I was shocked, "I, I, no one asked me to come, just want to give you soup, I know you seldom eat at noon, I..."
I am guilty of faltering for a while, words can not say.
He came in, stood beside me, turned off the elevator, pressed the button on the ground floor, and didn't speak again. And I'm still in the elevator, coming down with him. When he got to the ground, he said, "who told you to come?"
I panicked, wondering if he knew anything, whether it was someone who snitched, or I found out by looking through his phone, or whether there was qinnai who wanted to discard me and expose me?
I didn't answer, just quietly holding the handle of the lunch box, standing in the elevator like wood.
He pulled me out, walked fast, came to his car, he asked me, "talk."
I've seen my uncle angry more than once, but it didn't make me feel bad today. My purpose here is not only true, but it's true that I'm worried that he can't eat well at noon. Why does he look at me like he's worried.
Maybe, in his opinion, I am an enemy, a tool that betrays him and only breathes.
I still didn't answer. I think it's good if he knows. I don't want to pretend any more. It's really hard. I can't do things to cheat. I'm so tired in disguise. I can't do his angry care. I'm very tired. I'm really tired.
He pulled me into the car, the car pulled a strange arc in the underground garage, squeaking, the car drove out. When he got home soon, he left the bag in his hand on the sofa and went upstairs by himself. After a while, he had another package in his hand, which was quite heavy.
I still didn't speak. I didn't know what he wanted to do. I didn't know whether the package contained my things. I was going to drive me away?
He put it down and the man sat over, took a deep breath and said, "I'm sorry."
I was stunned and looked at him blankly.
He said, "my father is over there. I will reprimand you less than he reprimands you. He has been in the office recently. It was inconvenient for you in the past. If..." He took a look at the soup box on the table and said, "it's best in the future. I'll just come back to eat it, or I don't have to do it. It's too troublesome. I can't be hungry. You Sorry, Xiao you. Are you angry with me? "
My heart is shaking, tears in the eye circles, this is like a roller coaster like mood, it can torture me to death.
It's impossible to say I'm not angry, but why am I angry? I'm just a tool that can only breathe.
I smile, shake my head, "no, I know uncle is forced."
With a weak sigh, he leaned over and hugged me and said in a low voice, "just give me a little more time. I won't make you suffer any more grievances."
I nestled in his arms, listening to his light and powerful heartbeat, I felt uncomfortable.
Time is really a good thing. There are good things and bad things, but for us, time can't solve the problem.
I need to go to Qin Nai's office for five days, but I don't have a chance to find him.
Qin Nai is no better than me. He has no time recently. After his uncle left, all his work fell on him. He has been so busy recently that he has no time to take care of me.
I'm free, too.
It's a fine day. I decided to invite Xiao ran out for dinner. After last meeting, he didn't go to class. I was worried all the time. After asking, I found out that he was also preparing for the exam for the students. Recently, he was very busy and didn't have time to go to class, but he could come out at the weekend.
The next day is the weekend. I asked him to stay in a small restaurant near the school. It's not expensive and it tastes good. I've eaten it several times before and I think it's OK, at least I can afford it.
I came earlier, and it was the first time to have dinner with others. I put on make-up and changed my good-looking clothes. I just didn't know that I would be so nervous when I had dinner with a man I didn't know very well. My palms were sweating and I kept rubbing my hands to hide my nervousness. Then I was waiting anxiously.
I came too early, half an hour early.
After Xiao ran came, he kept looking at the time and explained awkwardly, "it's the first time I've seen a girl come so early, but I'm really sorry. I've been out long ago, that's, that's I just don't know what to wear. I've been struggling with changing clothes for a long time. Ha ha, ha ha... "
I laugh, did not expect him so cute, like a girl.
I said, "in fact, I'm also familiar with it, but I don't care. Let's order. I don't know what you like, so I didn't order, but you don't like it."
I handed him the menu. He took it, looked down for a while, and then said, "what do you like?"
I don't like it very much. I just know that some dishes here are delicious. I said, "I only know this and this are delicious. Would you like to have a try? It's not good. Let's order something else. Ah, do you drink? "
He shook his head. "I don't drink or smoke. Hehe, well, order these. If it's not enough, order more, eh How about watermelon juice? "I nodded, looking at his natural and unrestrained back to call the waiter, speaking very fast, and then turned to look at me.
At that moment, he was embarrassed again. After a moment of silence, he said, "I thought you would have no time."
I asked curiously, "why do you say that?"
He sipped the corners of his lips and got embarrassed. After a long time, he whispered, "either I gossip about your career, or I saw you pick up your Cayenne after work that day. I guess you are a boss, right?"
Ah
It dawned on me that it was my uncle who came to pick me up that day. His car was a Carlin, right, but it wasn't mine, but I How do you say that?
I smile and shake my head, "no, I'm just I'm not going to school. "
I'm just a tool used by people. I've improved my identity by several grades. I can't help laughing. It's really funny. Coming out of the mountain, I thought my life would be different. Who would have thought that I'm not even a human now? How sad that I've changed from an egg laying chicken to a breathing tool that can only be used by people.
He said, "I misunderstood. I'm sorry. Oh, it's coming. Eat it while it's hot. I know the fish in this family is good. I came with my tutor last time. It's delicious. Try it. "
I smile to see him warmly greet me, and let go of the flowers in my heart. I used to gobble up when I had something to eat, and I didn't know how it tasted. Later, I felt like I could fill my stomach. I didn't care whether it was hot or cold. I did eat well when I came here. Some of them were made by myself, and I knew how to pay attention to the taste, but I never had a meal like today Yes.
He helped me get rid of the fish and picked out some fishbones. This time, he bowed his head to eat.
I look at him, smile, heart, really warm.
After dinner, he was going to take me home. I thought about it for a long time. I didn't expect a place name that could lie to him to send me home. He simply said, "I'd better go back by myself. I don't think it's convenient."
He said with a smile, "that's ha. I'm sorry. Don't get me wrong. I just think it's not safe for a girl to go home by herself. That You take a taxi? I'll see you go, and I'll go. " He held the handle of his bicycle and looked at me with a smile.
I asked him, "do you ride back by yourself?"
He nodded, pointed to the house behind him, "not far, I live in the school staff house, is my parents' old house."
Oh, it turned out that his parents were retired teachers in the University. I nodded, "well Can I go up and have a seat? "
Bicycle, being carried, galloping in the university campus, this is what I dream of.
I have long wanted to be a good child, carefree study in school, you can have a boyfriend, or even with a good friend, walking in the quiet environment of the campus, where the scenery is good, the air is good, the atmosphere is good, even the dust is very good.
But who would have thought, I have not a line of sight, but now to see his bike, I have a strong desire.
He immediately agreed, "OK."
I first jumped on the back seat, he laughed, back to me, "hold me, don't fall."
I nodded, waiting for his car to move, I opened my arms, closed my eyes and enjoyed the night.
How nice!
No amount of adjectives can describe my mood at this time. Everything around me is just right, like a dream.
For a long time, he stopped, gasped, looked back at me, and asked me with a smile, "are you still sitting here?"
I don't give up of open eyes, has been out of the campus, and in front of Xiao ran full of sweat beads, his white shirt are wet with sweat, he smiles very beautiful, showing two naughty tiger teeth, crescent like eyes, looking at me as if the eyes are shining, like the stars in the sky, bright.
I said from the bottom of my heart, "Xiao ran, it's so good, it's so beautiful."
He was stunned and laughed shyly.
I waved to him and said, "I'm back, you Go back and have a good bath. I'll treat you to dinner another day. "
He looked at me foolishly, waved his hand to me, I got on the bus and passed by him. He casually touched the sweat beads on his forehead with his wrist, turned back to me with a sweet smile, and rode away.
When I got to the villa house, I was melancholy. I didn't think it was so quiet and lonely before. At this time, looking at such a big room, I felt very lonely. It seemed that the walls around me were going to squeeze me, flatten me, and tell me that I was a fool who nobody cared about.
I couldn't sleep when I lay on the bed. I simply took the quilt and went to the balcony to see the stars. It seemed that the night here was very cold. I wrapped up two quilts and still felt very cold, but I didn't want to go in to sleep. There was the smell of Uncle everywhere and his traces. Even if I couldn't see people, I could think of what he would do when he was there.
I fell asleep in a daze. In my dream, my uncle took another woman who I couldn't see her face in hand and scolded me for being a tool. This nightmare haunted me all night. It was a little better until dawn.But I had a fever.
Looking through the medicine box, looking at the expired tablets, I had to go to the hospital by myself. In the hospital, I fell asleep on the bed and opened my eyes. Unexpectedly, song Xiaoyu came.
I sit up and stare at her.
She shrugged and said to me, "coincidentally, I'm not following you. I don't do that kind of nonsense."
Someone in qinnai is following me. He doesn't want me to run away, but he won't care more about me even if I'm alive or dead.
I said, "do you come to the hospital for a review?"
She nodded, put down the thick bag of bills in her hand, sat down and said to me, "I've recovered, but I'm still not at ease, so I want to have a look. I didn't expect to see you staggering in just before I left. What's the matter? What about Qin Xiao? "