193 I PROMISE

I just thought she would kill me, but thank god she did not, she was about to speak something, but her phone started ringing, and she picked it with the first ring, 

"Yes, what happened, okay, okay, fine, I am coming", she said and she hangs up, 

"I need to go now, but I will see you later for sure", she said, and gets up from the chair, 

"Yea, sure, see you", I said with a forced smiled, she came closer, and placed a kiss on my cheek, I was just too shocked to react, but she smiled and left, 

I put my hand on my cheek and wiped it quickly, what the fuck is wrong with her, is she insane or what, how the fuck she could do that, 

I felt so angry and annoying, she is like a spoiled brat, I wanted to slap her so hard, thank god she left, or else I would have lost my mind, 

I was feeling like I was boiling in anger, I just wanted to calm myself down, 

"Hey, what is up", I heard my favourite sound, I tilt my head to see none other than Raghav, I sighed as I saw him, 

"Hey, where the fuck you have been", I said as he sat down beside me, 

"You know right, mom needed me, so I had to be there, but now as she is fine, I am here, seems like you missed me a lot", he said and I smiled, 

"Of course I did bro, at least you should have call often", I said in a complaining tone, and he smiled a little, 

"I wanted to do, but you know I just could not get time, but do not worry now, I am here, or now you tell me how is Jhummi", he asked me in a teasing tone, and when he noticed my sad face, he stopped smiling, 

" Hey what happened, is everything okay, your sad face is scaring me, tell me what happened", he asked me as he put his hand on my shoulder, 

"She proposed me", I slowly said, and he smiled with excitement, 

"Wow, that is fucking amazing bro, this is what you wanted from so long, right", he said as his eyes light up but then his smile dropped as he saw my expression, 

"Now will you please tell me what happened, or you want me to kick your ass", he said with a serious look on his face and I nod, 

"When she proposed to me, I just did not know why said that I am not sure about her, and I am confused", I said as my head was down, I just did not look at him because I know he would be angry for sure, 

"What the fuck, have you lost your fucking mind Ayan, how could you say that you are not sure about her, you could never this sure in your whole fucking life after her, did you fucking get that", he yelled on me, 

I was just listening to him as whatever he was saying is true, I do not have anything to say, but her was looking at me like he will eat me,

"Oh, so basically you are trying to say that you broke Jhummi's heart because you do not want to break your mysterious girl's heart, what the fuck Ayan, you do not even know who is she and what If she never comes, what will you do then, will wait for her lifetime", he said and turned my face towards him as I was not looking at him, 

"I do not know what to do, that is why I said that I am confused", I said as I sighed, 

"Look Ayan lifetime is a long time, you are ruining your present, you are breaking an innocent girl's heart, she loves you so much Ayan, maybe you are confused but I have seen into her eyes while she used to look at you, she is the one for you, and I swear Ayan if something happened to her because of you, I will break your fucking bones", he said to me in such a serious tone,

I know he liked Jhummi since the beginning, and because of me he hides his feelings, and now if I back up it would be stupidity, 

I closed my eyes for a while and Jhummi's cute face appeared in front of my eyes, I smiled, it felt awesome, the time we spend together started flashing in front of my eyes, the kisses we shared and the trip's memory too, everything was so perfect with her, her eyes, her smile, her smell, her tears, it hurts when she cries because of me, 

I sighed, I can not let her cry because of me, she does not deserve this, she belongs to me, and she deserves happiness, yes, she deserves fucking happiness, I murmured and Raghav looked at me, 

I get up from seat and Raghav also get up as he saw the sudden change in my expression, 

"What the fuck happened to you now", he asked me but I pulled him into a hug, 

"Thank you so much, bro, you are right, you are so fucking right, you are so fucking right, she does not deserve to cry, she belongs to me, bro, now I will show her my love, I promise", I said, as I do not know, I am feeling so happy all sudden, 

"Ayan, thank God you realize stupid, or else I was thinking to make her your sister in law", he said as he teased me, 

"Okay then I need to go, I mean I just have to do something, because I know she will not pick my call, so I think I need to catch Neel, but before that, I have to go home for a while", I said without a break, 

"Okay cool, you can go, but who was that girl who was talking to you or I could say climbing on you before I came", he asked me with weird expressions, 

"Oh, that girl, she is the niece of our principal", I replied but he was still looking at me, 

"Okay, but why you were with her, I did not like the way she was looking at you, I mean, she was not looking decent", he said and I just passed a smile, 

"I know, but she is just being weird, she comes to me, and tries to talk, she even tries to touch me while talking, I always try to avoid her, but seems like she does not have any self-respect", I said and he laughed, 

"Oh that means one more girl fell for your handsome face", he said as he teased me, and I hit his shoulder, 

"Okay bye, I need to go, I will see you tomorrow", I said, 

"Make sure be with her", he yelled and I just smiled, 

Of course, I want to be with her too, I always wanted to be, but seems like I was stupid enough to not to understand my heart properly, what I did with her is wrong and also unforgettable, 

She is the most beautiful thing that ever happens to me, and what I did, I made her cry and j break her heart, I need a punishment for this, and I promise, I will take any punishment she will give me, but now I will not make her cry, 

I did not attend a single lecture today, I was not feeling like study, I know I usually do not do, but I was missing her already, I just check the classroom in the case if she came, 

But that was not possible as I know her condition was not good last day, I was walking in the corridor and I just did not realise as I was lost in my lost, ingot bumped in someone,

"I am sorry, I did not say you", I said without looking at up,

"It is alright bro", I heard a familiar voice and I looked up instantly, 

As I saw who it was, my body gets tensed and I started walking, 

"May I know why are you ignoring me like that, did I do something wrong", Abhay asked me and my foot stopped,