192 OH NO,

I was feeling Ayan's intense gaze on me, which I was ignoring, what he thinks of himself, seems like everything is game for him, probably it is a game, but I am not fucking enjoying it, 

Suhani nods her head and went to my room, Neel was looking so excited as I could see his excitement, 

"Jhummi, you are worlds best sister", he said and hugged me, and I hugged him back, I can not explain how happy I am to see him like that, 

"I know, and you are also worlds best brother", I said and he placed a small kiss on my forehead, 

Suhani came down with a big box in his hand, and Neel's eyes got wide as he saw the box, he was looking so excited and made me excited too, Suhani and I placed all the things in a big box and Suhani packed that so beautifully, 

"Hey, what the fuck is this, is not too much", he asked me as he raised a brow towards me, 

"No, it is not, now stop talking and open it", I said as Suhani put the box on the table, 

"I am so fucking happy, what could be inside", he said and started wrapping it, 

He removed all the packing and opened the box, 

"Oh my God", he said and as his eyes got wide, and he put all the things out, 

"It is so fucking amazing", he said, and he started checking the things, 

"Jhummi, have you fucking lost your mind, why the hell you bought this much", he asked me as he was still looking shocked, 

"I thought you would like it", I said and made a sad face, I know he is feeling good, but he is just upset because I spend too much money, 

"Hey, I am sorry, I did not mean that of course, I am happy, I am so fucking happy", he said and cupped my face, 

"But you are looking pissed off", I said again with a sad face, 

"No, I am just worried, you did not need to spend that much money for me Jhummi, I know it was all your savings", he said and I smiled, 

"You do not worry about that Neel, I wanted to do that so I did, now you tell me if you like it or not", I asked and he pulled me into a hug, 

"I am feeling so fucking happy, I just loved all this, and that shirt is one of my favourites, I wanted to buy it a long ago, I just loved it", he said, 

"And this watch, shoes, everything, just awesome, thanks to you so much, I just can not thank you enough", he said as he hugged me and Suhani both, 

"Crazy, now stop saying thank you, and go to your room", I said as I was feeling tired now, 

"Can I spend some time with Suhani alone", he asked me as he made a puppy face, 

"No, you can not", I said in a rough tone, as he was staring at me, but then I laughed so hard, 

He was looking scared like, and I chuckled, 

"Jhummi, I hate you", he said as he hit my shoulder, 

"I swear you are the best sister ever", he said, and I smiled, 

"Thank you so much baby", Suhani said to me, and I smiled again, I know she wanted to spend some good time with Neel, and today is a great day, so I should help them right, 

"Jhummi, please show Ayan the guest room, he is gonna stay here tonight", said Neel before going, I wanted to argue but he left before giving me a chance to explain, 

I looked at Ayan as he smirked, and I turn my head and showed him my back, why the hell he is staying here, why he is not going back, he has his apartment, 

"Follow me", I said before locking the main door, and switching off the lights, without saying anything he started following me, 

"This is the room, and do not call me if you need anything", I said, I did not look at me, and I do not think he will need anything, as I checked already, there is nothing that he would need, everything was already there, 

He opened the door and closed the door on my face, what the fuck is wrong with him, 

I sighed and went back to my room, I have to sleep alone today, as Suhani is with Neel, 

I changed my clothes into the shorts and a crop top, and after washing my face and slid in the bed, 

I was feeling tired, my back hurt a little, but I am feeling good as I lie down, 

I started scrolling my phone, I saw y inbox, as there was a message from Abhay, 

"Thanks for the coffee and the maggie, it was yummy", I smiled, as he so humble and formal too, he says thank you always, he is just extra sweet, 

"Menton not stupid", I replied and put my phone aside, I just switched off the lights, and closed my eyes, I think I should sleep, as I need a long sleep, 

My eyes were getting heavy as I closed my eyes, and in the next minute I fall asleep, 

Ayan's Point Of View, 

I felt so bad, I was feeling guilty and sad, 

I did not want to say things like that, nor did I want to break her heart, but still I broke her heart and she was crying because of me, 

I know I never felt like that before, the time I spend with her was the most beautiful time of my life, but I do not know why I said no to her proposal, 

She went out to her comfort zone, I know she never gets involved with any boy before, and it was all new for her, and I was also waiting for her to confess her feelings, 

And finally when she did, what I have done, I said I am not fucking sure about her, 

Do I deserve her love in the first place, 

I waited out of her room for Suhani so that I could tell her to take care of Jhummi, because I know she is gonna cry, 

But I never expect that her condition will go that bad, not only bad, it was worst, 

When I saw her condition, I felt stabbed, seems like I do not have any right to have her, she was looking in pain, and she was looking like a complete mess, 

I wanted to kill myself, somehow I was the reason of her condition, and when I looked at Neel, I felt worse, he was looking so worried, he was panicking, but thank god after some time she got relaxed and she slept, 

Seems like Neel is familiar with the condition, and Jhummi was also suffering from her won pain, and I gave her more, I curse myself for her condition, 

I left early from there, there is no chance that I could face her in the morning, 

I got a call from my coach, he needs some signatures of mine of some form, and I agreed, 

After having a shower I went to the college, and met with the coach and completed all the formalities, 

I was sitting in the canteen and thinking about what happened last night, I was lost in my thoughts when I felt someone's hand on my shoulder, 

"Hey, how are you", I heard a familiar voice, and I again curse myself for staying here, it was Soumya, why the hell she came, I opened my eyes and forced a smile, 

"Hello, I am good, thank you", I said and she a pulled a chair beside me, why the hell she does not have any manner, she should ask if I want her company or not, 

"So, why you are not attending the lectures", she asked me, and I just felt somehow angry, I do not want to talk, what the fuck man, 

"Just having a little headache, that is why, but why you are not taking it", I asked and she laughed, 

"Because you are having a headache", she said and chuckled a little, I just smiled faked as she was just irritating me, 

"If you want can we go out", she asked me, and my eyes just got wide, what the hell is wrong with her, why she is asking me out, is that mean she likes me, oh fuck, no, 

"Oh, I am sorry, I am just not feeling like go out", I said as I do not know what to do or what to say, she stared at me as she will eat me, I gulped, but somehow managed my fake smile,