Uncle was surprised, "Xiaoyou, you..."
In fact, this kind of words had already stirred in my mind, but I knew that it was not good for us. I had to endure it for many times, but I couldn't say it when it was only half said.
I bit my lips and felt uncomfortable. In the end, I couldn't continue to express my grievances.
"I'm sorry, uncle. I said something wrong. I'll just go back."
He pressed me on the shoulder, did not want me to go, gently patted me on the shoulder and told me, "if you don't want to go to song Xiaoyu's side, you can live here. Originally, you wanted to buy a house for you."
Uncle gave me enough things, but they were all sent to me casually. There are very expensive jewelry, very expensive clothes and many gadgets I like, but these are not important to me at all. He just gave me freedom and told me to leave, which would satisfy me.
And I don't like it here.
The big house is like a cage for me. The golden and resplendent inside is shrouded in my empty heart.
If I live here, then I am a real junior. I don't want to bear such an identity all my life. How can I get rid of him?
I shook my head and refused, "uncle, I still like to live in sister song's side. You'd better send me back. I'll live in peace there until you want to take me back."
Or live until he forgets me.
I didn't say these words, but in my heart, I rolled over and over again, which had already been branded on my skin.
The uncle sighed again. He didn't say anything. He just told me, "Song Xiaoyu is on a business trip today. He just called me and told me that you are not in a good mood. I said I would take you out for a walk. I'm really busy recently and I don't have time to accompany you. I just came here and I'll take you for a walk! Where do you want to go? Do you want to eat? It's late. It's not convenient to eat out. There should be some noodles here. I'll make them for you. "
No, my uncle shakes his head and says, "I can eat a lot of food in the evening Why don't you go back early! "
For the first time, I rejected him so much that I didn't want to see him, didn't want to say anything, and even wanted to leave him.
With the passage of time, the misunderstanding and contradiction between us have become a situation that is difficult to melt today. I believe uncle has seen it for a long time, but he has allowed such contradiction to continue, but he has never taken the initiative to explain it.
In fact, what's the use of explanation? I'm just a tool!
I sad forced smile, turned to go upstairs.
No, he came up with me.
I didn't say anything. He's the master and I'm the servant. Whatever he wants to do, whatever.
When I came out of the bath, my uncle had changed his loose clothes and was lying on the bed. He was sending wechat very quickly. I heard the echo of Ding Ding, and I knew that the other party was also sending it very soon. I deliberately avoided looking at it more, turned around, pulled the quilt beside him and went in.
The quilt is very cool. It's the kind of cool feeling that no one has ever slept in all the year round. But it can't be cooler than my heart.
Uncle, how hard it is for us to go on like this. We are suffering from each other.
My unwillingness and his concealment and control really suffocate me.
He put down the phone, plugged in the power, turned around and hugged me. His warm breath was on my face. His voice seemed to come from the horizon. It was quiet and low. "Xiao you, don't do this today. A Feng is an old hand. You will be cheated by him. What he said is eight or nine out of ten false. You think he is really showing his true feelings, but in fact he is using you, no matter he knows Don't know the relationship between you and me, his purpose is not simple, you know? I don't need your help. I just want you to have a good time. "
But how can I be happy?
Can't he feel my sadness and helplessness?
How painful it is for us to torture each other like this?
I shrank into a ball, hiding in his arms, warm arms inside there is no place for me, that heart has never had my existence, I really do not understand, he kept me why ah? If I am like many of the old objects that he is not willing to discard, even if the dust is useless, he will not discard them, but he still likes to keep them, so he has this big house to store me.
I can't help but smile desolately, hide out of the window, close my eyes and fall asleep.
In the middle of the night, the hot kiss was particularly urgent. Uncle's body seemed to be burning and covered me with a soft call. I looked up at him in a confused way. In the weak light, his appearance was so charming, but I didn't know who yinche wanted to appear, and who would love me in his arms?
I slowly cater, want to make their emotions up, as a qualified tool, I don't want to disappoint him.
But I really can't raise interest, in his eager hope, my body is still cold as ice, under the thick quilt will feel cold shiver.
For a long time, he stopped kissing and just breathed. He leaned over me and looked down at me.I can't see him clearly, but I can feel the irrepressible fire on him.
Silent for a while, his kiss swept over again, like the blanket on my body, burning my whole body to melt.
For a long time, the broad palm seemed to burn the skin on my body. All the way, I gasped and swam under him like a enchanting snake.
My mind was engulfed by the fire. I only had his appearance, his body and everything in my mind.
I forget my call, call his name, "Qin Xiao, Qin Xiao..."
He did not answer, kiss all the way down, leaving a trace on me, hot entanglement is suddenly into.
I murmured, "Qin Xiao."
He occasionally looked up at me, eyes blurred, in the night sky like two dazzling black gems, shining.
I love his eyes. I can't speak, but I seem to be telling my deep feelings all the time. His tenderness, his hardness and everything can crush my lingering thoughts and have to cater to him.
When I was in love, he picked me up, breathed warm, and scratched my cheek.
But he suddenly said, "Liu ran..."
I was shocked, a basin of cold water put out all my heat, shivering all over cold, struggling in his arms.
But he has more strength, as if I was the Liu ran in his mouth, and the friction of my palm would twist my skin into hemp.
I scream in pain, but bite my lips and don't say a few words I don't want. I know that I have no right to refuse.
He regarded me as a tool, a substitute and a substitute for Liu ran.
I just don't know when he's going to use my stand in to give up?
After that, I curled up into a ball, feeling the body temperature gradually cool, cold through the whole body, cold my teeth tremble.
He came back from the bath, held me in his arms, bowed his head, kissed me, and said with a smile, "good night!"
But uncle Liu likes to stare out of the window, and I can't help him
Uncle didn't respond, and his shallow breath came from his ear.
I was disappointed and lamented. I turned my back to him and looked up at the vast night sky outside. My heart was dark.
The next morning, my uncle left very early and told me that I could stay. If I didn't like it, I went back to song Xiaoyu. He had to be busy for a while before he could come back to pick me up. I didn't ask him when he would be busy, but looking at such a big house, I knew that it would be far away.
He will treat me as his pet and keep me in such a house, so that his career and family will not be affected, and he can have enough time to take care of his wife and children.
Wife and children
This fact is like a thunder at the head, which makes me shiver.
I was convulsed with pain.
At noon, song Xiaoyu came to meet me and went out. He met a Feng who didn't know how long he had been waiting here.
I was shocked.
Song Xiaoyu doesn't know ah Feng. She is very gossipy. She looks back at me and laughs. Then she looks at ah Feng and laughs. She says, "are you looking for our little beans?"
Feng did not speak, only frowned at me, empty eyes, but full of sadness.
Each other quiet, song Xiaoyu some embarrassed hehe asked, "why, this is, looking at each other silent?"? Do you know each other? Beans, shall I go back first
I shook my head and said, "no, sister song, this is me Friends. "
Feng quickly cut off my words, "I, no, I'm his boyfriend."
Song Xiaoyu almost screamed, "ah?"
I also called out, "Feng, don't talk nonsense. I said last night that our relationship is just for the time being. It's better now. I don't want to bring trouble to you. I want to solve your problems and we'll..." I look at Song Xiaoyu with a guilty heart, but I can't say the rest. It's really hard for me to lie, especially in front of people I know. It's hard for me to say.
I secretly winked at her, continued to look at a Feng, and continued, "I do what I say, you have to believe me."
Feng sneered, nodded, and his eyes were still red. It seemed that he was really sad.
I don't know if they are all professionally trained. If my uncle had not reminded me yesterday that they are all liars, I would have been moved by the way he is now. But at this time, I feel a little disgusted.
As a person, is there really no bottom line?
Apart from money, what else can he pursue?
Before, song Xiaoyu always said that it's normal for people to pursue money, but as a normal person, we should know that a gentleman loves money and has a good way to get it. There is no bottom line. Animals are the ones who have no bottom line.
I think a Feng is an animal.
I hate to push him, "you go, deal with your affairs well, then come back.". I'll try to help you, too. "I know that I can't reveal the bottom card with him now. At least let him know that I really care about him. No matter what happened to the golden fan, I don't want to lose a Feng, the line that can best understand the golden fan. He is the rope that leads me and the golden fan.
I really hate that woman.
From the beginning, when I lived in my uncle's house, the golden fan made trouble for me. I asked myself that I had never actively attacked or excluded anyone, or even had any evil intention to anyone. But the golden fan really touched my bottom line and made me want to get rid of this woman all the time.
Before Wang Jingxin stabbed me, I didn't hate her much. It's my fault. I admit that as my uncle's wife, I really hate her, so I try to stay away from her. I don't want to shake around in front of her eyes. If my uncle hadn't kept me, I would have never known where I had been and what was wrong here.
Ah Feng was very sad. After a while, he said, "if only you were pregnant."
Coax!
The thunder rolled in the sky, and I felt as if I was struck by the thunder above the clouds.
Before I read a book, it said that the usual way for a scum man is to use a woman's maternal love. If he wants to ask a woman to stay, he will ask her to be pregnant. In this way, a woman will be obedient and ask her to have a baby for him. He also thinks that all this should be done.
I didn't understand this kind of thinking at that time. Now I think about it, it's terrible.