201 IT WAS JUST AN ACCIDEN

"You are the one for me Jhummi, I swear Jhummi, I never smiled like that before, it was right that I came to this college for revenge, revenge on you because I lost the match the first time, 

But I did not realize when did I start falling for you, you are the most precious thing of my life, and I will never let you go now", 

"Jhummi, I know I am asking too much, after hurting you so much trust me I am feeling so low, still can you give me a second chance", I said and I closed my eyes, 

I thought she is gonna hit me, and I was ready for this, she was looking angry, but I just closed my eyes tightly because I can do anything for her now, 

I waited and waited for some minutes or some seconds, but she never hit me, she was crying, tears were rolling down to her cheeks like a Nigeria fall, and now I feel like I should dig my grave, 

Nothing could be worst than seeing her crying like this, 

I just wiped her face and stared her, her red eyes and cute face, 

"Jhummi, please do not cry like this baby, please, it hurts to see you like this, just please do not cry", I said and cupped her face again, and she looked at me with her innocent wet eyes, 

"How could I trust you again", she asked me between her sobbed, and I felt a sharp pain in my heart, 

"I promise baby, I promise that I will never break your heart again, and baby promises are meant to be kept", I said and she looked into my eyes, 

"Oh, I thought promises are meant to break", she said and chuckled sadly, and I felt so bad, 

"No Jhummi, that is not true, I will never do that again, please just one last chance", I said as I joined my hand in front of her, and she looked hurt, I could see that she was hurty my this action, that means she still cares about me,

She holds my hand and started crying, well, I guess she is gonna forgive me now, thank God, but I promise that I will never hurt her again, never, 

She was crying hard and I pulled her into my arms, and now she was sobbing on my chest, I was holding her tightly, but she was not protesting, she was crying and crying, and I let her cry as much as she wants, 

When she calmed down a little I made her look at me and I wiped her face, seems like she was better now, and maybe ready to forgive me, 

"If next time you ever tried to hurt me or break my heart again, I promise Ayan you will regret your whole life, and then you will never see my face again, remember that", she wanted me, and I swear I felt afraid, 

This was the scariest warning I have ever heard, I just could never imagine my life without her, and it sounds so scary that I will never see her face again, I would like to die if anything ever gonna happens, 

I felt like my heart was beating like thunder, I missed her blushed and this smile, I was so stupid that I hurt her because of my stupid confusion, I know I made a stupid mistake, but now no more mistakes, just she and I, 

She pulled my collar and I was shocked, now she is gonna punish me I am sure, but then she did something unbelievable, 

She pulled me closer and in the very next moment her lips were on mine, and I could never ask anything than this,

I felt like I am I heaven, I missed her touch so much, and now I am feeling so magical, 

Her eyes were closed as she was kissing me, and I started kissing her back, she was roaming her hands in my hair and I was cupping her face and then her hands started shifting towards my chest, 

And I was feeling like something is happening in my stomach, it was more than feel butterflies, I just can not explain how lucky I was feeling, 

Our kiss was going intense, and I was just exploring her mouth like there is no tomorrow, I felt like there is no oxygen between us, and we both were panting so hard, 

I looked at her and she smiled and I smiled to see her smiling, and then we both laughed so hard, 

"You forgive me, right", I asked slowly and she stopped smiling, 

"I did, but it is last chance, after that you better remember my warning", she said and pushed me on the bed and I lie down, 

She came upon me and showered me, I could not believe that it was the same Jhummi who used be so innocent but now being so naughty, 

"Jhummi, I guess you should not do this", I said hardly as I felt like her touch has a solid effect on me, and I just can not afford to lose my control, 

I can wait for her until she gets comfortable around me, but seems like she is unaware of what she is doing to me, 

I felt like I am gonna lose my control because she continuously tickling me, and that si fucking hard to control, 

"Jhummi, listen to me, you should not do that, try to understand baby you will regret it later", I said as I was trying hard to control, 

She was laughing so hard and teasing me, and I was just going out of control and then I just flip her and now I was top on her and she stopped laughing and giggling, 

"Ayan I amm just saying that", she was now trying to be cute in front me, but now that is not gonna work baby, 

I cut her off and smashed my lips on her, it was so sudden and I know she was surprised with my sudden actions but now I just can not control, 

I was kissing her like there is no tomorrow, and she was responding equally, I am so fucking excited, her hands were roaming on my chest, and then int my hair, 

She was making me insane, she was doing some kind of magic, I was breathless but I did not want to leave her, 

I started kissing on her neck and she started moaning, and I was loving it I swear, it is gonna be my favourite music from now on, 

"Jhummi, I think that you should not moan like that", I said but she was still moaning and that was making me crazier, 

I was kissing her neck and my other hand was trying to reach her stomach through to the top, and then I suddenly stopped, and I saw confusion written all over her face, 

"Jhummi", I said and she looked into my eyes, 

"Are you sure that you want it, I mean, I can wait for you, I can wait until you get comfortable", I said and she was just staring at me, she did not say anything, 

I thought I was right, she is nervous, and she is not ready for this, 

"It is okay Jhummi, you just do not have to be upset, I can wait as much", I was saying something to probably encourage her or console her, 

But she did not let me complete and cut me off as she smashed her lips again over my lips, 

I was too shocked to react, and I just got a little confused that is she trying to say that she is ready, 

Oh my God, it was just hard to believe, and she did something and that was completely out of mind, it was hard to believe, 

She removed my shirt, and as her hand reached to my shoulder I hissed in pain and she immediately stopped, 

"Oh, I am so sorry, did I do something wrong, I am so sorry Ayan, I just did not know what happened", she said innocently, and it was clear in her eyes that she was not faking it, she was concerned, 

I saw she was ready to cry as her eyes were getting wet, 

"Hey, no baby, no, there is nothing you did wrong, there is not your fault, and please do not cry for that, okay", I slowly said and just caressed her hair, 

"Then why did you cried in pain", she asked me again, 

I sighed, "It was just an accident",