Chapter 268

Sunspot asked me, "sister, are you sincere?"

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I was stunned, tears gushed out, no, I was not willing to revenge him, I just miss him very much, very much, like crazy.

But I promised him not to contact, not to ask, until now he is alive or dead do not know, tell me how to do?

Three people sigh together, on the table, four people, only bow to drink, no more topic.

Enough wine, I did not eat a meal, feel that the stomach is about to burn, staring at the head of the white light, thorn eyes pain, can not stop the tears so rampant flow.

This sleep to the first day of the afternoon, the sun has been drying my leg some pain, I was awakened by the nightmare.

Sitting up in a trance, my ears were full of buzzing sound. I didn't come back until my mother knocked on the door outside. It was the voice outside.

My mother asked me if I had another nightmare and told me to get up for dinner.

I was stunned for a while before I agreed, "ah, I know. I'm ok. I'm awake. I'll come here."

I came out of the bath, wiped my hair and went downstairs. I saw Li Yi sitting on the sofa. They were all big and small guys. They had a hangover all night, and they had already drunk. If I could get up so early the next day, I would have lost half my life if I didn't sleep till now.

Li Yi greets me with a lively smile. His eyes are bent and he points to the dining room.

I looked at it curiously. I was nervous. My first thought was, did Gu zisong come?

No, his back is different. He's thinner than Gu zisong. He's about the same height. Most of all, Gu zisong doesn't have his evil eyes.

When the evil came, the family was angry.

I said, "Hello, Xiao Song? Lazy, just sit there and wait. I'll make you your favorite roast eggplant

What did he come to do on New Year's day?

I was just curious when another woman came out of his side. It looked like Petite, lovely, the main hair on her head, colorful, looking more lovely.

She said to me with a smile, "Hello sister, I'm Mr. Xiao's girlfriend."

Ah!

I was stunned, I think the joy of this moment is not deceptive, then I am happy.

Xiao Song has found his girlfriend, but the girl looks very young.

I was stunned for a while. Li Yi asked me to sit down. I said hello to the girl with a smile and sat on the sofa to continue to brush my hair.

Li Yi said in a low voice beside me, "it's strange, elder sister. Don't you look jealous? Such a good-looking man has found someone else."

I don't care to say, "no matter what I do, it's not normal for people to find a girlfriend. Don't talk nonsense, or I'll beat you."

Li Yi chuckled, shrugged his shoulders, hit me and said, "I heard President Xiao is serious this time. Do you think it's a pity?"

Isn't it a good thing that he is serious? Why is it a pity?

I said, "don't mind your own business. Don't tremble about other people's private affairs. Pass me the comb. Don't sit and don't work. What will you look like in a new year?"

Li Yi burst out laughing, "sister, you can hide. If you have a problem and don't face it correctly, can you solve it? Tut tut

I'm stunned, right? I seldom take the initiative to find the answer when I encounter something. I always like to hide in the sand like an ostrich. I think I can avoid all the difficulties in Heyang, but in fact, the difficulties can't be avoided. I can't put them in front of my eyes forever.

I took a little breath, but got up.

Should I contact Gu zisong? But why didn't he take the initiative to contact me? Didn't he know I was worried? What was that bastard doing? Three months ago, there was no news at home, company, outside, news, public opinion, even a shadow. What happened to him?

Li Yi handed me the comb, held it up to me and shook it twice. I stared at the comb and felt uncomfortable. I grabbed the comb and said, "I'll call me after dinner. I'll go upstairs and sleep again."

Li Yi laughed and said, "hide and cry?"

Li Long severely kicked Li Yi, "don't talk too much, watch TV, or help."

Li Yi smiles and winks at me.

I shook my head helplessly, rushed to the room, locked the door, took out the phone, and dialed Gu zisong's number.

Still, we can't get through.

My heart is dead.

Maybe last night has been crying too much, at this time the tears contained in the eye, how can not fall down.

But I really miss him.

I scolded him many times in my heart, and finally I dialed the number he didn't use in foreign countries.

No, it's over.

After a long wait, he took it.

I thought it was a dream.

He asked me repeatedly, "Tong Tong? Talk, I'm listening, Tong Tong? "

I stopped thinking and asked incredulously, "I heard you right, didn't I? I found you, did I?"He laughed. "You've always been able to find me. I didn't dream. What's the matter? I'm listening

This is no nonsense. I covered my mouth, cried silently, and yelled, "are you an asshole? Do you know how much I miss you and worry about you? Why don't you have any news? What are you doing? How can I live by myself? Three months. What are you doing? You don't have to hang me like this when you break up? "

He didn't answer me. He just sighed and said for a long time, "I found him, but I didn't see him. The ashes are floating on the sea abroad. I think it's good to live here for a while, so Tong Tong, it's not that I don't want to contact you, it's that I have no courage. "

I was shocked.

He found his own father, but did not see people, people die?

Foreign countries pay attention to sea burial, so what he sees is only a handful of ashes?

A person who has been tormented by family love for so long only sees a handful of ashes and the fact that he never knows, right?

I pulled up heartache, suppressed the cry and asked, "well, where are you now? I'll find you, I'll accompany you, I'll help you find your courage, OK? You don't have the courage to come to me. I have. I have a lot of courage. "

He smile, some bitter, "Tong Tong, I'm sorry, I don't want to see anyone."

It's like being lingchi, my heart is like a knife.

I think I will experience his feelings, the pain, the helplessness of hiding, but I really can't do it personally. Now I just want to see him, I don't know if we miss it like this.

Feelings, ah, always need to contact, need to involve, is it so indifferent?

I really don't understand. Why does he like cold violence so much?

My heart is full of grievances, but also want to think for him, ponder his heart, understand his helplessness.

There are always times when people are at a low ebb. When they are in a bad mood, they are alone. When the low ebb is over, the whole person is radiant, right?

But three months, I really can't wait.

In the end, I said the idea in my heart, "zisong, do you think it's right for you to do this?"

He didn't answer me, just told me to hang up after a good year.

I'm thinking, if I don't remember that he still has a foreign number, how good it would be. At least I don't know how long to wait, but now?

Even the last wait is gone.

What is missing between us?

At this point, I also turned off the phone.

New year's Eve, the city has not yet work is still like an empty city, shopping malls are few people can not see anyone, like a disaster movie scene.

In the past, there were too many people in the imperial capital. At this time, I found that it was always cold here. There was no one in the cold area for several kilometers.

I carry a thick down jacket, sitting at the entrance of the mall, the air conditioning wind blowing, alternating hot and cold, blowing me a cold a hot.

I was in a daze for a long time before I picked up the strength to go inside. Finally, I found a corner to sit down and served the coffee for a long time. But the person who served the coffee actually sat in front of me. I got impatient. "Boss, I'm not in the mood to chat. You can find someone else. I just want to have a cup of coffee quietly."

Don't want to, the voice is familiar with, sharp red fingernails are very familiar with, "Lou Tong, do you have this ability?"

I was surprised to look up, on a pair of eyes without feelings, how many times these eyes appear in my nightmares, stepping on blood red high heels, a tight skirt, enchanting snake, one hand usurped countless tragedies, and finally instigated Jiang Lin to poison me.

She laughed and looked away, her long curly eyelashes covered with contempt for me.

She didn't change at all. She was still so vicious. Her hair was full of contempt for me.

I'm always so stupid and easy to use by people around me, especially her.

But I'm not in the mood to deal with her yet. Why do I come here by myself?

I snorted, "what do you think I have? I've been fooled by you and Jiang Lin for so many years, but I haven't found out. In your opinion, I'm just a fool who can make use of it and play with it casually. "

Her sneer and finger tapping on the table made her feel uneasy. She then said, "give me back my child, and the enmity between you and me will be wiped out."

Children?

Even if it's still in my hands, why does she unilaterally decide that the previous things can be written off, and that the child is not in my hands, why do I write off with her, the harm has been caused, the child is innocent, but isn't Jiang Lin's parents innocent, and my previous efforts innocent?

I sneered, "what if I don't return it?"

But what happened to the baby?

She turned her eyes to me and glared at me fiercely. Behind her delicate makeup, she didn't know what kind of face she was, "Lou Tong, don't force me to do it. You are not my opponent all the time. Before I took the initiative to make peace with you, but you can't move my child. Give it back to me. We can talk about our affairs again. "Tut Tut, women, once they have weakness, they will become stupid.

I laughed, "Shang yunyun, how many bad things have you done? I know that when you used your children as chips to threaten Jiang Lin and your husband, who else did you threaten? I don't think I need to list them all? Now that you care about children, don't you think it's funny to be a mother? "

She was very angry and clenched her fist. Her cheeks were puffed up. "Lou Tong, don't give me face, don't give me face."

I tut tut a voice, "otherwise? Today, what face do I need? "

"You What did you want? Jiang Lin is not in my hands. I don't know where he is. Now his business has nothing to do with me. You can handle it casually, can't you? The information given to you before is also true. You can turn it in at any time to report Jiang Lin. isn't it enough? No matter how big the matter is, why do you want to take my child away when you come to me directly? "

Oh, does she care so much about her children? Is it really a heartache for a mother? Or is it because without children, there will be no use of her ex husband's tools? This big difficulty is really intriguing.

I looked at her, she lost a lot of weight, her eyes were deeply sunken, her makeup was also very thick, but she still couldn't cover up the fatigue on her face. It seemed that she had a bad life.

I said, "children's affairs you think of a way, I will not give it to you, and then, between you and me, I want to calculate more clearly."