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I almost break her heart so badly, and to be honest, I never want to do that, 

The way she walked away from me, I felt so bad, she was the one who used to make me smile and her weird actions always made me feel lucky, 

And when she shared her feelings, that was the most beautiful moment of my life, but I ruined everything, 

I fucking waited for her confession, so that I could make it extra pretty, but instead of making it pretty, I destroyed her smile and the moment completely, 

I can not forgive myself for this then how she could forgive me so easily, I did not follow her inside the kitchen, I know she will come out soon, 

I was standing there and just then Neel entered and he was so surprised to see all that petals and all, and I was so stupid that I could not see that she prepared something for Neel, 

And when I saw the whole thing, my eyes just got wide with surprise, it was so beautiful, it was decorated perfectly, 

Neel's reaction was just priceless, he was so happy, and as she heard Neel's voice she came back and Neel hugged her, 

"It is so beautiful Jhummi, but why all this all sudden, I mean it is not even my birthday", he said but she was just smiling, 

"It is because I wanted to do, now stop thinking so much", she said and dismissed him, 

"Okay, where is she", Neel asked her as he was describing Suhani and then Jhummi called Suhani, and Suhani came down in a proper dress, I mean yes she was looking so pretty just like a doll, 

I could say that these both girls are full of surprises, I mean Neel is gonna get crazy today, I could say this as I am seeing the shine in Suhani's eyes, 

As she came down Neel's eyes got wide with a pure shock, he just could not believe on his eyes, 

"Oh my God", words escaped from his mouth, and then Jhummi brought cake, and that was his favourite, and she also ordered his favourite food, or I should say a lot of food,

I was not shocked to see her like this, I mean everyone has their way or style to describe their feelings, and I know Jhummi loves Neel so much and she wanted to thank him for everything, so she did, 

And after that, it was time for the final gift, and Suhani brings a huge box, Neel's eyes popped out as he saw that box, 

"What the hell is this, Jhummi have you lost your mind", he said as he saw the box, and when he opened the box, 

There was a different type of happiness in his eyes, he was so happy to see all these gifts, and I must say that she put a lot of efforts in all this, 

She bought everything he could need, including his likes and dislikes, and I am jealous, I know he is her brother, but she never gifted me anything, 

I will do anything to convince her, 

"Jhummi, please show Ayan the guest room, he will stay here tonight", Neel said to Jhummi before leave, and I saw Jhummi rolled her eyes, 

But after Neel left she showed me the guest room, 

"If you need anything just do not call me, okay, here is everything you could need", she said and closed the door and without even glancing at me she left and went to her room, 

Well, it is so hard to see her like this, I mean how could I stand the hatred in her eyes for me, 

I just sat on the bed and started thinking about how to start my talk, I mean, what she denies to hear me, 

I took a deep breath, and checked my phone, 

"Hey, what is going on, how are you now, bro", Raghav's message popped up on my screen, 

Well, he is my best friend but he cares too much for me, 

"I am fine bro, just going to fix the mess I created", I replied, and locked the phone, 

"Okay, Ayan, come on, you can do it, just do it, it is now or never", my inner soul convinced me and I nod my head, 

Yeah, I have to do this, that is right, now or never is the only thing now, 

I slowly opened the door and without making any noise I closed it,

I slowly made my way towards her room and then I saw the lights were switched off and probably she slept, but she can not sleep so peacefully while I am feeling so restless, 

I opened the door of her room and saw she was sleeping peacefully, 

Well, to be honest, I do not want to wake her up, but as you guys could see that I do not have any option, 

I slowly went towards her and sat beside her, she was looking as pretty as always, her hair was covering her face, and I tucked her hair behind her ear, 

She thought that insect or something else it was and she changed her direction, but then I kissed on her cheek and she opened her eyes, 

I gulped in fear, as she got scared as she saw me, she was about to yell but I put my hand on her mouth a little tightly, and she stopped yelling as she noticed that she is safe and it was me, 

"Hey", I slowly said and she was staring at me with angry eyes, 

"What the hell you think you are doing here at this time", she asked me as she gets up and sat down on the bed, 

"Well, I thought we should have a chat", I said as I smiled sheepishly, 

"I think I do not want to have any chat with you, so you could leave now", she said in such a rude tone, and I felt so bad, 

"Jhummi, I know I hurt you so much, but at least talk to me, I am feeling guilty, I swear", I said and she looked at me with narrow eyes, 

"Why should I believe on you", she said as she was storing glances from me, and I felt bad that because she is behaving so weird in such a short time, 

"You could believe me because you belong to me I guess", I said and she looked at me with an angry look, and that made me scared a little, 

"And you are guessing it wrong I guess", she said and looked at other direction, 

"Jhummi, I know you are angry, but at least listen to me once, I want to fix everything I ruined, I promise", I said and sat beside her, and she moved a little as she gave me space to sat properly, 

"You know Ayan, you did the same thing I was afraid you would never do, but you did, and you do not have any idea that how badly it broke my heart", she said as a tear rolled down to her cheek,

And I swear it broke my heart so badly, she is crying again because of me, I know she does not deserve this, and now I am ready to fix everything, 

I know I broke her heart in a very short time of period, but I promise I will heal her so soon, 

"Jhummi, please just do not cry, I know you are hurt but please stop crying, you are angry with me right, I am ready to have any punishment you will give, but stop crying, for god sake", I said and she stared at me for some seconds, and then wiped her face, 

"Oh, so are you seriously sorry", she asked me in a low voice and I nod my head, 

I came closer and cupped her face, 

"Jhummi, since I saw you, I know it was you, and it will be you for the rest of my life, it is just I was not ready to accept this, 

"The time I spend with you was the best time of my life, I never laughed that much in my entire life how much I laughed with you, the trip, the kisses, your smile, everything was the best things that ever happen to me", I said, and she was just looking at me with her pretty eyes, 

I know she is trying hard to hold her tears, because she is too sensitive to handle this, and I promise that today is the last day that she is crying because of me, 

I will tell her everything that I feel for her, 

"Get ready",