do not deserve my tears, as you have nothing to say, I think you should leave before Suhani comes back", she said in such a hard tone, 

It was sharper than a knife and it stabbed my heart so brutally, she turned her face and waited for me to leave, but I do not want to leave like this, but I do not know either what to say, 

I was about to speak something then she phone started ringing, she was standing at the corner while her phone was on the bed, and I looked at her phone, and my blood started boiling, 

"What the fuck he is calling you at this time", I yelled as I saw Abhay's number on her phone, Jhummi looked at me and she was coming towards her phone, but before she could pick it, I grabbed it from the bed, and cut his call, 

And that made me angrier, is she possessive about him, how dare her fight with me for that Abhay, 

"Why he is calling you at this time", I asked again yelling at her, 

"That is none of your business, I will talk to anyone I want, it is none of your fucking business", she yelled back at me, and I could not believe it was the same Jhummi I used to know, she was never like this before, but I know she is behaving like this because she is angry, but that does not mean she could do whatever she wants, 

"Jhummi, I am giving you a warning one last time, stay fucking away from him, he does not as he looks", I said and try to make her understand, but she has to be stubborn, I know she would not listen to me, 

"Who are you to tell me what to do or what to not, he is my friend and I will talk to him, he is too sweet", she said and smiled, what the fuck is going on, is she seeing him secretly, or there is something between then, no doubt Abhay was worrying about her like that, 

"Jhummi, just do not test my patience, just listen to me okay, I am saying everything for your sake only", I said as I was trying hard to control my anger, how dare she was saying him sweetly, 

I was fisting my hands because she was not listening to me, and then what she was saying about Abhay was making me a hell angry, 

"Look Jhummi", I was about to say something again, but her phone started ringing again, and I closed my eyes, she was staring at me, and I was staring at her phone which was still ringing with his caller id, 

"Ayan, give me my phone back", she said and snatched her phone from my hands, before I could react she picked it, and told me to be quiet, 

"Hey", she said as she answered the call, and it was so polite, who could say that she was so angry just a second before, 

"I am so grateful to you Jhummi, I mean it was the yummiest food of my life and I just can not say enough thank you", I heard him saying and Jhummi was smiling, 

"Oh come on Abhay, that is not a big deal, you can join us often if you want, mom would be so happy", she said and smirked, I know she is saying all this intentionally, and her words were like fuel to the fire, I was getting angrier, 

"That is awesome, but the fun we had today, I just can not explain Jhummi, you made my day so special, I mean it was the most beautiful and memorable day of my life, and it all because of you Jhummi, and", he was still speaking, but I just lost my temper and I snatched the phone from her hand and cut the call, and switched it off and throw her phone on the bed, 

I was angry and she was ignoring me, and that Abhay he was trying to flirt with her, and I can bet she is not even understanding it, she is smiling like a fool, 

"What the fuck Ayan, who you think you are, I already told you have nothing to say right, so you can leave", she said and pointed her finger towards the door, and she was going towards the bed to grab her phone again, 

But I hold her hand and pulled her towards me, I was angry, a hell angry, and she still wants to talks to him, I pulled her so hard that she collided with my chest, it was so sudden that she could not balance herself, 

I could feel she was breathing heavily, and she was looking down, she was not able to look at me as she was staring at the floor, and then she looked up, and I was feeling her hot breathes on my faces, 

She roamed her fingers on my face, and my heart was racing so fast, it was beating like a drum, but I could not understand what was running into her eyes, there were a lot of emotions in her eyes, but the most important thing I could see that was she was hurt, 

But then she took a step back, and turned her face, 

"You can leave", she said again, and I know if I leave like this, she would never talk to me again, 

She again made her way towards the bed and picked her phone and switched it on, and that made me so angry, how could she do this to me, her phone and that Abhay is that important for her, 

I made my way towards her and snatched her phone and throw it on the floor, and I know I should not have done that, but there is the trick behind it, I did not break it, I just throw it to scare her, 

She looked at me with angry eyes, and she made her way towards me, but I hold her hand, 

"You think you can ignore me like this, I told you not to fucking talk to him", I said and she was trying to get free, but I am not gonna leave her, 

"I will talk to him no matter what", she said and I pinned her to the wall, 

"Ayan, what are you doing, leave me",