194 MISSED YOU

"May I know why you are ignoring me, what did I do wrong", Abhay asked me and my foot stopped and I turned my head, 

He was looking straight into my eyes, and I was just standing there like a statue, he was walking towards me, and I remain still, 

"Can we talk, if you do not mind", he said calmly and I nod, 

"Wanna come at my place", he asked me and I again nods, I just do not know why but I did not protest, we were walking out and I followed him, 

He has his bike and I have my car, so I decided to follow him, 

"Wanna come with me", I asked him, but he denied, 

"No, I have a bike, you can follow my lead, okay", he said and I nod, 

He looks so mature than last time and seems like he has grown up, he is not the same Abhay I used to know, 

After following him for twenty-five minutes, we finally reached his place, I am impressed, he has his apartment, and that is nice, 

I mean I know I also have, but I did not expect it from him, 

I parked my car where he parked his bike, and he unlocked the door, I was still standing outside, 

"Hey, come inside", he said and locked the door behind us, I must say he has a good taste in the interior, it was beautiful, 

"Nice interior", I said and he smiled, 

"Thanks, inspired by you", he said and I smiled, he is still same and naughty, he went to the kitchen and came after just one minute with a bottle of water and handed it to me, 

"Thank you", I said and chugged the half bottle in one go, 

"So, why the hell you were ignoring me since the day I came here, I just thought that you would be happy to see me, but you started ignoring me, I waited that you will talk, but you did not, why, what happened, I know we could not spend a lot of time together, but still, our childhood memories are still fresh in my mind, and I know you never hated me, then why you are doing this to me", he said everything without blinking his eye, he was looking upset, and somehow his eyes were wet, 

I felt bad and guilty for ignoring him, I know there is nothing he did wrong, he is innocent, but still, I was ignoring for the deeds he did not do, 

"Hey, did I hurt you by any chance, if I did you can tell me, I promise I will say sorry for that", he said again and my heart clenched in pain as I saw him like that, 

I just could not hold myself and pulled him into a hug, and he instantly hugged me back, 

"I can not tell you that how much I missed you Ayan, I know you were alone, and I know you were not happy, but you should not have ignored my calls and texts", he said making me chuckles, 

"I know, I also missed you a lot", I said but he glared me with angry eyes, 

Abhay and I always share a special bond, he is my only cousin from my mom's family, and he loved me so much, but then one day Abhay called dad and he wanted me to do a reunion with my dad, 

So I just stopped talking to him, and ignored his calls and texts for a long time, I know what I did was wrong, I should not have done that, but I did not have options, my dad does not like me, 

I know he still thinks that I am the reason for my mom's death, and only I know how broken I felt without my mom, and my dad's love and support, 

I know he gives me a lot of money every month, and I am staying with his big name and wealth, but as I know money is not everything, money could not make me smiled when I needed someone to talk, 

"You are doing promise to me that now you will never leave my sight", he asked me as he offered me his hand and I took it happily and I nodded my head, 

"Yes, I promise", I said and he gave me a side hug, 

"Okay, but there is something I need to make you understand", I said and in a serious tone, and his body tensed, and I think somehow he knows that what I am gonna talk about, 

"Okay, I am ready, tell me what is it", he asked me, 

I do not know how to say, as I want to make him clear that he needs to stay away from Jhummi, 

"But why you did no tell me that why you are here", I asked him and he looked at me, as I asked something out of course, 

"Did not I mention that I am here for study", he said smartly avoiding my question, 

"Are you sure Abhay", I asked and he nods, 

"One more thing Abhay", I said as I clear my throat, and he looked at me, as his all focus was on me, 

"Yes, what is it", he asked and I sighed, 

"Well, I want you to stay away from Jhummi", I said in one breath, and all colours of his face vanished in a blink, 

"What the fuck", he said and he gets up from his seat, 

"You know Jhummi, I mean how do you know her, and why the hell I should stay away from her", he yelled at me, but when he saw the expression of mine, he just composed himself, and sat down, 

"Okay, so why do I need to stay away from her, I fucking like her so much, she is so cute and pretty", he said, I and a firm of jealousy build up in my veins, but I just controlled myself, 

"Because she belongs to me", I said possessively, and he looked at me with disbelief, 

"What you mean that she belongs to you", he asked again, and I just sighed, 

"It means that she is my girlfriend, and I do not like when someone calls her cute", I said in a warning tone, and he adjusted himself, 

"But she told me that she is single", he said, and smirked, oh, so he wanna play with me, 

"There is no chance that she would say that, I know you are lying", I said calmly, but he again smirked, 

"If you want I can show you her messages", he said and my body tensed, did she said that she is single, and if she said she is single, is that mean she is available, what the hell, 

This is all my fault, I never said that we are in a relationship, so I do not have any right on her, 

So what, that does not mean that Abhay could have her or get her, she is mine and I will ask for her forgiveness, 

"Abhay, you are my brother, and I just do not want any fight with you, Jhummi and I are too closed, so it would be better if you do not interfere and get hurt okay", I said and he looked at me, 

"I need to go somewhere urgently, I will see you later", I said and get up from my seat, I hugged him and left, 

I missed Abhay so much, and I love him so much, but in case of Jhummi, I just can not back off because of him, she has to forgive me, it is on her sooner or later, 

I headed towards my home with a smile, 

Abhay's Point Of View, 

I went to college a little early, and I reserved two seats beside me, I do not know why but I feel so good with Jhummi, she is cute, pretty and smart, but I do not like her for her looks, 

I like her because she has a different personality than today's fake girls, I mean she looks so real, and rare, 

I was eagerly waiting for her, but she was not coming, usually, she comes at this time, the lecture get start and end, but she did not show up, and then I know she is not gonna come, 

Last night I called her, but I could not talk to her properly as she hang up it in the middle of the conversation and after that, her phone was going switched off, 

And then I finally she answered my call in the morning,